Chapter 2 Into the shadow

mmediately I got out of the building, all the courage I had when I was talking to Ryan disappeared. My chest started to hurt as all the feelings I had kept bottled in started to rush out all at once.

It was so much for me to handle do the extent that I had a hard time breathing. With the little strength I had, I walked towards a bench that is close to the building and sat on it.

I sat on it and bowed my head, getting lost in my thoughts. Reality had started to hit me hard. I just realised how stranded I am as I chose to leave this marriage and take care of my baby alone.

All through our marriage, I had nothing doing even though I graduated from one of the best schools with the best degree as a medical doctor. I got married to Ryan immediately I graduated from college so I was very naive.

Ryan told me not to work and promised that he was going to take good care of the family and being the stupid girl I was, I listened to him. Despite mine and his families' disapproval, I got married to him at the age of twenty-two and cut all ties with them.

At first, we had to struggle to feed but as time went by, Ryan was able to secure a job at a Newspaper company which was his dream. He worked his way to the top and within a year, he had been promoted thrice.

Since then, we never lacked anything. Ryan had been the one providing for me and he tried his best. I don't know why he decided to forget all we went through together so secure this comfortable life we have.

I have no money, no properties registered in my name and no working experience. I doubt any hospital would want to hire a pregant woman. I can barely take are of myself talkless of a baby on the way

"What do I do?? Where do I start from now?!" I asked myself even though I didn't know the answer to my question.

I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice that it was already getting late. I stood up When I noticed that the sun was setting. I didn't want Ryan to find me out here.

I stopped a cab and got in.

"Where to miss?" The driver asked.

That was when I realized I hand no where to go. I had just ended my marriage with my husband, it wouldn't make sense for me to show up at home. I have my pride to protect. Aside there, I have no other place to go. Except one place I think would be suitable for my state right now.

"Miss." The driver called again, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Just head to a nearby club." I answered. He nodded his head and zoomed off.

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I had started to regret my decision the moment the noise from the speakers hit my eardrum. I was about to leave when my subconciousnees decided to speak.

"What are you trying to do? Chicken out?" She asked.

"I guess. This place isn't for me." I answered as I turned to leave.

"That's where you're wrong. You came here for an objective. To drown your sorrows and have fun for just one night. After that, you can think about your problems later." She adviced.

" But..."

"No buts. Think about how your husband betrayed your trust. Well, two can play that game." She said.

Thinking about what had transpired today, I felt anger bubble in me. I took a deep breath and walked into the club.

I searched around for the perfect person for tonight. My lips curved into a small smile when I found someone that caught my interest. Though I couldn't see his face, I could feel myself drawn towards him.

I walked towards him and by his side. I finally caught a glimpse of his face and damn...... this dude is hot. I have never felt any attraction towarde anyone except Ryan but I have to admit, this stranger is more handsome than Ryan would ever be.

He had this demeamor that was able to move me. I couldn't help but admire him. I scratched my neck in embarrassment when I realized I had been eye fucking him. I decided to talk to him

"Hello." I greeted as I put on the prettiest smile I could.

"I'm not interested." Was the first thing he said. It hurt my pride but I wasn't ready to give up yet.

"Really??" I asked as I used my fingers to brush against his biceps slightly.

He felt my touch and turned around angrily. I was slowly regretting my decision when his angry eyes slowly turned to that of admiration. One thing that I forgot to mention was that I (not to brag but) am very beautiful. Since my high school days, I was always the centre of attention. Every guy wanted me and every give was jealous of me.

"So sorry for my rudeness, I didn't notice that it was a damsel sitting close to me." His deep voice sounded.

" No worries." I answered, slightly happy that I haven't lost my charm yet.

"What type of drink would you like??" He asked.

" An orange juice please." I answered with a small smile. He turned to stare at me in surprise.

"Why would you come to a club of all places just to get a juice. Why not alcohol?" He asked.

"No reason." I answered curtly. I couldn't tell him the reason was because I was pregnant.

"As you wish my lady." He answered and ordered for my drink.

"Ethan Blackwood." He muttered as he extended his hands for an handshake.

"Liliana Thompson." I answered back as I took his large palm into my smaller ones.

I figured out that I won't be seeing him again so I just told him my real name. We started chatting about random things. The conversation felt so lively, unlike the ones I usually have with Ryan. I couldn't help but grow more attached to him.

"Do you wanna go somewhere quiet?" He asked after talking for some minutes.

I smiled after realising what he meant. I was about to reply him when my phone started ringing. I brought it out and saw Ryan's name flashing on the screen. It ruined my my mood instantly.

"What's wrong?" The stranger asked when he noticed the frown on my face.

"Nothing." I replied and switched off my phone before placing it in my purse.

"Let's go." I said to him.

"Okay." He answered and stood up from his chair while I followed behind him.

He led me into a private room in the club. The moment we were inside and the door was locked, I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into a deep kiss.

He was shocked momentarily, but after some time he kissed me back. He held my neck and deepened the kiss while both our tongues were fighting for dominance.

After kissing for sometime, he pulled away so we could catch our breaths. He stared deeply at me for a while before he placed a small peck on my lips. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his torso.

He walked towards the bed and placed me on it. He placed his hands on my blouse and stared down at me. I understood his silence and nodded my head. He smiled and unbottoned my blouse before talking it off me. He also took off my bra.

I started to feel self conscious when I felt his lustful stares on my naked breast. I was about to cover myself when he helld my hands.

"You are so beautiful." He muttered as he took one nipple into his mouth. I sighed and closed my eyes as the pleasure took over.

I couldn't stop the moan that escaped from my mouth when he expertly sucked on my nipples it felt so good.

He lifted his head and kissed me on my lips again. I placed my hand on his shirt and helped him take it off. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him in to deepen the kiss.

A growl escaped his throat when our naked body touched. He pulled off our remaining clothing till we were both stark naked.

This is it. This is finally the moment. I had a chance to end this now and return back home but it was already too late. My marriage was already over and there was no turning back for me.

I couldn't stop the pleasure I was feeling. Hell, I didn't want to.

"Can I ?" He asked as he stared at me like he was looking deep into my soul.

"Yes." I muttered and he slammed into me without any hesitation. I moaned out when I felt his cock deep in my pussy.

He pulled out and then slammed back in again. I took in shaky breaths as the pleasure was too much for me to handle.

I could hear him moan as he kept moving in and out of me. I wrapped my legs around his torso and pulled him deeper to me. I didn't know long he kept moving until I felt a tight knot below my stomach. I was about to orgasm.

"I'm cuming." I heard him say as he started to increase his pace. In a matter of seconds, we both released together.

"That was awesome." I muttered as I tried to catch my breath.

"Yeah. Ready for round two?" He asked as he sat on the bed.

"You bet." I answered as I stood up and straddled him. I kissed him again and moaned against his lips as I wrapped my pussy lips around his enormous dick.

When his cock was already deep iniside me, I started to move slowly. He held me tightly when I started to bounce on his dick.

We were both a moaning mess by the time we had our second orgasm. We kept on going for hours till we were both tired and we fell asleep in each other's arms.