My Lovey:
Bye first, love, I'll just fix it.
Me:
Take your time love I love you.
He hung up the phone without replying again.
I read his message again, he didn't say I love you, I wish I could text where is my love you.
I sighed then shook my head and put my cellphone down. It's not a big deal that he doesn't love you, but this is the first time he didn't love you.
Hey! Also, I love you, Glen, do you have a problem?
If he thinks that I just cooked tokboki, I really don't like our food, because this is what Zia often buys.
Zia is obsessed with Korean food, maybe because she watched her kdrama that's why she wanted to imitate their food.
And because I'm a good cook, the tokboki that I don't want, I used up all of it. It's also delicious because Zia is the only one who eats the Korean food that she requested me to cook.
Ting
I looked at my cellphone with a smile when someone texted me. I expected it to be Zia but it wasn't.
Unknown Number:
Good luck to your date.
I know it's Cidreck but because I've gotten used to his scary texts it doesn't seem to bother me anymore.
Two months have passed since I received his texts, every text and I also blocked the number he used.
Unknown Number:
I miss you
I didn't expect his next text.
he misses me
Or what he misses is his hurting me.
I couldn't stop my hand from replying to him, I wish I hadn't done it.
Me:
Stop texting me! I don't want to talk to strangers.
I waited a few minutes before he replied again. I'll leave it to you why I'm waiting for his reply when it just gives me fear.
Unknown Number:
But you already talk to me.
I bit my lip and stared at my phone. But I just ignored his reply, why would I give him time?
I took a breath then put away the food I was eating again I looked at the time 6:45am Zia and I were talking about 7 I'm sure the village is waiting for it.
Before I left, I left him a message. I don't use my cell phone when I drive because I'm afraid of getting into an accident.
Me:
Are you ready? I'm coming.
I didn't get an answer so I just rode to his condo. The condo he bought is not too far, it's just right near the school because he just walks to it when he goes to school.
I immediately parked the car in the garage of this condominium. The guard immediately opened the door for me because he always sees me coming in and out.
"Morning Sir."
"Morning too, man."
I bowed a little and then walked up. Zia's room is on the 4th floor, a bit far from the ground.
Sometimes I take the stairs because many people use the elevator.
As I was going up, I looked at my phone to see that he had a reply but still nothing.
Where is she?
My chest started pounding, Zia is not like this, she replied immediately, not even an hour later.
I got out of the elevator with itchy feet, but I didn't expect what I would find.
Why is he here?
I was dumbfounded staring at his smiling face. What is he doing in Zia's condo?
"Morning Reglen."
His voice is playful and his smile is scary. It's not a smile because I see a smile on her face.
"W-what are you doing here?"
Even though I was nervous, I still looked at him when I got out of the elevator, I wanted to fight my fear and nervousness.
I simply directed my gaze to his body. A lot has changed especially in his physical form.
And his voice. Super deep as if it came from underground.
My attention was only caught when he laughed and clapped his hands while shaking his head. Is he crazy?
"Hey w-why are you loughfing at?"
"Did you miss me? Hmmmm.."
I was horrified by what he said. Why would I miss him, even though I never asked for us to make money.
"Talk!"
I was taken aback because of his serious voice as well as his serious face. But I didn't pay attention to that and immediately turned away from him.
My girlfriend is going to the cup and that is more important than her.
"It's nice to meet you again! I want to kiss those lips of yours."
I didn't look at him, if I did, it would only add to my fear. And what is he saying kiss your lips doesn't he hate me? Isn't the fact that I'm bisex one of the reasons why he hates me.
I remember what he did to me 6 years ago. I will never forget that, for me, you are a big rift in my being a person.
I don't understand why he is chasing me again. He tells me that he feels angry every time he sees my face. He almost crushed me and seemed to want to erase my face because of his blow.
But I didn't expect the last thing he did to me. I dream about it every night and it's like he raped me again and again every night.
6 years ago
FLASHBACK
"Is that what you're going to give me?"
I asked with a smile but he just raised an eyebrow at me.
"Did you see a watch and a coin in this box?"
He held up the box. I immediately shook my head because I really didn't see anything.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I just saw that."
I swallowed, he came to me and violently grabbed my hair. I'm so small compared to him, he grew even taller in the past few days until he was just around my chest.
If I look at my child compared to his body, he is getting better little by little. The skinny cup.
"I really didn't see anything s-senior, I didn't see anything like that."
I caught my breath when he let go of me violently and replaced it with two punches in the face. His hand hit my eye and cheek.
What again? What have I done?
I immediately fell on the floor, my head even hit his study table.
"Take it out while I have patience, you'll really regret it if you don't confess."
His voice was calm which scared me even more. What do I bring out? I don't know anything about that in the box.
Please lord help me.
I promise I will run away after this dilobyony is over.
I shook my head a few times, even if he turned me around, I didn't have a watch or wallet to return to him because I wasn't the one who took the picture.
"Liar."
He let go of my hair so I immediately left his side. He wanted to go out so I quickly ran to the door but he didn't want to open it. I tried to turn it several times but it didn't want to, what's wrong with that door?
"Trying to get away from me hmmm... I really want to see you scared of me."
I turned to him trembling. What am I against his strength, to be honest he can be child abuse. He can go to jail.
"W-what w-my fault?"
I asked trembling, I still turned my back, I didn't want to face him in case his hand landed on my face again.
"Actually it's not your fault, I'm just being obsessed with you glen. I like seeing you suffer, I like the bruises on your body and I'm proud that it's from me."
My tears fell on the floor one after the other, I just bowed while facing the door.
I'm really scared right now. Please somebody help me.
Even though I couldn't hear it, I kept knocking on the door in case there were helpers on the way.
"Stop that noise! It will be replaced by your grunting later."
I was startled when I felt his hand wrap around my gap. I looked down to look at his hand, it's scary white and itchy, is that normal for his hand?
"He-he wants to go out."
"Ssshhh you can go out but under one condition."
I closed my eyes tightly when his breath hit my ear. He slightly pressed me against the door causing my head to hit his hard chest.
Yes, I'm only up to his chest.
"W-what is your c-condition?"
I closed my eyes even more when I felt the tightening of his hug on me, I heard his soft laugh and the touch of his lips on my ear. My chest was pounding so hard that I think he could hear it too.
"Pleasure me then you can go out."
I feel like my tongue was cut off by what he said? I'm only 13 but I know what he said. I want to scold him for my age. He's 18, what did he think of me? He can find other women. The longer I spend with him here at the mansion, I notice that he is also going crazy.
"I-I don't-I-I can'find someone else there."
His tight hug earlier got even tighter and I screamed when he grabbed my side and squeezed hard.
"You don't want it? Hmmmm."
I nodded several times maybe he would let me out if I refused but I thought it was all wrong. He got even more angry with me.
"If you reject me, you will pay for my watch and bill and you will also be kicked out of the mansion."
I closed my eyes as his hand gradually came down to my future. Why am I experiencing this? Is this what sister merna is saying that I should be careful?
I cried even more when his hand landed there and he squeezed it slightly, causing me to scream out loud. So much pain that I can't handle the pain of my penis.
I held his hand but one of his hands that was on my side tightened even more, I didn't know which hand I should untie first. My face was full of tears, my chest, my whole body was wrapped in fear.
"M-please have mercy on me I-I want the old one-"
"You don't like my condition?"
I kept nodding.
"I don't care, your decision is not important, I can do what ever I want to do. I will do what you don't want and what you want."
I flinched when I felt his hand enter my clothes again. But he immediately grabbed me and threw me casually on the floor.
"I-I'll just pay y-your bill and watch 'hic' even if I t-work here my whole life. 'hic' please s-seniorito w-don't do this 'hic "do."
He just grinned at me while unbuckling his belt. Please don't give up, my two hands landed on my face and cried there.
Please mom help me!
"AHHH!"
I screamed loudly when he grabbed my hair and threw me on his soft bed. He had no clothes left, only his boxers.
"P-please I'm already thirteen p-po a-I a-I don't want this have mercy me promise I won't p-po a-I will report to ma'am chris."
I thought he would be sorry but he just grinned at me even more. Little by little he came closer causing me to leave the bed. I'm afraid I'd rather be beaten by him than this.
I immediately hid under his bed as long as he didn't catch me right away. Because my body is small, I can easily hide there.
"Get out of there!"
He said coldly while looking at me, he peeked at me while smiling. Oh god he's insane in my eyes.
Because of my deep thoughts, I suddenly realized that he was on the side of the crib and immediately grabbed my clothes. That I was still lying on the bed causing me to cry even more because of the pain.
"As long as you're here in our mansion with me."
I closed my eyes when I felt the bed from behind because I'm smaller than him so he easily took my dress and short shorts.
I have no fight, I can only cry. I didn't think he would go this far, I thought he could only hurt me.
I wish I would have left their place by then. I feel like I'm regretting that I became my mother's daughter, I wish she had just aborted me like she always told me that she would have taken me from her.
"Ssshhhh stop crying, I feel like I want to crush you because you're crying! I don't think you look better when I'm under you."
"W-why are you doing this lady-"
I didn't finish what I was going to say when his lips landed on mine, he almost ate my whole face. His saliva splashes on my nose and cheeks because my face is small compared to his.
"I want to taste you."
Gone. I really have nothing against him, why did he act like this, what he did next really took my breath away.
I screamed loudly, maybe it was the loudest scream I've ever had in my entire life. Something suddenly entered me that I knew what it was.
"F*ck your so tight I can't enter."
I begged him several times but he didn't listen. I just stared at his handsome face that was full of sweat as he looked up and snorted violently.
I can't imagine that something like this would happen to me, did he do this because he knew I was gay? I know that he has no respect for someone like me but I really didn't think he would do this to me.
Too young to experience this. I feel the heat enter me. is he done H-He won't hurt me?
"W-won't you hurt me?"
He didn't pay attention to me as long as he touched my cheek, he kissed me very hard again while squeezing my cheek. I felt his saliva entering my mouth that I knew he meant to spit on me.
"Now you know what's my mom and mother Lisa felt when your damn father raped them."
To Be Continued...