Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin
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Chapter 6 MAMACITA img
Chapter 7 NOT JUST ANY MAN img
Chapter 8 HE IS NOT HERE img
Chapter 9 BEING A GENTLEMAN img
Chapter 10 STRANGER img
Chapter 11 MY LITTLE SECRET img
Chapter 12 DID SHE HEAR ME img
Chapter 13 WORDS FAIL ME img
Chapter 14 WE SHOULDN'T BE DOING THIS... img
Chapter 15 I DON'T CARE WHO GETS HURT img
Chapter 16 IS HE A TRAFICKER img
Chapter 17 I NEED YOU img
Chapter 18 WE BOTH HAVE SECRETS img
Chapter 19 I AM SCREWED! img
Chapter 20 BAD NEWS img
Chapter 21 THERE IS ANOTHER MAN img
Chapter 22 THIS THING BETWEEN US... img
Chapter 23 LUCILLE img
Chapter 24 DOOM AND DISASTER img
Chapter 25 WHERE IS MY HUSBAND img
Chapter 26 GUILT AND SHAME img
Chapter 27 MEET MY COUSIN SCOTT img
Chapter 28 LEAVE!!! img
Chapter 29 I CAN'T LET THIS HAPPEN img
Chapter 30 LUCILLE img
Chapter 31 HEARTBREAK img
Chapter 32 THIS IS A NEW ONE img
Chapter 33 WHAT DO THEY KNOW img
Chapter 34 A VISITOR img
Chapter 35 STRANGERS img
Chapter 36 I GOT A JOB img
Chapter 37 ARE YOU GOING TO KILL ME img
Chapter 38 PARTNER img
Chapter 39 GET OUT NOW! img
Chapter 40 HE LEFT PRINTS img
Chapter 41 STRANGER IN THE DARK img
Chapter 42 YOU ARE PREGNANT... img
Chapter 43 ALL MEN ARE THE SAME... img
Chapter 44 MY BRIDE TO BE img
Chapter 45 REALITY img
Chapter 46 A PERFECT COINCIDENCE img
Chapter 47 THIS WILL NEVER WORK, WILL IT img
Chapter 48 I WANT HIM ALL TO MYSELF img
Chapter 49 I NEED HELP img
Chapter 50 BLOOD img
Chapter 51 LOVE ISN'T REAL img
Chapter 52 MY BABY img
Chapter 53 WILL HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF img
Chapter 54 SHE TOOK MY BABY img
Chapter 55 GINGER FLAVORED FUN img
Chapter 56 ONE LAST TIME img
Chapter 57 I LOVE YOU img
Chapter 58 JAMES IS AWAKE img
Chapter 59 DRUNK AND LOST img
Chapter 60 FINDING A SPARK img
Chapter 61 I AM PREGNANT img
Chapter 62 DID CAM TELL HIM img
Chapter 63 MY CHILD IS NOT A BASTARD. img
Chapter 64 LOVE, BUSINESS OR DEATH. img
Chapter 65 LONDON img
Chapter 66 CAMILLE IS PREGNANT img
Chapter 67 FUCK YOU JAMES!!! img
Chapter 68 WHAT HAPPENED HELEN img
Chapter 69 ICE-CREAM img
Chapter 70 LIAR img
Chapter 71 LIAM SCOTT img
Chapter 72 MY LITTLE WARRIOR img
Chapter 73 A NOTE img
Chapter 74 HIDEOUS LOVE img
Chapter 75 I AM INFERTILE img
Chapter 76 NOT ANOTHER PREGNANCY... img
Chapter 77 CRUMBLING WALLS img
Chapter 78 IF WISHES WERE HORSES img
Chapter 79 IT WAS HIM img
Chapter 80 THERE SHE IS img
Chapter 81 HIS COUSIN'S CHILD img
Chapter 82 YOU MAY KISS YOUR BRIDE img
Chapter 83 WHAT DO YOU WANT img
Chapter 84 WHAT AM I DOING img
Chapter 85 SHE KNOWS NOW img
Chapter 86 BEING A MAN img
Chapter 87 I WANT TO SCREAM!!! img
Chapter 88 HE'S A LIAR AND YOU ALL KNOW IT!!! img
Chapter 89 DAD img
Chapter 90 TYLER img
Chapter 91 TOO LATE... img
Chapter 92 MY WIFE img
Chapter 93 YOU STILL LOVE HIM THAT MUCH img
Chapter 94 THIS IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED img
Chapter 95 THERE WAS SO MUCH BLOOD img
Chapter 96 I PRAYED FOR A MIRACLE img
Chapter 97 LOVE IN A FORBIDDEN NEST img
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Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin

Chidera Bernard
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Chapter 1 I NEED A BABY...

Camille's

I have been holding this for too long.

For so long I know I will go crazy if I don't come clean and tell James about my intentions even when I know very well that it will upset him at first.

But I can't help it, I can't keep bearing this cross alone.

I want a baby, and my husband has to know about it.

It's been eleven years and even though our love for each other is more than any woman can ask for, I still want a child to rock in my arms and also proof to my family that I can really bear a child.

I don't even want to talk about them now, I don't want to talk about the insults and threats I have endured all these years from James' family, especially his mom.

Urgghh! That Bitch.

The very thought of it made me recoil with pure hate, and I shook my head to clear the thoughts from my mind.

'Are you okay love?' James' deep voice washed away every thought in my mind and it took me a moment to remember what exactly I had been thinking of.

Oh yes! Having a baby... and planning your mother's funeral. I thought briefly.

My heart started to pound as he kissed me and took the cup from my hand to sip some coffee, I wasn't sure any longer if I should tell him about my plans.

A plan that had birthed in my mind since the day I held my best friend's baby in my arms, which was three weeks ago.

'I am good, just have something I want to talk to you about' I say quickly before I have any more chance to contemplate on it any further.

He scans my face briefly to detect if this is some bad or really bad news, but I keep a straight face until he holds my hands and invites me to the dining table.

He's already dressed in tight jeans and a blue polo, the fading black baseball cap only covers a part of his brown hair which he hasn't cut in a while – his new job at the community center has been taking quite a lot of his time.

Even the time he always has for me...

'Talk to me love, what's going on? Did mom stop by again?' He asked with deep concern in his eyes and I wished that the small world we had built for ourselves was made complete with little us filling the space.

'No she didn't' I assured him and continued quickly before he could say something else.

'I want a baby James, I need my own baby' I held on to his hand which still clutched mine and waited with a pounding heart for a response.

'But we've tried Cam-' he's upset, he only calls me Cam when he's upset, frustrated, tensed, every other time but when he's in a good mood '-the doctors have assured-'

'No James, this isn't about the doctors or the test, this is something else' I paused to look at him, his eyes fixed on me in anticipation.

'I want us to adopt a baby James' I finally said and watched his face slowly cloud with different expressions as realization dawned on him.

I tried to hold on to his hands but it kept slipping away and the pounding in my heart worsened.

He got up from where he started opposite me and paced the kitchen which suddenly felt so tiny, removing his cap to run his hands through his full hair.

I just sat there, waiting, but one thing is for sure, whatever I was waiting for wasn't going to be positive.

And it broke my heart in ways I didn't realize a heart could be broken even before he said any words.

'Why Camille? Why?' he finally asked, still avoiding my eyes. 'Are you sure mom has nothing to do with this? Talk to me Cam, talk to me please' but he didn't even wait for me to say a word before he rambled on.

'We can't adopt a baby Camille, I don't know what has gotten over you but we can't do that. No way' he said with finality and finally turned to face me. An expression crossed his face so quickly before I could register what it was.

Was it guilt? Was he hiding something from me?

'You think I am crazy to want a child after eleven years and at my age? Is that what you think of me now?' I tried really hard to maintain my tone, but I could slowly feel my breath shaking and my voice getting dangerously higher.

He looked away and rested both hands on the sink at the far end of the kitchen, his hair all falling to the front as he bent his head to splash water on his face.

I waited for him to explain what he meant by something getting into me like it was normal for couples to remain childless for years even when the doctors kept assuring them time and time again of their perfect health. Like I was crazy for wanting what every woman wants and lives for, or wasn't having children part of the reason why we got married in the first place?

'What do you want me to tell my mom Camille? By the way I can't stand raising another man's child, I want mine and I don't care how long that takes'

So this is what this is about? pleasing his mother, putting her first as always. Does he think I have all my life to bear children? has he heard of menopause?

'Now it's about your mom and not how I feel. Really?' My voice drops to an inaudible whisper.

'Common Cam, you never liked the woman, but she's still my mom and I still have to consider that'

I looked at him and wondered why I had found the very close relationship he had with his mother charming. Thinking about it now, it disgusts me.

'Fuck you James' I spat out and stormed out of the kitchen, my whole body shaking with pain and disappointment.

Seconds later, I heard the front door slam short.

Thinking back to that moment now, I wish I had never let him leave that way.

            
            

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