I regret this shitty life so much that I had, I know that no man will want me as a woman because of my past, suddenly I am condemned to be alone with my children, which is more than enough, my children are enough for me, I do not need a man in my life.
I was in my thoughts when a toy saleswoman stands in front of me.
Immediately I think of my children and a smile stretches on my lips, even speaking of them since yesterday they are suffering, I gave them tablets and I hope that today it will be better.
I take them a few toys and was about to take a taxi when my phone began to ring, when I see mom's first name my heart was booming in my chest.
-Yes mom tell me ..
- My darling God go to the hospital immediately in front of us, the triplets go very badly announced me.
Automatically tears flowed along my face my God but it is not possible, my children cannot be sick at this point? I said internally.
I am not saying anything anymore before hanging up, my hands trembled as not possible, they have never been so sick since they were born my God if I lose his children I will immediately follow them.
Especially since I have no uterus, I will no longer have the chance to be a mother until my death.
During my delivery, I had complications and I had to choose between my uterus and my children, without hesitation I had chosen my children so nothing should arrive, Lord please ..
A few minutes later I go down in front of the clinic, I pay the driver and rush inside, I was in all my states, once at the reception I see my mom sitting on a bench, I immediately wake up towards her.
- Mom, where are they? I shouted ..
She looks at me all red before answering me.
- They are being examined by the doctor.
- Is it serious? I questioned.
She nodded to say yes .., my heart broke into a thousand pieces, my babies my god.
- But is it still fever? I questioned ..
- Yes my darling, this morning after your departure the fever climbed automatically and I led them here at the same time tonna.
I was about to answer him when I was interrupted by the doctor.
- Hello doctor say I.
- Yes hello madam, are you the mother of the triplets? he questioned ..
- Yes yes it's me doctor ..
- They are really bad and they need a blood transfusion very quickly he said.
A blood transfusion? But it's easy that I am their mother, I can give them blood I said to me internally ..
- Doctor I am from the group A + I will give them my blood, I am.
- No Madam They are from group O, they need blood from a blood group O, since you are not compatible, their father will probably be, come back with him in the twenty four hours otherwise you will lose them, he said ...
Amélie Riccie
After this sentence of the doctor my daughter no longer manifests any reaction, my God but what is that? The father of the triplets? She doesn't even know him was really horrible.
- Mom I am finishing, how will I do? She asked by falling on the ground.
She was in a really pitiful state and I couldn't preand to cry either.
- Calm down please my heart we will think say I.
She looks at me with deep sadness before retorting ..
- Mom think about what? I do not know their father, all that I know is that he is nicknamed the devil mom where I will find him? This man is the embodied cruelty, what will he do when he knows that I have given birth to for a year and that I have not soughtTalk about it? My God I am fucked up, she launched ..
All she had just said was supposed but the essential was the lives of children so currently she must try to know where this man lives is that we were currently needing.
I wipe her tears, she must be strong for her children.
- Keep your calm and start by getting up, you must be strong for your children my baby, we must look for this man, it is very important that he comes to save his children say I ..
- Where mom? Where am I looking for it? Do you know how many times Rome is huge?
It's true it would be really difficult to find this man? What to do now? I wondered ..
I was thinking when I remember something, my eyes light up immediately.
- You can seek it on the internet my chip, you know that it is a site on which we can find several people, right? Launched I.
Immediately a glimmer of hope appeared on his face.
- My god mom you are really an angel she cried.
I display a happy little smile to have made myself useful.
She quickly takes her phone and connects.
- I'm going to hit the devil to see what it will give you say.
- Go there my beautiful ..
She manipulates the phone again and again, I was just content with watching her, I didn't know anything about her machines then ..
A few minutes after she exclaimed.
- My God ...
Chapter 1
Adeline Rossie ..
- I came back.
- Oh welcome my princess.
I look at Amélie with a big smile, this woman is an angel, she helps me a lot with my princes, it is she who keeps them for me when I am going to work ..
Amélie is an elderly woman in her forties, she did not have the chance to know the pains of childbirth suddenly she was like my mother that I had never had in all my life, she is loving and the boys are like her grandchildren.
I live next to her house with the children suddenly when I wish to go to work I let him the children.
Ah! I am Adeline Rossie, I am 25 years old, I am of Italian origin and I am of a calm nature, very respectful and very beautiful without boasting myself.
I have been a professional prostitute for years, yes don't judge me I did not get up overnight to be prostitute no I was a prostitute in spite of myself.
Let me give you a little briefing on my life, I am of Italian origin because my parents gave birth to me here, even speaking of my parents I have never known it suddenly it was my maternal uncle who raised me, he always told me that my parents died in an accidentCar when I was very small and I always thought it, he is an uncle that I hate everything, a man who forced me to prostitute me at the age of 18, I had no choice, it was him fed me, who did everything for me, he influenced me since he was a dangerous man.
Since he owned a prostitution house he used me to make money, I always prostitute myself, the more I did the more I ended up taking a taste for that, it had become my daily life.
I lived at that time with him in America, over the years he disgusted me again and again, my hatred grew up for him and I remember as if it was yesterday the day he had come back to the house I was 20 years old at that time, I will never forget this day when he had tried toTo sleep with me, I preferred to satisfy people I do not know that to sleep with my own uncle, I remember the way he wanted to force me, I had started by struggling again and again, he was so on the alcohol that day that I had no trouble pushing him,Brutally, in his fall he bangs his head suddenly against the wall before losing consciousness.
Without waiting for I quickly stretched America to come and settle here, I don't know if he's still alive or not.
I still wish that he dies, it is because of him if my life is spoiled, it is by his fault if I continued to prostitute myself here since I could not do anything with my hands, I was mowing so it was the only option I had found to get out of it.
I hate him with all my heart and I want to never see him again with my whole life.
It's been five years since I live in Italy precisely in Rome, it's been a year since I abandoned my life of prostitution, yes since I knew that I was pregnant with my babies, I stopped everything and I found myself a cleaning lady's work even if it was difficult for me to get thisWork I got there and I work very hard to give my children the best of myself, they are my turn and I love them ..
I was in my thoughts when I see my three boys market to come to me.
I smile instinctively, they are so beautiful and had a always cold look.
This look on their part always scared me because already a year he was already scary, it was not I who was endowed with this look and to think well I think that this look would surely belong to their father, I probably say because I did not know him physically ..
My story with this unknown is another level, I assure you ..
- Mom..Maman ... they said.
I widely open my arms and they are rushing into it, I hug them very much in my arms, they are all my life his children ...
- Yes my angels I'm here, I love you so say I was the trembling voice.
If I ever lose my children I would never recover I assure you ..
- You look tired my heart tonna mom.
I call her mom because that's what she represents for me.
I sit on the ground while sighing, I am really tired and thank God my angels does not bother me at all ..
- Manuel, Marco, Matteo come with me launched mom.
The boys stirred their heads to say no before throwing themselves on me.
I then started having fun with them as I knew how to do it so well.
They laughed for my greatest happiness, my God can we love his children like that?
I keep thank God for his wonders in my life, I will not stop blessed it again and again.
Amélie Riccie ..
I look at my daughter who has fun with her children with a joyful heart, I love her children too much as well as their mother, I protect them from all odds and tides and I could die for them.
I have not known the happiness of being a mother so I adopted them as my family.
I am a viewer of various, I am modest and I manage as I can ..
I have known Adeline for years, despite her prostitution work I have never judged her because she told me her story which was by passing very cruel, I accepted her as she was and I prayed for her, I prayed for God to change her heart and here today she hadDrop everything.
She has become a better person for her children and I am really happy for that, taking care of her children is pure happiness for me.
I consider them as mine and I love them very much.
- Mom comes to hug also with us she says ..
I smile and get closer to them, I like this family as I never liked anyone in my whole life.
- I love you my children, you are all my life declared.