Chapter 1 Chapter 1

"I Dax Guzman next alpha of midnight light pack reject you Katrina Doran as my mate and future Luna of this pack."

He slammed me up against the locker his signature smirk chiseled into place. The cool metal sunk deep into my sore muscles. As his warm rough hand was holding my wrists above my head and his body squishing down my fragile scarred one, his arm slowly digging into my collar bone. Was becoming excruciating and I knew I'd be left with a dark blue mark. But it wouldn't be as bad as the cuts he had laid upon my heart when he said those words and my sole snapped.

I was tortured and experimented on, abused and raped. These were the things that awaited me every night and day of my life by him, but now that I think about it, that wasn't the worst part of it all.

The worst part is that he knew all along.

Every time he rapped me every time he shot deadly chemicals into my blood stream. Every bone he Broke he knew what I was to him. He let my hope thrive on the fact that I thought I would soon find somebody that would save me.

My mate.

He told me that if my mate would want me, he'd gladly hand me over. Giving me hope, a purpose to live for.

I was prepared to forgive him for killing my parents in front of me as he slit their throats.

I really was if he would've let me go with my destined.

My wolf howled in anger and sadness as she too was broken from the rejection.

I felt the last of our soles that had once been held by a few strands of happiness being cut away like tree bark.

I was looking down at my feet when my whole body and aura shifted from a sweet and innocent girl to something dark and deadly.

It fed me until I was full. I consumed it and it me.

I loved it and so did my wolf.

It wasn't good nor bad but powerful.

Raising my head to the disgusting bore I store into his amused eyes waiting for the moment I scream in pain at the rejection.

I couldn't help but see a figure outside the cream window but at the same time nothing. Like I knew someone was watching but I couldn't seem to see them but I knew they were there.

I know now why he waited to tell me.

It was so he could see me die slowly as my wolf left me. He wanted to see the hope drain from me so I was nothing but a mindless puppet.

Only she wasn't howling anymore in pain but for vengeance and we would give it to him.

After all we have another mate out there.

Yes, that's right each wolf has two mates in case they get rejected, but the likelihood of finding them is another story.

"I'm going to kill you. I'm gonna make you scream in pain as I slowly peel the flesh off you bones."

I gritted my teeth making each word come out with angered spit

I wanted to rip the pathetic things he calls balls off with a silver knife and shove them so far up his ass that not even a specialist couldn't find them.

My wolf growled in agreement.

We were both so filled with hope the moment We smelt him. The smell of chocolate and mint.

His just laughed at my death threat as his future beta Rex and third in command Ryan came and stood by him. Also, known as the double R's. They were Staring at me with the usual lust and disgust before they raped me.

I wasn't scared anymore and I could tell they knew, because their eyes turned pitch black with gold shining around the iris.

(Let me explain every pack has their own colour that surrounds the iris when angry, or getting intimate with their mate. Or when they are in their wolf form.

Midnight light packs colour is a vibrant gold.)

"Hey fellas Don't you think Katrina has over stayed her welcome."

Dax smirked obviously, mind linking the others at the same time.

He wrenched my body flush against him. Giving my head whip lash before Slapping his hand down on my mouth so I couldn't call for help as he dragged me easily out of the schools hall way, past the parking lot and into the Forrest.

Rex and Ryan were flanked either side of him as he dragged my pathetically struggling body to the edge of a lake in the middle of no mans land which was 6 miles east of the territory and 1 mile from the school.

It was a beautiful place when you first see it but when you get to know what happens here you never want to return.

There were yellow flowers blossoming around the ridge of the calm watered lake.

"Let's show this bitch her place."

He turned his head so That he was looking into my grey eyes.

"You really shouldn't have threatened me Katrina, ah to bad that you learnt it late."

He shoved me towards Rex and Ryan who store at me as my long sleeved shirt ripped from the back by Dax tearing it off from the force he pushed me with.

I landed in Ryan's arms wearing just my bra and shorts.

Ryan gripped my shoulders turning me around to see Dax laying down playing with a blade of grass next to a small yellow daisy, completely uninterested in Rex who bent down in front me as I struggled to get away.

"Stand still!" I heard Dax's alpha voice come out to play as he would call it. He was now in control of my body.

I watched in horror as Rex unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down so they rested at my ankles.