Chapter 4 Deimos

"I don't know why the Moon Goddess paired me with such a foolish human!" Diego ranted.

"It was meant to be a punishment, too, perhaps. Don't get sour on me." I shrugged.

"You hurt mate! Go back now and apologise!" Draco added.

I never expected these two to become so sappy and meek. They were usually hot-headed and temperamental, but to see them gush over a mate that was probably going to die during our mating was nerve-wracking.

"You both are giving me a headache. Shut up or I will shut you up!" I yelled at them when they didn't budge the first time.

"You prick! Go back and make it up to mate, now! She is afraid of us now because you chose to be a coward!"

I blocked them in the deep recess of my mind, effectively ending their banter. I sighed in relief and exhaustion.

However, a splitting headache started to form when they started pushing against the closed barrier of my mind to get to me.

"Nadia, the red room, now!" I gritted out through a mind link to the current she-wolf who pleasured me.

I got to the room, and behold, she was already on her knees, eyes cast down and hands folded behind her.

Such a good girl she was. She was petite and plump, with chestnut hair that was held in a tight ponytail.

I headed straight to the mini bar in the corner of the room and poured a glass of amber whiskey. I downed it in a go and took a seat on the sofa in front of Nadia.

"Strip" I ordered.

"yes, Sir" She answered in her sultry tone that usually excited me, but this time around, it had no effect on me.

I imagined Keturah's sweet soft voice instead and my dick jumped in response.

"You know what to do" He grunted frustratedly.

"Yes, Sir" She replied solemnly and set out to unbuckle my belt expertly. She wrapped her hands around my shaft, her little hands barely covering half of his girth and length.

A sigh of relief escaped my lips as Nadia wrapped her mouth around me, trying to take all of my member in and failing miserably.

I held the tail of her pony gently and guided my member in and out of her mouth. I groaned softly, imagining Keturah's lips on me instead.

Nadia swallowed, trying to reach for air through her nose, but I tightened my grip on her hair instead and pushed deeper into her throat.

The sudden force made her eyes water instantly, but she continued bobbing her head to take everything like the hungry little slut she was.

My headache worsened as Draco and Diego forcefully pushed against the mental cage I had locked them in. I growled in anger and pulled out of her mouth. I was so close.

"Put that ass over there and open up nice and wide" I managed to grit out amid the battle going on in my mind.

"Yes, Sir" Nadia purred as she climbed the sofa and bent over, displaying her thick ass and the little pink flesh.

Excitement gleamed in her eyes. It was rare for the Alpha king to want to go beyond oral, so she felt fortunate, as she should be, to be on the receiving end of such an honour.

"Whack!" the soft plump cheeks bounced enticingly. I groaned appreciatively.

"Aaaghh, thank you, Sir!" She purred.

I spanked her ass two more times and pushed into her slick pussy before she could respond.

Her moans filled the room as I thrust into her hard and fast, the force almost throwing her off the sofa.

My grip on her waist tightened to hold her in place as I pistoned in and out of her, imagining Keturah's innocent pussy begging me to go deeper.

"You hurt mate!" Draco burst forth.

"You fool, do you have any idea what you have done?" Diego growled out.

They took over before I could fight back and started forcing a shift. I struggled to maintain control, but against Diego and Draco, it was almost impossible.

I was still thrusting into Nadia, this time around with so much force and uncontrolled strength as I couldn't balance my focus between her and the mental war.

I was mid-shift and balls deep in a still-moaning Nadia when the door was pushed open.

Thud.

I immediately lost control of both Draco and Diego right at that moment. They locked me up and I could only watch as Draco shifted fully into his form.

Nadia screamed at the sudden, painful, inhuman stretching of her tight walls.

Draco growled out in anger and willed his hips to an abrupt halt. Diego clawed Nadia's head off her shoulder in one swipe before Draco went to pick up their mate, who now lay unconscious on the floor.

I couldn't think of any reason why she would try to find us except to ask unnecessary questions.

They took her to my room and laid her gently on the bed. The look of pain and horror on her face before she passed out, haunted them.

Draco, being Draco, forced those emotions onto me. The pain that gripped my chest made me rethink my actions within the past hour.

"Do you think she will forgive us?" Draco asked his trusted counterpart, Diego. Both of them were mature and could share control without having any major conflicts.

Usually, we were a great team, but sometimes, I felt like a stranger in their team.

"I don't know, but I'm not going to stop apologising until she does. It wasn't our fault anyway." Diego answered solemnly.

"The prick of a human bound to us is never coming out again!" Draco fumed.

" We can't be moving around like this; he has an appealing look if we really want mate to choose us."

"Do you think she will be afraid of us?"

"Maybe. You should talk some sense into him. We need him to be on board with us if we want to be with mate " Diego replied solemnly.

I rolled my eyes wondering if they really forgot that I could hear them.

"Why must it be me? I can't stand the fool!" Draco fumed, wishing he could just kill me or swap me for a better human. I chuckled.

Diego reached out to me, "Idiot. Why did you do that?"

I grunted and kept silent.

"Fine, enjoy the next decade cooped up there. I'm sure you'll love it" He threatened. I knew Diego better than to assume it was an empty threat.

I cracked before he could lock me again,

"She is too delicate and young. We will break her. She doesn't even seem to have her wolf yet. She should have shifted by now but she hasn't. For the past two years, I watched, hoping she would shift. I'm afraid we will kill her in the throes of passion. We are bound to lose control with our mate. She will not survive the mating." I let out sorrowfully.

I wanted Keturah, but I felt we had to protect her from us. My chest clenched at the thought of losing her during mating or losing her in childbirth.

I poured out my fears to them,

"It is better to not have a taste than to get addicted to the taste and lose it. Moreover, we are immortal. She will grow old and pass, and we will grieve her for the rest of time. Isn't that cruel enough?"

"You fool!" Draco butted in. "She has a strong wolf. Even if she didn't, you don't get to choose what we all want without us. She hates us now, and pray, pray to your Goddess that she forgives us and accepts us, or else, I will lock you up till you shrink away!"

"She's waking up, we need to shift before we scare her any more." Diego cautioned.

Keturah moaned painfully for a while before her eyes fluttered open. I stared at her apologetically when her eyes fell on me.

Draco and Diego had handed over control so I had shifted, showered and dressed up before she awakened. Bless the Gods for amazing speed.

"You cannot be my mate. You lied. You are not my mate." She said softly.

"I am," I replied.

The regret I felt and the apologies on my tongue mixed together. I went silent for a while trying to say rearrange my words.

"Is that all you're going to say, you fool! Fix this before I fix you!" Draco warned.

I sighed painfully. I didn't want to lose her, but I didn't know where to start.

" I don't want you as my mate. I hate you. "