Chapter 3 Reconciling With The Wrong Man In Bed

Selena's POV

"I could not hold on anymore, I'm sorry." I playwith my fingers expecting to hear a reply.

"It's fine." I squint my eyes in confusion.

Nikolai rarely ever accepts to let things be. He dictates things to go his way or no other.

Silence looms over us and I decide to drown myself in alcohol and have a temporary escape from this hellish side of the world.

I grab the cup on the table careful not to spill it over and still conscious of the looming eyes fixed to my body.

"I do not intend to drag a drunk woman up tonight." He removes my fingers from the cup slightly and downs it in one go.

"If you can do that, I can as well." I take the drink between sips, the contract rules and regulations fresh in my head.

"Your parents do not seem to have a very bright impression of me. They prefer Priscilla. Why?" I swallow another sip of the drink ignoring how light headed I am starting to feel.

"Don Carlo, Priscilla's father, is strengthening his base. Only two things can be done, form an alliance or one of the families cease to exists." He relaxes on the chair and watches me drink.

"They can go ahead to get him together with your brother. I'm still yet to see him and his date for tonight." A sharp glint flashes in his eyes. I shake my head and I take it as the reflection of the light on his face.

"He has none and he is a whole lot mischievous than I am." He chuckles slightly.

"In what way?"

"Don't you owe me an apology, Selena?" Something about the way he pronounces my name does not feel right.

It almost feels like it's someone else with the same face. That's not possible. It must be the alcohol taking effect already.

"I'm sorry." I stop myself from hiccuping and I walk up to no particular place. He follows.

"I deserve an extra apology Selena." I try to force my dizzy eyes to see who exactly is taking to me. Again, I see Nikolai's face.

"I know you want to punish me." I dig my feet deeper into the floor so I do not fall.

"The second door by your left." I navigate through the hallways calculating the room till I get to it.

I press the door knob and it opens immediately. Nikolai is extremely observing and cautious.

Could this be because of the drink as well? I definitely cannot be the only one intoxicated. We'll realize everything after all of this.

"Come." I walk towards him skeptical.

His fingers graze over the back of my neck down my waist. His eyes darken and I know I'm in for one hell of a ride.

"Your punishment today...do not utter a single sound." I dig my fingers into his shoulders.

I hate giving him the satisfaction of seeing the control he has over me but over time, he eventually ends up winning.

His hands trail from the back of my waist to my stomach. I clamp my legs together shut afraid he will realize I gave up way earlier than him.

"Selena, what a lovely name." His hands go up to my breast. He runs his hand up and down teasing me.

The heat from my leg travels all around my body and I can't wait to be let go. I should have given the contract a second thought before I agreed to sign it.

"Bend over." He presses me down with his palm.

"Touch your toes." His voice deepens and a slight smile hangs on my lips. I have the same effect he has on me.

I stay there bent over for eternity.

"Nikolai?"

"What exactly did I say your punishment would be?" I face palm myself on the inside when I realize just how much danger I've thrown myself in.

"I don't do things without consent." He pulls off his shirt and goes to sit on the bed.

"We signed the contract," I say.

He smirks.

"I was not referring to that. If you don't ask for it, I won't give it to you."

"Please..." I'm drunk and I need him.

He chuckles darkly and stands from the chair. His hands grip my breasts and his thumbs play magic on my nipples.

"Please what, Selena?" He flicks my nipples so hard, I bite my tongue to stop myself from shouting.

"No answer? Then I should go for the ass perhaps?" He slaps my ass hard, it stings even after he has stopped.

"I want you." I force myself to say it without panting.

"What do you want from me Selena?" He inserts two fingers in my hole.

"Sex. I want you to f**k me." He wriggles the fingers in there like it's a joke.

"For disobeying me,your punishment is going to be a hard one. I'm going to fuck you till your lose your mind. You will talk dirty now or else we will start this over." He inserts all of his glory in me and I see stars.

"Who am I?" He drags me back and forth slowly.

"Nikolai." I follow his slow pace as against my wish.

"I asked you to talk dirty." He pulls my hair roughly with second ride. I keep quiet as I struggle to withhold my tears.

"You will regret this." He pulls out and he inserts in with more force. I immediately scream out in pain and pleasure when he pulls out again.

"Shh, bellisma. Be quiet." He rides me until I have no more air in me before he finally lets me go.

"I'm sorry." I say it again because I do not want this to ever happen again.

"You will be very sorry when you wake up, sister in law."

But I don't hear what his says, drifting off to sleep without a single care.

I feel at peace not knowing what await me the next morning