Chapter 4 What have you done

JAMES'S POV:

For years I've never been this weak and powerless like today,

I thought all I've been doing was right , I never knew how bad my actions were till I saw my ex fiancee cry.

I have always loved Lara from the moment I saw her at a cafe where she helped my baby sis , We became friends at first.

When she will always come around to take care of Maya, they got along real quick and I felt my baby sis was safe with her,

I got to know she worked at an orphanage,where she took proper care of children

On the long run I got to know about her parents tragic death and her love for kids and how she wanted to have one so bad

She was all a man would want in a lady

The perfect partner

But I destroyed it all with my own hands

But things went so fast when she introduced her best friend to me

Janis was hot and sexy , Lara had her beautiful shape as well and I loved to worship her body always

But, Janis was more naughty and knew how to please me

I knew this was wrong but I planned to stop once we get married

Unfortunately before that could happen, Janis was already in control of both my thoughts and actions

I just couldn't shake her off

Janis picked me earlier from work and we went to my house ,

Kissing as we got inside, I placed my hands on her shoulder as I paused,

" no we can't Janis, at least not here, Lara would be back any moment from now"

Frowning and tearing up Janis did that which she was best at again ! Manipulating me

" cmon James, just this once ... let's do a quickie in your bed , I'm really horny right now, I.... I want you James"

She said as she grabbed my manhood , and licked my ears

" does she handle you Like I do"? Janis whispered again and I couldn't help but lift her up and throw her on our big and spacious bed

Tearing her cloth with no mercy as I kissed her hard and began playing with both breast , hearing her moan made me harder and I said

" we'll make this quick " don't want anyone walking in on us"

Not waiting to romance her or anything I pressed my body on hers and placed my dick at her entrance

" fuck! she was wet already..

Entering her with force , she screamed a little bit louder than normal

Yeah I had a kind of huge dick, and yeah I was always rough with her, She liked it that way though

Moving back and forth I began doing fucking her real hard. Which she responded by wrapping her legs around my wasit

"mmmmhmmm Lara"

Fuck ! that wasn't intentional Janis's eyes flew open as she gritted her teeth and acted like nothing happened

After Moving up and down for up to 10 minutes I spurt my cum all over her stomach and lay down flat besides her, breathing heavily

Sitting up and grabbing my dick, she began sucking it

Holding her head up and Turning her to look at me i said through my teeth,

" Just a quickie Janis , wash up let's go now, I mean it"

Pouting and shaking her hair free from my grip she kept giving me blow job till I was becoming hard again

" but I haven't cum James, you know how uncomfortable I can get when that happens "

And without another word , she climed untop and began riding me

*Buzz buzzzzz* my phone rang , picking it up and seeing who it was Janis put it on silent mode and threw it far from my reach

"call from work " she said and bent down to kiss me " you'll get it once we're done, okay baby"?

Without too much thought I nodded my eyes and put my hands on her waist and began banging her from under

Anything to get this sex done with and let's get the fuck out of here ...

Unfortunately , the universe was against me

Just few minutes after my phone rang

"let's make bab..."

damn that sweet calm voice!

She was here , I could only curse Janis a thousand times in my head

'paa' That hot slap went straight into my head and began to reset a lot of things up there

"I replaced your vitamins for birth control drugs " these words were heavy coming from my mouth,

I kept balling my fists , I was useless, I made a grave mistake and there was no turning back now

Not able to take it anymore I spoke with the last strength I had " that's enough Janis, get dressed we're stepping out"

Watching her pack her things into the car she once got for me as my birthday gift , I knew she went out of her way to get me that

"but you know you didn't have to get this car" I remembered me saying to her that night

" no baby , let me gift you this, so you won't have to stress when going to work, remember how important this job means to you, so you wouldn't have to go late or wait for public transport " she said as she smiled,

raised my hand and placed the car Keys in it.

" did you ever mean all those things you said to me that night "? her weak voice rang out again

Fuck! that moment I felt a lightening bolt hit my heart and my eyes turned red , no no

I thought I wouldn't feel anything when she left

Why did i feel so lost and empty all of a sudden?

Trying to control myself I then said nothing and went inside to catch my breath

Mistakenly slamming the door a little bit harder , I bit my lips as I held my chest and pressed it as hard as I could

Heard the sound of her car drive out of the apartment,

and a voice in my head said" What have you done"?