His voice came through the line like a warm, dark current. Deep, raspy, laden with a weight that couldn't be faked.
"Hello?"
Valeria pressed the phone tighter to her ear, as if with that she could absorb the tone, the effect it had on her.
"Elías M?" he asked, forcing a neutral tone that fooled no one, not even herself. His words stuck to her tongue like thick honey.
Silence. Not long, but long enough for her to imagine him there, frowning, instantly recognizing who it was. She didn't need to say his name. He already knew.
"Why are you calling me?" he asked tersely. His voice wasn't hostile, but it wasn't friendly either. There was a contained tension, as if she were barely holding onto something about to explode.
She took a deep breath, searching for support that wouldn't collapse inside her.
"I just wanted to talk."
"Talk?" "He repeated, with a barely perceptible half-laugh. "Don't fuck with me. You know this isn't about talking."
She closed her eyes. Yes, she knew. From the moment she dialed his number, she knew. She didn't want to talk. She wanted to hear him. She wanted to feel that what had happened between them hadn't been a mistake, nor a passing madness. That he was thinking it too. That he felt it the same way she did.
"You like me, don't you?"
The phrase left her motionless. Direct. Raw. Almost violent. Valeria didn't know how to respond for a few seconds. She could have denied it. She could have laughed. Acted indifferent. But that would have been worse. Lying to herself in front of him was impossible.
"Yes," she said finally. "I like you."
Again, silence. But this time it was a different kind of silence. A thick, electric one.
"Since that night, I can't get your face out of my head," she said, in a low voice, almost confessing it. The way you looked at me... as if you knew everything about me before I knew it myself.
"I know," he replied. It wasn't vanity, it was certainty.
"And you?" she asked, feeling her pulse quicken. "What did you feel?"
Elías took a while. And that delay wasn't accidental. He was choosing what to say, measuring his words. But when he spoke, his voice was a soft but firm blow.
"I felt that if I didn't arrive on time that night, you were going with Iván. That you were going to his bed. To the safe place. To the clean place. To the boring place."
Valeria swallowed. Not because it hurt-because it didn't-but because there was something cruelly true about it. Maybe it did. Maybe she would have followed that path if Elías hadn't shown up. Maybe she needed someone to break her out of that written script.
"And what did you do?"
"I made sure you didn't go through that door," he said. I made sure you felt something impossible to ignore. That when you thought of him, you remembered my hands. My mouth. The way I looked at you.
She gasped for a moment. Her whole body responded to the memory. The wall, her back against the concrete, the flashing lights of the checkpoint, the world disappearing when he kissed her.
"Are you jealous?" she asked, tauntingly.
He laughed, but without humor. A low laugh, as if the question seemed naive to him.
"No. It's not jealousy."
"Then what is it?"
"It's something else," he said. "Something more primal. Territorial, I guess."
The word did something to him. It was like it hit a nerve. Territorial. That's what it was. It wasn't possessive, not in the classic sense. It was something else. A decision. A mark.
"And what are you going to do with that?"
"You want to know?"
"Yes."
A brief silence, and then:
"Tomorrow. At nine-thirty. In the parking lot of the old movie theater, the one on the edge of the cliff. You know which one."
"And if I don't go?"
"You're going to go."
Valeria smiled, knowing he was right. She would go. Even though she didn't know exactly why, even though her whole body told her this was crazy. She would go, because something in her already belonged to him.
"Are you going to say something to Iván?" Elías asked, lowering his voice.
"No," she replied. "He doesn't have to know."
"Exactly," he said. "Because you don't share this."
And he hung up.
Valeria stood with the phone in her hand, her skin prickling, her heart beating unevenly. She closed her eyes. It felt like she'd just jumped off a cliff. She didn't know how she was going to land. But she was already in the air.