Chapter 5 0005

LILA

It wasn't just a mere word; it was an order, a command I must adhere to."You're still quite wild, you need to be tamed to know that, I'm the one person you need to go against, and your lessons start now," He growled.

"Just do as he says, Lila. He's quite dangerous; who knows what he'll do next?" I could sense Lora's fear, but then I had to remain strong. He can't just break me; I did nothing wrong.

Lora's instincts told me this wasn't just a matter of resistance. The aura around him was captivating, but I felt that this could even put my life in danger. Although my mother didn't raise me to have good morals, no one would want someone to tease me with my undies, discriminate against chastity. I didn't want to be raped and die in this farce for no apparent reason.

Wait, Mother...

"Please, no, I think that you don't just hate me, you hate my mother. The morning I met you, I was just waiting for breakfast. I'm not waiting for a marriage and a tortured fate. I want to hear an explanation that will make me willingly submit to you."

The word "submit" seemed to work. This bully alpha was truly a demon whose brain had been corrupted by power. He suppressed his expression, frantically fiddled with the third button on his chest, rubbing circles on it. Under the two buttons scattered in front, there was already some sweat left by anger on the muscles, which made me dare not look directly at.

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"I never had the privilege to know what a happy home was, because he'd prefer his mistress to us. Violence, insults, cold eyes, ruthless sneer. Night after night, I watched with my two eyes, my mother went through pains. We were neglected. Her bed was just me and her. She was never on my Father's bed. In those moments, your mother was always warming his bed, taking her position. "

"I was sent away to a strange land after my mother's death. I was twelve, no siblings, no parents, no relatives. I was abandoned by my father because of your mother. I had to struggle, like I wasn't an Alpha son, to eat a square meal a day".

His deep voice cuts through the silent space. His voice penetrated my brain as he spoke.

Really cruel monologue.

Tears filled my eyes, but I rubbed them away.

Cold, icy turquoise eyes met mine, "Don't you dare!" He gritted, his hands seizing me by the neck."I don't need your pity. Do I look pathetic to you?" His face turned stone cold, and his lips formed a smirk.

This pitiful and powerful Alpha, with endless pain, makes me become my mother's funeral's part.

How will he kill my mother in the future?

No, I think I shouldn't think about this now, I should cry for my abruptly stopped future. My eyes widen, trying to make it not fear this time- Make it like pity. Pity. As if he needs my damn sympathy.

Minutes ago, he was looking so pathetic, and now, if looks could kill, I'd be dead by now.

"I'm sorry," I choked out.

"SORRY, can't fix my hurt, you, the little mommy's pet. You have no idea how excited I am to see you beg at my mercy. You could bear my name. But trust me, you'd never bear my child. Your position here is a mistress, a whore, just like your mother. I'll kill any child that comes out of you with my bare hands, because I know, just like your mother, you'll be desperate to pin one on me. " He breathed violently; the third button, which had just been fiddled with looseness, broke down with his intense tone. The anger, red skin, under the sweat beads, reflected a terrifying light.

"Why me? Why not punish my mother instead?" My voice came out as a mere whisper, but loud enough for him to hear; my eyes glistened with tears, but that wasn't compared to the ache I was feeling in my chest.

"Because if I break you, I break you both. Same way she did me. She broke my mother and me at the same time." His turquoise eyes are icy as he addresses me, hurt, pain, and hatred filled them.

"Do you think we would ever survive this?" My Wolf Lora spoke, and I could sense her fears.

"I do hope so," I whispered back. Gone was my confidence; what was replaced now was fear.

"Now, you'll do as I say, at the verge of repeating myself," his demeanor changed, his tone was commanding now.

"Beg," Lora whispered again.

I gulped. My hands went to my undies, "I doubt any amount of pleading could save us from his hands, Lora. I think we should do as we're told."

I could feel my core dripping wet. The butterflies in my tummy were swimming, betraying nothing but turmoil.

The effect his voice has on me- blame me, blame my fucking stupid hormones.

He ignored my slow movements, pulled off the important piece of cloth. Before I could even exclaim, ''You're wet. '' he sneered.

Heaven knows I intended to deny that this isn't proper. No, Rafael would... Oh damn!

"Answer me." His hoarse voice only made my pussy weep.

"God.." I whispered back, swallowing the nervousness.

''I'm Alpha to you... It's only when I'm making that pussy of yours feel good that you can call me God," his voice was like a whisper, sending cold shivers down my spine.

He smirked, his once lit eyes turning dark, as he pulled me roughly to his body, his hands wrapped firmly around my petite waist, then his hands slipped down my thighs.

My legs shook at the sensation his fingers were leaving behind.

I stifled my moan. I can't moan for him to hear, or else I'd meet with those taunting voices of his- this I knew.

"Quite horny, aren't you?" Back were those taunting voices, the voices that reminded me that I was nothing but prey in his hands, and he was my predator.

"Answer me." He slapped my butt with his other hand, his eyes dark.