"What now? Just eat it so you don't waste it" Jen said with a sigh
"M-there's a lot of that" I only said
"Is it really just food, huh? Maybe you just want to stop us. That's why we use food too, Mona" Dave's voice was high
"P-but k-because it's not about g--------" I didn't finish what I was going to say when he cut it off
"Tsk Let's go" Dave interrupted what I was going to say
I grabbed his arm to let them go
"It's okay for you to go on a date here" I still stopped
"NO!!" Dave said loudly then let go of me and slapped me. So I just sat on the floor
I tried to stop them but I couldn't
They had already left. Then I closed the gate and went in. I was surprised when Alex came out in a big vase near the stairs.
A-alex what is he doing here? Since when?
"A-alex a-what are you g-doing here?" If I stutter, then my tears flow, which I have been holding back
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Raine POV
"W-when did you d-arrive?" I stammered more questions
"When? Just a while ago" he said in a high tone
I know if he is angry because I lied to him
"Did you see it?" I asked
"When has he been hurt like that?" He asked and tears flowed from his eyes
I looked away before answering "3 y-years ago" tears in response
"What 3 y-years do you think I---" he finally finished what he wanted to say and just sat on the sofa while his hands were on his face
know If she is crying because it is obvious that her hand is wet
"Y-that time n-that y-that was agreed upon N-pretend k-when n-you're here N-m-mom" was a long answer while still not stopping My tears are falling
"He forced you, right?" his voice was angry before turning to me while his tears continued to flow
"You know how to lie in front of your parents and you know how to make your dad angry huh" his voice was loud
It has stood up while touching its forehead
"He will beat me if I don't obey him" I said then looked away
"Really, huh, why didn't you leave or report to Auntie or me? He didn't keep you here," he said in a high tone.
I couldn't answer Yun's question because it never crossed my mind to leave Dave
"Or maybe you really don't want to leave and leave him here, huh Raine!" His voice was angry
"I love him, Alex, so much, so no matter what pain he does to me, I can't leave him" I said stubbornly, then cried
"Honey, huh, that's not love, Raine, that's stupidity, look at yourself, you're full of bruises and wounds on your body, how can you still love him despite the pain he's inflicting on you" Her voice is weakening because of her tears
"Maybe d-because I love s-him" Kung replied
"What the hell, Raine, can you wake up? It's not s-enough for you. His p-pains are crushing you huh" He said while shaking you
I
"I can't, a-alex, despite what he did to me, m-mimsan, I didn't think of leaving him," he cried.
He stood up and said "If I can't stop you_____maybe Tito yes" He said that made me cry even more
I held his hand and knelt down "Alex w-don't p-please don't s-tell d-dad you know what he can g-do don't you" teared Kung answered while looking at his face and kneeling
Dad promised that if dave hurt me he would take me away from here
"You hear what you're saying, kid, you begged someone who was about to be killed," he said angrily
I didn't answer and kept begging him not to tell Dad
Saw Kung shook his head before letting go and taking his bag
"If you don't break up with Dave for the third time, I'll tell Tito" he said and when he left I stopped him but I couldn't do it
I just stood up before you entered the room and cried again. I don't want dad to know this, I don't want him to take me away from Dave
I can't handle it when that happens, I don't want it to grow Without Dave holding my stomach before falling asleep
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Raine POV
"W-when did you d-arrive?" I stammered more questions
"When? Just a while ago" he said in a high tone
I know if he is angry because I lied to him
"Did you see it?" I asked
"When has he been hurt like that?" He asked and tears flowed from his eyes
I looked away before answering "3 y-years ago" tears in response
"What 3 y-years do you think I---" he finally finished what he wanted to say and just sat on the sofa while his hands were on his face
know If she is crying because it is obvious that her hand is wet
"Y-that time n-that y-that was agreed upon N-pretend k-when n-you're here N-m-mom" was a long answer while still not stopping My tears are falling
"He forced you, right?" his voice was angry before turning to me while his tears continued to flow
"You know how to lie in front of your parents and you know how to make your dad angry huh" his voice was loud
It has stood up while touching its forehead
"He will beat me if I don't obey him" I said then looked away
"Really, huh, why didn't you leave or report to Auntie or me? He didn't keep you here," he said in a high tone.
I couldn't answer Yun's question because it never crossed my mind to leave Dave
"Or maybe you really don't want to leave and leave him here, huh Raine!" His voice was angry
"I love him, Alex, so much, so no matter what pain he does to me, I can't leave him" I said stubbornly, then cried
"Honey, huh, that's not love, Raine, that's stupidity, look at yourself, you're full of bruises and wounds on your body, how can you still love him despite the pain he's inflicting on you" Her voice is weakening because of her tears
"Maybe d-because I love s-him" Kung replied
"What the hell, Raine, can you wake up? It's not s-enough for you. His p-pains are crushing you huh" He said while shaking you
I
"I can't, a-alex, despite what he did to me, m-mimsan, I didn't think of leaving him," he cried.
He stood up and said "If I can't stop you_____maybe Tito yes" He said that made me cry even more
I held his hand and knelt down "Alex w-don't p-please don't s-tell d-dad you know what he can g-do don't you" teared Kung answered while looking at his face and kneeling
Dad promised that if dave hurt me he would take me away from here
"You hear what you're saying, kid, you begged someone who was about to be killed," he said angrily
I didn't answer and kept begging him not to tell Dad
Saw Kung shook his head before letting go and taking his bag
"If you don't break up with Dave for the third time, I'll tell Tito" he said and when he left I stopped him but I couldn't do it
I just stood up before you entered the room and cried again. I don't want dad to know this, I don't want him to take me away from Dave
I can't handle it when that happens, I don't want it to grow Without Dave holding my stomach before falling asleep
_____________Raine POV
I woke up because of the rays of the Sun hitting me
I entered Cr then took a shower and went down
I'm going to say Hain and I'm going to tell Dave when I see it go down
"Good morning Dave" Kung smiled as he greeted
"Tsk what's so good about the morning If you are the opening" he said coldly
I just bowed "ahm the food is ready" bowed Kung Sabi
"Jennie is coming, get her ready," he said
He was about to go up when I stopped him"ahm m-I'm going g-tocery by the way a-I'm n-run out Because t-we're s-tock N-food" I said goodbye to him
"Tsk then make it fast" He said and continued to climb
I prepared the food for jen Then went to my room and got dressed
I took a taxi to the hospital
Yes I don't really go grocery shopping, I just hid the rest of the food stock so that it runs out
I've been vomiting for almost 2 weeks. I still have the energy to eat and my sleep is getting longer. So I'm trying to do a pt (pregnancy test) because there's a possibility that what Dave did to me 2 weeks ago might have paid off.
•FLASHBACK•
I was cleaning when I heard Dave had an enemy on the phone So I listened
"Look Dave It's not really true, it's just an accident" Said on the other line
That's Jennie, why are they fighting??
"Accident huh oh maybe he's really just looking for you I know that b*st*Rd He doesn't like that place" Dave's tone was hostile
Who are they fighting with?
"Maybe it's just a coincidence that he's there, right? People change, babe, and besides, he's the one who broke up," Jen defended.
"Yeah he changed so there is a possibility to find him and again with me" Dave said coldly
They were talking about Jen's ex, who was at school back then, but I didn't even know his name
We are in the same class. Dave and Jen used to have a crush on him. They know everything. That's why they bully me. I'm not a nerd. I just don't like to socialize.
"Babe, you know he can't take me away from you, I know what you can do and besides, you're the one I love, he's just a part of my past" he defended
"I know and I don't want to take him away from me either because I might kill him just stay away from him ok?" His voice softened when he said the last thing
It's really easy to change his mood, he used to be like a beast, but now he's like a fish
I smiled bitterly That's how much he loves jen the love that I've always wanted him to give me but no
He hung up the phone, then got in his car and left. He's sure to drink. I know him when he's angry, he drinks, but he hurts me. I just don't care about him when he's drunk.
I was here where there are plants outside here, I hid, I left. Then I entered the house and continued the cleaning
It's already 12 pm but he's still nothing I'm worried about what might happen to him when he's drunk
I heard a car honking outside. Quickly, quickly, I got out and opened the door
He slowly entered while going up the stairs
I didn't want to mess with him because he was sure to hurt me but I immediately helped him. He almost fell.
"Let me go" he said drunkenly
"No, I'm going to help you, I might fall" I said
He was struggling but I was helping him until we got to the top
"I SAID LET ME GO!!" He shouted drunk then pushed me
_____________________Raine POV
I stood up Then I was about to leave When he suddenly threw up and fell down So I couldn't do anything but help him stand up again
"Hayyyysss, you don't want to help me, but I don't, so I shook my head" Kung Said then brought him into the room and laid him on his bed
First I went down to get some wipes from him
I already wiped him When he touched my hand Then he pulled me
I fell down from his hard chest Then dropped the cup The basin with only a towel that I placed on him
"Hmmm" he muttered weakly
I tried to get away and I did it but he pulled me again So I fell down I fell on top of him Then he came on top of me and kissed me
I was stunned by that. It was only about 4 seconds. I think that was our second kiss after our wedding
I went back to the trance when he tried to enter my l*b*
I tried to push him because I knew if he was drunk and for sure he wouldn't like it when he woke up
I pushed him but I couldn't do it because he was strong and he bit my lower lip Then he inserted his d"l*
"Uhmmm" he moaned as I continued to push him
His lips went down to my neck Then to my d*bd*b
I pushed him harder but he was too strong I just started to cry as he continued to kiss me
He tried to take off my shirt but I struggled so he tore it which made me cry even more but he didn't seem to care
"Ahmmm" Dikona stopped Ang mapaung*l while crying and continued to push him
"Oh...stop it Jennie...hm" he moaned
He thought I was Jen, my chest tightened while crying Hearing that, so I pushed him even more
This shouldn't be happening, he's drunk and he can't remember, but what if he wakes up and sees me next to him, I know. If he beats me because he doesn't want me to go into his room, I won't even lie on his bed. know what He can do to me
I'm still pushing her while she's moaning.
Until I felt like he was taking off his bottom If sout So I used all my strength to kick him and I succeeded
"Ah sh*t how dare you!?" He said angrily
He disappeared from laying on me, I was about to stand up. He grabbed me and laid on me. Then he punched me in my stomach.
I fainted while he continued to rub my pants
I pushed him again even though I was weak but he punched my stomach again so I lost consciousness
"This is not meant to happen" Hina Kung Said then completely lost consciousness
I woke up to the rays of the sun hitting my face, so I woke up in no time to remember what happened last night
I looked at the person next to me and my tears just fell
Shaking If I looked at myself while silently sobbing, we were both naked
I looked at him while he was sleeping and I wanted to slap him but I couldn't because I knew he was stronger than me
I just kept quiet. Then I stood up slowly and picked up my clothes. When I heard a car. So I looked at it from the window and I was very surprised to see Jennie's car.
I remember last night Dave said that he thought it was jen who had sex with him
Quickly, quickly, if you picked up his clothes and put them on him, then picked up the empty sink and towels, then put them under his bed for later, when they were gone, they would be clean
He was about to open the door when I heard the footsteps coming here, so I quickly hid under his bed at the same time as he opened the door
He felt if the right side of the bed sank, a sign that he sat there
"Good morning babe" Jen said softly
I know if he's caressing dave's forehead because I can see him doing it when I peek at it
___________________Raine POV
"Hmmm" dave mumbled weakly knowing if he was awake
"Good morning babe" greeted Dave Saka kissing Jen on the forehead
They are always like that when they wake up
I just quietly sobbed. He doesn't remember that
Because he's drunk, he won't remember that even if I tell him or tell him
"I'm sorry" Jen heard if she was sorry
"Shh it's ok I was the one who should say sorry because of shouting you yesterday" also sorry Dave
Ding Ku kissed Jen
While I was silently sobbing under the bed it should be me I should be Who should he apologize for what he did to me
But what hurts more is that he didn't remember that and he will never remember
"It's fine btw did you eat?" Jen asked him softly
"No and you?" asked Dave back to Jen
"No, I came here to apologize, so I didn't eat," replied Jen
"Oh ok wait me here I'm just going to take a shower" said Dave
has entered. Dave in cr a few hours ago When he went out he got dressed
"Let's go" he said to Jen
"Oum, but where is your MAID and I didn't see her at the bottom" suddenly her voice acted like it was supposed to be a maid
"Tsk maybe in her room sleeping oil maybe" Dave said coldly
That's how he talks when I'm the one talking
"Maybe" jen answered sparingly
They had already left. Then I came out from under the bed. Then I took my clothes. Then I put them on and slowly opened the door.
I looked down and they weren't there so I went straight to the maids room but before that I saw them in the garden but I didn't stay long and went into my room and took a shower because it was so sticky
I went out and saw them watching in the living room
They noticed my presence, so they turned to me before returning to what they were watching
"Cook as breakfast faster!"Dave suddenly shouted So Quickly I quickly went to the kitchen Then they cooked
It's true Isa really doesn't remember anything
•END OF FLASHBACK•
I arrived at the hospital around 9:30 am as doc Sanchez and I discussed
"The baby's grip is weak, Ms. de Leon. You know what I told you two weeks ago that you are not allowed to be a mistress," Doc Sanchez replied.
Doc Sanchez obviously knew that I was stressed because of the pale Kung Mukha face
"I'm sorry doc, I've been really busy with household chores" I replied
"And I also told you not to do too much housework, right?" he said with raised eyebrows
I just bowed "I'm sorry doc" That's all I said
"Did you finish the medicine I gave you?" he asked again
I suddenly remembered the medicine he gave me that just ran out yesterday" yes doc it's running out" I answered
"Here good for 3 months," he said then handed me a box of pills
"Thank you, doc. Then I'm sorry if I can't pay anything," Kung answered, embarrassed
He Chuckled??
"I didn't say anything that you have to pay" He said scratching the back of his neck
I will speak. He will cut it off
"It's free no need to pay" He said with a smile
"T-thank you really Doc" Kung Sabi bowed
"It's okay btw, there's nothing to do, it's already 10:40" he said while looking at his watch
I stood up in shock and then looked at him
Then I remembered that I just said goodbye to Dave to buy some food for the house
I quickly left the hospital, then got in a taxi
I know if he gets angry again and thinks I'm flirting again because usually I only spend 30 minutes when I buy stucks and foods
When I got home, I felt it was quiet. Later, I heard someone laughing in the garden, so I was curious as to who it was and I looked
That's where I saw Dave and Jen laughing. Jen suddenly stood up in Dave's arms
I was surprised at the envelope he was holding, he was smiling at Dave while holding the brown envelope
"Babe I have good news" he said
"Really what is it?" Dave asked with a frown
"I'm....I'm.....pregnant!" Jen said with a smile
My tears kept falling
S-shes p-pregnant? How? H-how about me?
Yes I have decided to tell Sana Kay Dave that I am pregnant in case he at least remembers what happened
But I'm too late
He turned out to be ahead of me
My chest tightened while crying and watching them both happy while Dave shouted the words
"I'm going to be a father!!!" he shouted as he picked up jen by his waist and spun it around
"Wahh I'm so proud finally were going to have a family!!" Jen screamed while hugging Dave's neck
But I also saw the disappearance of his smile before asking
"But how about Raine? When do you plan to break up?" he asked with irritation
Dave put Jen down then answered
"Now" he said with a smile "that's what I've wanted to tell you but you got ahead of me" he chuckled and then pinched Jen's cheek
That's why it was tilted because that's why he saw me
"Oh there you are Raine" Jen said waking up
Dave turned to me with his cold aura
"It's good that your here" he said coldly Then I wish they would come near me As I quickly left there
I was going up when I heard Dave call me almost shouting
"Stop!!" He said full of authority