Chapter 5 Isidora's POV

Isidora's POV

The sun couldn't be more excited than me. The room felt a little different than what it used to be. I couldn't keep track of time but it must have been over a month that I have been with doctor Lincoln, and it has been the best moment of my life.i remember the numerous times that Martinez was around me reading and telling me stories. I could remember some of the books that Martinez read. My favorite was "jewel in the hill". Elizabeth was just kind staying by my side though she did not quit her job but she usually finds time to come by.

Doctor Lincoln was not exempted from the nicest people around me all this while. Though he usual ask strange questions about my origin and my parents. He had his funny ways and it was peaceful around him.

Doctor Lincoln has said that I will be removing my cast today and I will be able to see Elizabeth and I will must surely see Martinez.

"Speaking of Martinez where has he been?

I can't help but notice that he had been behaving strangely lately. He sometimes says what he is not intended to say and I know him too well he must not have been it and he behavior seems very aloof like he is being manipulated.

I didn't think much about it I just wanted to open my eyes today and see the owner of the most gentle voice that has stood by me all this while. I had read novels and it had describe the beautiful scenery.

I can't also wait to see the most beautiful sister in the world.

Good morning miss Cristaldi. The husky voice of doctor Lincoln graced the room.

I am afraid we might proceed with removing the cast. I have somewhere to be so I might not have a lot of time to wait for Martinez and your sister

"Could we not wait a little more." I pleaded I want them to be the first thing I will see.

"I am afraid not. We have to do it now" The doctor maintained.

"Okay. I adjusted backwards on the bed, giving them access to remove the cast

I heard doctor Lincoln mutter some incantations as he removed the cast.

I slowly opened my eyes to see the smiling face of the of the old doctor.

He moved his hands asking me to follow it which I did.

"Can you see me? He asked

I nodded slowly. It was glorious in a surreal way. But I would have been more happier if Martinez and Elizabeth was here. They were the ones I wanted to see the most in this world not that I have many things that I wish to see in this world.

"Here you go". One of the attendant handed me two brown envelopes with a smiling face.

"Miss Cristaldi congratulations on your eye sight recovery. I am so happy for you" she said with a little smile

"Thank you I replied with a bigger smile " I could recognize her voice. She was one of the attendant that took care of me and she was practically nice.

I peered at the words written on the letters. One was from Martinez and the other was from Elizabeth.

I slowly took in the environment trying to distract myself a little before I could compose myself to read the letters. It was a traditional clinic with a lot of ancient tools and herbs and there was a lot of incense in the room. I could remember what incense was used for, to ward off evil spirit.

"Well a shaman understands the balance between good and evil in this world well enough" I mutter.

I breathed slowly without realizing that I have been holding in so much breath. I quietly opened Martinez envelope first. I wonder what could be inside it. What he could have written to me. He must be unavoidably absent he must be taking care of the pack affairs.

"I guess a prince life is full of busy activities" I muttered again.

The first sight I saw was a pregnancy result , I swallowed heavily the saliva that has accumulated in my tongue.

I looked closely and it was my name.

"Isidora Cristaldi"

I wanted to scream out in confusion but I held myself in. There must be something going on.

The next thing was a photo actually photos of me naked with a man that looked like a rouge. I screamed in Terror I couldn't hold myself any longer.

"What is the meaning of this? I couldn't comprehend the situation at all.

"When were these pictures taken? I asked myself still confused

There was a noted at the back and it simply read.

"I am ashamed of you and I solemnly reject you as my mate"

I was shaking, convulsing in agitation, my lips parted slowly and a piercing scream came out from the core of my soul.

"He was my mate"

My wolf purred that was the first time I was noticing her presence strongly.

I quickly tore Elizabeth letter open with looking for the nearest thing that can give me peace in this chaotic world. She started with

"if I am reading this letter that means I am gone" she wrote about how I never took care of her as the elder sister. How I abandoned her because I have found a mate. She said she is going to a place where she can experience peace at least.

" She ended by saying she still loves me more than anything in this world"

It felt like my world was crumbling which was ironic in a sad killing way. I had lost the closest people in my life on the same day I received my sight. And worse still, I was the one that drove my sister to death. I gasped,

I felt like the sight had become useless and that it would so much better if I died as well.

"It is better off that I am gone and the world will be at peace" I whispered

"I am also a disappointment to my mate how could I be pregnant? How?"

I covered my head with the pillow as I kept on crying. The grief was overwhelming I needed to stop but I could not.

It was already dark when I summoned the courage to stand up

I quietly walked out of the hospital towards the tarred road creeping silently so that no one could hear me. There was a a tall building nearby and I knew it was my answer. So quietly, I started climbing the stairs and till I reached the top most.

I took a deep breath remembering all that I have gone through. I Sucked in all the pain allowing it to run through my spine. I nodded my head and said

"I deserved it, for driving someone that had stood with me through thick and thin to death.

"I chased love away." I whispered.

I stepped on the fence ready to jump down. Then from behind me I heard a voice, it was sudden and it was begging me to have a second thought.

"Stop!"