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You haven't been outside in days
not really
not without Adrian's shadow trailing behind you like a second skin
But this morning
you found a folded slip of paper on your pillow
No note
no signature
just a name of a place
a time
It wasn't a suggestion
You knew better than to think that
So now you're here
in the backseat of a black Mercedes parked across the street from a little café you used to love
The driver hasn't spoken a word since you left the house
You're not sure he even blinks
He opens the door when the clock strikes 4:00 sharp
and you step out into the rain
cool and fine and barely there
For a moment
you stand still on the sidewalk
soaking in the wet city air
trying to remember the last time you made a decision without Adrian's voice curling around it
Then you walk
The bell over the café door chimes
and everything inside smells like cinnamon and something warm you can't quite name
The lighting is golden and forgiving
and the hum of quiet conversation wraps around you like a familiar sweater
You used to come here every Thursday
Back when your name was only yours
Back when your body didn't belong to a contract
You slide into the booth by the window
order chamomile without thinking
and wrap your hands around the mug like it might keep you from unraveling
For ten minutes
you forget
Then the door opens
And everything stops moving
You don't look right away
Your body reacts first-
a shift in posture
a tightening in your stomach
a memory too sharp to ignore
Then you hear him
"Selena?"
Your breath falters
You turn
And there he is
Elias Ward
Rain-damp curls brushing his forehead
jaw sharper than you remember
eyes the same dark green that used to make you feel like you were standing still while the world turned
He's older
of course
but not by much
Just enough for the lines at the corners of his mouth to mean something
He smiles
crooked
tentative
almost gentle
"Hey," he says again
his voice lower than you remember
the kind of voice people listen to
You want to disappear
Instead
you nod
He gestures to the empty seat across from you
"May I?"
You hesitate too long
Then you nod again
He sits
It feels like a trick of time
like something fraying open at the edges
The steam from your tea curls between you
and you watch it instead of him
"I almost didn't recognize you," he says
"I wasn't sure if it was really you until I saw the way you held your cup. You still do that thing with your thumb."
You glance down
You are doing that thing with your thumb
"You disappeared," he adds after a moment
soft
not accusing
but not entirely forgiving either
You offer a small shrug
Eyes still on your tea
"Things got... complicated," you say
"Complicated," he repeats
rolling the word around like he's trying to taste the truth behind it
He studies you more closely
and the weight of his gaze makes your throat close
"Are you okay?" he asks
You don't answer
Not really
Because how do you explain this?
How do you tell someone you used to love that you gave yourself away
Not to him
To someone else
Someone who's not safe but feels like safety anyway
because danger wrapped in velvet still feels soft when you're lonely
Your phone vibrates against your leg
You glance down
One message
No name
but you know who it's from
Did he touch you?
Your heart stops
then trips over itself
Elias sees the flicker in your expression
His brow furrows
"Who was that?" he asks
not casually
not innocently
You tuck the phone into your coat
voice flat
"It's nothing"
Elias leans back slowly
He's quiet for a moment
then says, "You never did learn how to lie to me"
You don't respond
Can't
Because he's right
and because you're not the same girl who used to dance barefoot in his apartment at midnight and fall asleep on his chest with paint in your hair
That girl is gone
When you stand to leave
Elias rises too
Of course he does
He walks with you to the curb
Rain still falling in misted sheets
the sky bruised and heavy
Across the street
the black Mercedes waits
engine running
windows dark
He glances at the car
then at you
He doesn't ask who's inside
But his jaw clenches like he wants to
"I meant it," he says finally
"If you're not okay... I'll help you. No questions"
You nod once
Too fast
Too tight
Then the door opens
and you slide back into silence
The door shuts
And Elias watches the car disappear into traffic
with something burning in his eyes that you can't afford to look at
Not yet
- Adrian's POV
She doesn't know he's watching
But of course he is
The moment she stepped out of the house this morning-hair slightly damp from her shower, spine drawn taut with anticipation-he knew exactly where she would go
Because he told her where to go
Because she never really left without permission
The driver texts once she's arrived
The second message comes the moment the man walks in
Elias Ward
The name alone is enough to sour Adrian's mood
But it's the expression on the man's face that makes his knuckles go white
He leans forward in the backseat of a second car parked a block down
watching the grainy security feed on a device in his hand
eyes sharp
motionless
calculating
Elias sits across from her like he has the right
Like he's still allowed to look at her that way
Adrian watches her hesitate
watches her fidget
watches her lie
His jaw tics
She was always a soft liar
Always so honest with her silences
His thumb brushes across the edge of the screen
and he sends the text
Did he touch you?
He doesn't need an answer
Not really
He already knows
The car door opens behind him
"Sir," a voice says
It's Marcus
Always quiet
Always on time
Adrian doesn't look up
"Yes?"
"He followed her to the curb. Offered help. She refused."
Adrian breathes in slow
Measured
Control is everything
He taps the edge of the tablet twice
The screen goes black
"Make sure he doesn't get any closer," he says, voice even
"But don't touch him. Not yet."
"Yes, sir."
The door shuts again
Adrian leans back
eyes on the street beyond the windshield
one hand on his thigh
the other pressing briefly against the tattoo inked just above his heart
Selena
He remembers the first time he saw her smile
and how much he wanted to break it just to see if it would tremble the same way twice
She doesn't understand yet
What it means to belong to someone like him
But she will
One inch at a time
- Elias
You don't move for a long time.
Just stand there on the curb, rain creeping into the collar of your coat, watching the space where her car used to be like it might come back if you stare hard enough. But it doesn't. Of course it doesn't.
It's her. You know that now. Same mouth. Same tilt of the head. Same silence when she's trying to bury something. But everything else-her eyes, the way she looked through you instead of at you-different.
You run a hand through your wet curls, dragging in a breath that doesn't fill your lungs.
She lied. Not with words, but with the way she held her body like a locked box. And whoever was texting her-whoever made her flinch with five words-was inside that box.
You don't know if it's fear in your chest or fury. Both feel the same when you care too much.
You turn away from the street. Step back into the café for a minute-mostly to breathe. It smells like cinnamon and oranges and whatever life felt like before she disappeared.
The server glances over. You shake your head. No, you're not staying. You just need to remember something.
You head to the booth where she sat. Her tea still sits there. Barely touched. Still warm. You don't sit.
You lean against the edge of the table, eyes fixed on the faint smudge of lip balm on the rim of her mug. It's stupid. You know it's stupid. But you stare anyway.
Then you pull out your phone. Type a message. Delete it. Do it again.
What are you doing, man?
She didn't ask you to come after her. She didn't ask for anything.
But that look in her eyes before she left-it wasn't nothing. It wasn't.
You scroll past years of silence in your text thread with her. Land on the last message she ever sent.
"Don't come looking for me."
You remember reading it back then and thinking, You must not know me at all.
And maybe she didn't. Maybe she still doesn't.
You head back out into the rain. Walk three blocks to your bike. Helmet in hand, keys clenched too tight. You should go home. You have work in the morning. An exhibit you're curating. A world that doesn't include her anymore.
But your hands move on their own.
You slide onto the bike, engine growling to life. Pull out into traffic, tires slick against the wet pavement.
You don't have an address.
But you've never needed one.
Because there's still paint under her nails, even now. And you know every gallery in the city. Every corner she ever left a piece of herself in.
You'll start there.
Because something's not right.
And whatever hell she's walking through-you'll walk through it too.
Even if she never lets you in again.
Even if someone else already has.
---Selena---
The city slips past your window in gray streaks and ghosted shapes-glass blurred by rain, your reflection faint and tired in it. You don't remember giving the driver an address. You don't need to. The moment you stepped into the black Mercedes, your path was already decided.
Your fingers twitch in your lap.
You shouldn't have gone to the café. You tell yourself this again and again, like repetition will make it feel true. But there was a moment-just one-when Elias said your name, and it felt like time folded backward.
And you remember.
It was late. The lights in his apartment were off, save for the halo of a reading lamp. You were barefoot, paint on your hands, a smear of cobalt across your cheek. Elias was sitting on the floor, back against the wall, a sketchbook balanced on his knee. He was drawing you again. You hated when he did that without asking, but you never told him to stop.
"You look like a storm," he said quietly, eyes flicking up from the page. "Like you're about to ruin something."
You laughed. Rolled your eyes. Called him dramatic.
He closed the sketchbook, set it aside, and pulled you down into his lap. The smell of graphite and vanilla. His lips in your hair. His hands tracing the shape of your spine like he was trying to memorize you.
"I want to keep this," he whispered. "This moment. You."
But he didn't.
And neither did you.
The memory dissolves the second your phone buzzes in your coat pocket. You yank yourself back into the present, blinking like someone waking from underwater.
One new message.
No name. There never is.
But you know the number like you know the weight of your own heartbeat.
"You're quiet. What did he say to you?"
You stare at the words. Not for what they ask, but for what they don't. For the accusation curled beneath them, barely veiled. Adrian doesn't ask if you're okay. He already knows what matters to him.
And yet your fingers move anyway.
"He said he'd help me. No questions."
The reply comes fast.
"Good. Because now I have some."
Your stomach knots.
The car slows as it pulls into the private drive, the gates of Adrian's estate swinging open without sound. Every stone of the mansion looms larger in the rain, regal and cold, like it was carved from silence itself. You clench the phone in your hand.
You haven't even stepped inside, and already, Adrian knows the space Elias took up in your day.
And soon, he'll take it back.