Jace and I were navigating the aftermath of our conversation, the one where we'd laid our emotions bare, and it hadn't been easy. The walls between us had come down for a moment, only to be rebuilt with more bricks than before. He was pulling away again, but it wasn't the same. There was a distance, sure, but there was also a shadow that lingered in his gaze whenever he looked at me-an unspoken warning.
And then there was Marco.
I hadn't met him yet, but I didn't need to. The stories were enough. The whispers about the dangerous man who ruled everything from the shadows, the ruthless figure who would stop at nothing to get what he wanted, were already ingrained in my mind. And Jace's reluctance to share too many details only heightened my suspicion.
But despite everything, I couldn't stop myself from wanting to help him. And with every passing day, it became clearer that I wasn't just helping him because I felt sorry for him or because I felt some misplaced sense of duty. No, I was helping him because I couldn't bear the thought of losing him.
School had never been the most relaxing place, but it had become unbearable lately. It wasn't just the rumors-those had always been a part of high school life. It was the fact that, with every step I took, it felt like the walls were closing in, like Marco's influence was reaching further than I could have imagined.
Jace had been quieter than usual, his moods swinging from distant to tense, and I didn't know how to reach him anymore. I'd tried, I really had. But he was stubborn, and I wasn't sure how to break through the walls he'd built around himself.
It was during lunch when I felt it. The familiar weight of eyes on me. I had been sitting with a few friends, trying to distract myself from the storm brewing in my life, when I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. The air around me shifted, and when I glanced up, I saw him.
Marco.
He stood across the cafeteria, leaning against the wall as he surveyed the room. His sharp gaze seemed to land on me with unnerving precision, and for a moment, I forgot how to breathe. It wasn't just the intensity of his stare-it was the way he moved, the way people seemed to part around him as if they sensed his dominance without needing him to say a word.
I swallowed hard, trying to look away, but my body refused to cooperate. It was as though his presence alone had a hold on me, pulling me in against my will. I could feel the tension building, the silence in the room growing louder, and I knew-I knew I was being watched.
Before I could even consider moving, Marco's lips curled into a smirk, and he pushed off the wall, his long strides bringing him closer to my table. My heart raced in my chest as I stared down at my lunch tray, trying to avoid making eye contact, but the weight of his presence felt impossible to ignore.
"I didn't expect to find you here, Lena," Marco's voice cut through the low hum of the cafeteria, smooth and velvety but laced with an unmistakable threat.
I forced myself to look up, meeting his gaze. There was a coldness in his eyes, something calculating, something that made my stomach churn. "I didn't expect to be noticed," I said, trying to sound casual, though my voice betrayed me with its tremor.
Marco's smirk deepened, and he took a step closer, his gaze flickering to the empty seat across from me. "Mind if I join you?"
I opened my mouth to decline, but before I could speak, I saw Jace. He had appeared from behind the crowd, his eyes hardening the moment they locked on Marco. The tension between them was immediate, electric, and it was clear that this was more than just a casual encounter.
Jace didn't sit down. Instead, he stood with his arms crossed, staring at Marco with an intensity that was almost too much to bear. "What do you want, Marco?" he said, his voice low but filled with anger.
Marco didn't flinch at the challenge. He merely looked between Jace and me, his smile never wavering. "I was just getting to know Lena," he said smoothly, his eyes glinting with something dark and dangerous. "She's quite the interesting girl, don't you think?"
Jace's jaw clenched, and for a brief second, I thought he might step forward, ready to throw a punch. But he didn't. Instead, he took a deep breath, trying to hold himself together.
"Stay away from her," Jace warned, his voice sharp. "This is between you and me."
Marco's smirk widened, and he took another step toward me, his presence suffocating. "I don't think Lena needs your protection, Jace. She's not a child."
Before I could respond, I felt a surge of anger rising in me. I wasn't a child, and I certainly didn't need Jace to protect me. I opened my mouth to say something, to tell Marco to get the hell away from me, but the words died in my throat as I met Jace's gaze. It was filled with something-something I couldn't place-but it was enough to make me hesitate.
Marco, noticing my moment of uncertainty, gave a low chuckle. "You've got a lot to learn, Lena," he said softly, his voice almost a whisper. "You're in deeper than you realize."
I wanted to argue with him, to tell him he didn't know anything about me, but before I could, Marco turned, his presence still looming over me like a dark cloud. "I'll be seeing you around," he said with a final glance, then walked away.
The moment he left, the tension in the room dissipated, but I couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted. Something darker, more dangerous. And as much as I tried to deny it, I knew Marco wasn't just a threat to Jace. He was a threat to me, too.
"Are you okay?" Jace's voice was softer now, but there was still a trace of anger in it.
I nodded, but it felt like a lie. "Yeah. I'm fine."
But I wasn't. I wasn't fine at all.
Marco's words echoed in my mind, his warning lingering in the air like a shadow. "You're in deeper than you realize."
And I had a sinking feeling that he was right.
The following days after Marco's appearance in the cafeteria were as though everything I thought I knew about my life was unraveling, piece by piece, and the threads were too tangled to understand. My time with Jace felt like a puzzle, and Marco's interference only made the pieces harder to fit together.
I had hoped that once Marco left the cafeteria, the tension would dissipate, but it lingered, hanging in the air like an unspoken threat. I couldn't get his cold, calculating eyes out of my mind, or the way he seemed so sure of himself, so certain of his power. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that his confidence wasn't the only thing that unnerved me. It was his knowledge. The way he seemed to know things about me-things that no one else could possibly know.
I had kept my distance from Jace for the remainder of the day, mostly because I didn't know what to say to him. There were too many things left unsaid between us, too many emotions tangled up in this mess. But even as I sat through the rest of my classes, trying to focus on the lessons, I couldn't stop thinking about that conversation-about Marco's threat, his claim that I was in deeper than I realized.
After school, I tried to escape the weight of it all. I walked to the small café I often visited to clear my head, the quiet hum of the place offering a brief respite from the chaos swirling around me. It was only when I sat down with my coffee that I noticed the familiar figure standing by the counter.
Jace.
He was alone, and though he didn't see me at first, I knew he'd been waiting. I had no choice but to walk over to him. As I approached, he glanced up, his eyes flashing with something unreadable before he stood to greet me. The tension between us was palpable, and I could feel the weight of our unspoken words hanging in the air.
"Lena," he said, his voice softer than it had been at school. "We need to talk."
I nodded, taking a seat across from him, my hands fidgeting with the cup in front of me. "I don't know if there's much to say," I muttered, avoiding his gaze. "You've made it pretty clear that you don't want me involved in your world. And now you have Marco breathing down my neck."
Jace flinched at the mention of Marco's name, his jaw clenching as he stared at me. "I didn't want you dragged into this," he said, his voice hardening. "But Marco-he doesn't play by the same rules. And if you're near me, you're going to get caught in the crossfire. It's just how it is."
I raised an eyebrow. "Caught in the crossfire? That sounds like a pretty poor excuse to keep me at arm's length."
Jace's gaze softened slightly, but the distance between us remained. "It's not an excuse," he said quietly. "It's the truth. I don't want you involved in this mess, Lena. It's dangerous. Marco doesn't care who he hurts to get what he wants."
I took a deep breath, the anger and frustration that had been building up inside me threatening to spill over. "I'm not some delicate flower that you need to protect," I said, my voice trembling with emotion. "I'm not a child, Jace. I can take care of myself."
He looked at me, and for a moment, I thought I saw a flicker of something in his eyes-guilt, maybe, or regret. But it was gone in an instant, replaced by a cold mask that I had come to associate with him.
"You think you can handle this? You don't know what Marco is capable of," he said, his tone icy. "I'm trying to protect you, whether you like it or not."
I could feel the heat rising in my chest, a mix of anger and hurt swirling inside me. "I don't need you to protect me, Jace. I'm not some helpless girl who needs saving. I'm perfectly capable of making my own choices."
Jace stared at me for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then, with a sigh, he looked away. "I didn't want it to be like this," he muttered, almost to himself.
I leaned forward, my hands pressing against the cool surface of the table. "Then stop treating me like I'm some fragile thing that needs to be protected. If you want to push me away, fine. But don't act like I'm incapable of making my own decisions."
There was a long silence between us, the tension thick and heavy. Jace didn't speak, and I wasn't sure if I wanted him to. I could feel the weight of his words hanging over me, the reality of the situation pressing in on me. I had always known that being around him would be dangerous, but this? This was something else entirely.
Finally, Jace spoke, his voice low and almost resigned. "You don't understand what you're dealing with, Lena. Marco isn't someone you can just push away. He's a part of this world-this world that I'm tangled up in, whether I like it or not. And if you're with me, you're going to be a target. That's not something I can change."
I stared at him, my heart aching with frustration and confusion. "So, what, you just want me to walk away?"
Jace's eyes flashed with something dangerous, something that made my stomach churn. "I don't want you to walk away. But I can't protect you from him. I can't protect you from what's coming."
The words hung in the air between us, heavy and full of unspoken truth. I didn't know how to respond, didn't know what to say to make him understand. He was trying to protect me, yes, but it felt more like he was trying to control me, to keep me in the dark.
I stood up suddenly, the anger boiling over. "Then let me make my own decisions, Jace. I'm not going to sit here and wait for you to fix everything. I'm not your damsel in distress."
Before he could respond, I turned and walked out of the café, the sound of his voice calling my name fading behind me.
As I stepped into the cool evening air, I felt the weight of the world pressing down on my shoulders. The storm was coming, and I didn't know if I was ready for it. But one thing was certain-I wasn't going to let anyone dictate my fate, not even Jace.
The next few days passed in a blur of tension and confusion. I kept my distance from Jace, not because I wanted to, but because I didn't know how to deal with the emotions swirling inside me. It wasn't just the threat of Marco that scared me-it was Jace. The way he pulled away, the way he tried to push me out of his life, made me question everything.
And Marco? Marco was everywhere. He had his hand in everything, it seemed. Every time I turned around, there was something else-another rumor, another whisper, another sign that the web he'd spun around me was tightening.
But I couldn't back down. Not now.
Whatever I had with Jace, whatever this tangled mess of emotions was, I was determined to face it head-on. I didn't care if it meant walking into danger. I didn't care if it meant breaking my heart in the process.
Because, in the end, I was done being afraid. I was done running from the truth... And the truth was this: I was already in too deep. And there was no turning back.