I thought we were okay.
I thought there was no problem.
I thought we would be happy with each other.
I thought he loved me too. The type we both feel for each other.
But that's all I can think of.
I gave it a means that the truth is nothing.
I hoped and believed that what he had shown was true but not at all.
I thought the saying was existed to him. "Action speaks louder than words". But the truth is not really.
It's just pain. It hurts to see your loved one happy with others. The speaking of him. According to Shanel, it was fun for Pusit while I was. It hurts and crows.
I thought Shanel was already out of the picture but I didn't know he was still hot.
Lately, I noticed he was coming back. He also always brings Shanel here to the house. Yes, they are really here at home. No more embarrassing.
But I'm not expecting him to change anymore. Well, Playboy will always be a playboy.
For now, I'll promise that if I can't take the pain anymore I'll let him go and set him free. That's probably what it should be. We maybe not destined to be happy being together.
I'm also not the type of woman to scold herself with a man who doesn't want me.
I returned to the pain of feeling my phone vibrating.
From: Jay, my loves.
Hey, rain! How are you? Can we see you. Miss na kita e😟😟.
Don't get me wrong about it. He is the one who names it my contact. I didn't even bother. There is nothing wrong with it.
I'm dressed but I'm off day now. It would be nice if I just had a break. I had never been down the stairs to hear the laughter coming out of the living room. They are still struggling.I ignored it and went out. I got in a car and drove it. In less than ten minutes I reached the coffee shop that Jay was referring to. ITP is just near the village where our Boyngit's house is set up. I park my car then went inside. I saw at the corner drinking coffee I guess. He wave and smile when he saw me. So, do I.
"Hey, watsap!" I greeted him closely. It frowned for no apparent reason.
"Your problem?" Wrinkled when I asked.
"Where's my kiss? Didn't you miss me?" I thought it was what it was. But seriously? He's asking that thing. There were some malfunctions in his brain.
"Can I scratch you on the wall, do you want to? And why would I miss you?" It was even more frustrating because of what I said.
"You're so bad, it's raining. Why are you so bad? That's what you got from your wife, her bad behavior." I was annoyed when he mentioned that boy.
"Let's not talk about him."
"Why? Do you have a problem? ''
"Nothing."
"Weh, right? You're fighting, what?"
"Nothing. We didn't fight."
"Really?"
"Yup."
"It looks like there is."
"Said nothing." I'm already mad. Her skin.
"Are you sure?"
Yes !! Said nothing. Why are you skinny? Are you kidding me?! "Because of the annoyance and annoyance I couldn't help but cry. Is just that .... Gosh!
"Ma'am, is there a problem?"
"Nothing." I answer.
"Are you sure ---"
"What do you think?" I promise and my promise. It left immediately, scared maybe. Haysst! What happened to me?
Is this how much I jealous of that squid?
I turned to Jay who was holding back laughing.
"Is something funny?" My sarcastic question. He shook his head but it was obvious that he was holding back.
"Aarggghh !!! Don't stop. Maybe where else go." I said annoyed. And that's it. He laughed not only laughing but laughing. Like before, the others were looking at each other but he still didn't stop laughing.
He also enjoyed the ball with his mouth.
"Bwahhahahhaha ... pppfftttt hahahahah .." he said.
"You're not done yet? '' I'm really into this guy. He just sent me here to take care. I thought he could help me lose my stress but instead I was even more stressed.