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Spoil Me, My Mafia Lord
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8 Chapters
Chapter 9 A Taste of Home img
Chapter 10 Beneath the Same Darkness img
Chapter 11 The Night She Chose Him img
Chapter 12 Claimed Beneath the Moon img
Chapter 13 In the Quiet After img
Chapter 14 The Man Behind the Shadows img
Chapter 15 Before the Storm Arrives img
Chapter 16 A City Built for Dreams img
Chapter 17 Paris Was Never Meant to Compete With Her img
Chapter 18 The Most Expensive Night in Paris img
Chapter 19 No One Hunts What Is Mine img
Chapter 20 Tremble for Me img
Chapter 21 Held Beneath the Storm img
Chapter 22 The Devil Paris Had Been Waiting For img
Chapter 23 Blood on His Hands, Her Name in His Rage img
Chapter 24 Washing Away the Blood He Spilled for Her img
Chapter 25 Paris Melted Beyond the Glass img
Chapter 26 Paris Learned the Cost of Making Her Smile img
Chapter 27 When Paris Turned Into a Battlefield img
Chapter 28 The Safehouse Could Not Calm the Storm Inside Him img
Chapter 29 He Needed to Feel That She Was Still Breathing img
Chapter 30 Morning Never Stayed Gentle Around a Man Like Fynn img
Chapter 31 The Monster She Was Never Supposed to See img
Chapter 32 Love Looked Different With Blood on His Hands img
Chapter 33 He Tried to Bury the Monster Under Parisian Gold img
Chapter 34 Paris Was Beautiful, But Paranoia Followed Them Better img
Chapter 35 The More Dangerous He Became, the Harder She Fell img
Chapter 36 A Dangerous Kind of Fascination img
Chapter 37 Even Paris Could Not Protect Them From James Donovan img
Chapter 38 Fynn Wunder Turned Paris Into a Fortress img
Chapter 39 Paris Became Beautiful Enough to Feel Like a Prison img
Chapter 40 One Breath of Freedom Almost Cost Her Everything img
Chapter 41 The Aftershock of Almost Losing Her img
Chapter 42 Velvet Chains Tightened Softest in the Morning img
Chapter 43 James Donovan Finally Stepped Inside Without Entering img
Chapter 44 The Story Fynn Buried Under Ten Years of Silence img
Chapter 45 Loving Him Meant Touching the Parts He Wanted Buried img
Chapter 46 Fynn Tried to Build Paris at Her Feet img
Chapter 47 James Donovan Proved That No Place Could Truly Be Secured img
Chapter 48 Leaving Paris Felt Too Much Like Losing img
Chapter 49 Puerto Rico Called Them Back With Fear img
Chapter 50 Puerto Rico No Longer Felt Like a Sanctuary img
Chapter 51 Puerto Rico Became Fynn Wunder's Hunting Ground img
Chapter 52 James Donovan Chose the Wound Before the Bullet img
Chapter 53 The House Began Breathing Like a Trap img
Chapter 54 James Finally Took More Than Space img
Chapter 55 Fynn Heard the Wrong Silence img
Chapter 56 James Wanted Fynn to Listen img
Chapter 57 Fynn Began Hearing the Map img
Chapter 58 Isabelle Counted Pain Until the Building Broke img
Chapter 59 Arrived in Time to See Too Much img
Chapter 60 James Did Not Return for Revenge Alone img
Chapter 61 Fynn Wunder Refused to Let James Donovan Write the Ending img
Chapter 62 After James Fell, the Real Weight Settled img
Chapter 63 Back in the Rest House, Back in His Arms img
Chapter 64 Morning Water and the Fear of Letting Go img
Chapter 65 Spoil Me, My Mafia Lord img
Chapter 66 Sunlight, Pool Water, and Hungry Kisses img
Chapter 67 Steam, Skin, and the Need to Keep Her Close img
Chapter 68 Night With No Distance img
Chapter 69 Lazy Morning, Softer Laughter img
Chapter 70 A Yacht, the Sea, and a Mafia Lord Who Refused Simplicity img
Chapter 71 Sunset, Salt Air, and Kisses That Lingered Too Long img
Chapter 72 Old San Juan, Shopping Bags, and a Mafia Lord With No Spending Limit img
Chapter 73 Rooftop Lights and the Ghosts He Finally Named img
Chapter 74 Beach Horses, Wind, and the First Time He Slept img
Chapter 75 Noon Picnic, Sun-Warmed Skin, and the Crack Beneath the Calm img
Chapter 76 The Night He Reached for Her Twice img
Chapter 77 The Morning Isabelle Stopped Just Being Spoiled img
Chapter 78 Calls From Europe and the End of Temporary Paradise img
Chapter 79 One Last Day Before the Cold Returned img
Chapter 80 The Last Puerto Rican Night img
Chapter 81 Leaving the Island img
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Chapter 8 Letting Go of Yesterday

Isabelle stood in front of the mirror longer than she intended, her fingers unconsciously rising to touch her lips as the memory of Fynn returned once again with unsettling clarity. She could still remember the measured warmth of his mouth against hers, the deliberate slowness of that kiss, and the way every touch had seemed to unravel something tightly knotted inside her. The recollection left behind a strange ache, one that was neither entirely sweet nor entirely painful, but suspended somewhere in between, where confusion and longing quietly learned to coexist.

Her eyes slowly lowered.

There, gleaming against her finger beneath the morning light, rested the ring Sebastian had once slipped onto her hand with promises of forever.

For several moments she simply stared at it.

How many times had she looked at that ring with happiness before? How many nights had she fallen asleep imagining wedding dresses, future children, and mornings spent beside the man who had sworn he loved her? Back then the diamond had looked radiant, like a small captured star. Now it felt unbearably heavy, as though all the lies, betrayal, and humiliation Sebastian had given her had settled into that tiny circle of metal.

A deep breath left her.

Then, slowly and carefully, Isabelle slid the ring off her finger.

She held it in her palm for a moment, studying it one last time, before opening the drawer beside the vanity and placing it inside. The quiet click of the drawer closing sounded insignificant, yet to Isabelle it felt like sealing away a chapter she had clung to for far too long.

Her chest tightened, but she did not cry.

Not this time.

Instead, she squared her shoulders, blinked back the moisture gathering in her eyes, and walked out of the room.

The rest house greeted her with the same serene stillness it had worn every morning. Built at the very edge of the ocean, the property seemed suspended between land and sky, wrapped in endless blue and the constant whisper of waves colliding gently against the rocks below. Sunlight spilled across polished hardwood floors, over minimalist cream furniture, and across expensive art pieces mounted against pale walls. Cool sea wind drifted freely through the open terrace doors, carrying the clean scent of salt and the faint rustle of surrounding palms.

It was beautiful in a way that almost hurt.

This place, secluded and luxurious, had become a strange sanctuary for her. For days she had been trying to outrun her own thoughts, trying to keep herself from drowning in memories of Sebastian and in the dangerous tenderness Fynn stirred inside her, but standing there before the vast ocean, Isabelle finally allowed herself to be still.

The sea looked endless.

So did her emotions.

She rested both hands against the terrace railing and let her eyes drift toward the horizon, yet even there she found herself thinking of blue eyes that did not belong to the ocean at all.

"Mi hija..."

Isabelle turned at the familiar softness in her mother's voice and found both her parents approaching her. Belen Fortia wore a gentle smile despite the lingering sadness in her eyes, while Isaac Fortia looked calmer than he had in days.

"Mamá... Papá..."

Her own voice came out quieter than intended.

They joined her by the railing, and for a few moments all three simply stood there watching the waves rise and fall in rhythmic silence.

"This place is peaceful," Belen said at last, her eyes traveling across the ocean and the thick greenery surrounding the estate. "It feels far away from everything ugly."

Isabelle glanced at her mother. "Do you want to stay here, Mamá?"

Belen nodded without hesitation. "If life gave me the choice, I would stay somewhere like this. I do not want us returning to the same streets where your heart was broken, hija. Some places keep wounds open no matter how hard we try to heal."

Isabelle lowered her eyes.

She knew her mother was right.

Going back would mean passing restaurants where she and Sebastian had laughed, streets where he had held her hand, corners where she had imagined a future that no longer existed. Every familiar place would become a graveyard of memories.

Isaac folded his arms against the railing and spoke in a quieter tone. "Sometimes surviving means refusing to live where pain first learned your name."

The words settled deeply inside her.

She realized then that her parents were not simply thinking of themselves. They were trying to protect her from being buried alive beneath old memories.

Belen gently took Isabelle's hand. "We know Sebastian mattered to you," she said. "Ay, mi hija, we saw how much of your heart you gave that man. We saw you build dreams around him with your own hands." She squeezed Isabelle's fingers tenderly. "But what you gave him was real, and that means the love came from you, not from him. His betrayal does not make your love worthless."

Isabelle felt her throat tighten.

No one had said it to her that way before.

She had been so consumed by the shame of being deceived that she forgot her love itself had not been foolish. It had simply been given to the wrong person.

Belen smiled sadly. "You loved honestly. That is not something to be embarrassed by."

Isaac nodded in agreement. "And now life has placed another man in front of you."

Heat crept instantly into Isabelle's cheeks. "Papá..."

He chuckled softly, though his eyes remained warm and serious. "Do not look at me that way. I am old, not blind."

Belen laughed quietly through her sadness. "That foreign man may carry darkness around him like a second skin, but every time he looks at you, I see the same thing your father once looked at me with when we were young."

Isaac placed a hand dramatically over his chest. "Ay, so I was handsome once?"

"You were tolerable," Belen replied, making Isabelle let out the first genuine laugh she had produced in days.

The sound surprised even her.

Her mother's expression softened further. "Hija, no one is asking you to forget overnight. Hearts do not heal because we command them to. But do not close your eyes when kindness stands in front of you simply because cruelty stood there first."

Isabelle turned back toward the ocean.

Fynn's face rose uninvited into her mind.

His blue eyes.

His rough honesty.

His impossible gentleness beneath all that danger.

She hated how quickly her chest reacted to the thought of him, hated how her pulse betrayed her before her logic could interfere, yet denying it had become pointless.

Something inside her was changing.

Isaac placed his hand over hers on the railing. "That young man would burn cities for you if asked."

Belen nodded. "And perhaps for the first time, we are not afraid of the man who wants our daughter."

Tears finally gathered in Isabelle's eyes again, but these were different. They were not tears of humiliation or betrayal. They were tears born from the quiet understanding that the people who loved her most were giving her permission to breathe again.

She turned and wrapped both arms around her parents, holding them tightly.

For several moments she stayed there between them, surrounded by the familiar warmth of family, while the ocean breeze swept over all three like a silent blessing.

When she finally pulled away, Isabelle inhaled deeply.

Sebastian still hurt.

His betrayal still lived somewhere tender inside her.

But for the first time, the pain no longer felt like chains.

It felt like something she could survive.

She looked out at the endless sea and let her eyes close briefly.

Then, somewhere beneath the ache of yesterday and the uncertainty of tomorrow, Isabelle allowed herself to admit the truth she had been avoiding.

She wanted to know what kind of future Fynn Wunder might become.

And that quiet admission was the first real step she had taken away from the ruins of Sebastian.

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