Chapter 2 2. I Love You Chelle

Hearing her sniffling I took her in a bridal style, "Elle I mean it when I have been asking you to be my girl, for fucks sakes tell me you will be my girl, we are perfect together, please? This will be my fourth time asking you to be my girl, in more ways than one," she felt bad about something than asked me, "if I say yes, will you be positive if our relationship has to be in distance? Dad keeps moving around, and I can't promise I can stay with you, at least by your side." She tells me and I can't hide my disappointment from hearing her, but if she is my girlfriend now, she will be my first.

We haven't gone all the way but maybe tonight we can. "If I'm with you even for a day as your boyfriend it's a wining day, I want you Elle, you just don't want me, and I can't live with that idea." She hugs me harder, "No I do, I just know we won't be together every day, I'm trying hard to save you from being stuck with someone who won't be there with you on so many special moments, you'd not need someone who can't be there," I took her a bit higher and kissed her passionately, a car drove by and honked at me, for the way I had kissed my girl. She started to squirm to get get down, but I held her tightly, "Jay, please don't, don't have me be hurt like this," I kissed her again trying to make her see I wanted her, why couldn't she see that? "I don't care, look if we do separate and we meet again I'm winning you over. You are worth so much more than just a one night stand, please stope Chelle, I already have fallen hard for you. Just stay over, please?" She smiled and said, "alright I'll stay over, only because it's you being honest, but I'm serious. You want a relationship with me even if I might end up with someone else?" I had to close my eyes, and put her down, the chances of her leaving.

She was right she would be leaving again, we don't stay together for long, her dad always gets a new gig, a new job, and I lose her again, but if I do lose her at least this time I take her with me, we reach my house while we kept talking, "yes, I don't care what you think about it, I want you," she was about to say something when my grandma walks out, "hey Chelle! Look Pa!" Grandma turns to her side to show my grandpa on the dining table, smiling he asks Chelle to walk in, this is my definition of a family, my family, and Chelle is in it. They exchange words, and Chelle walks out from the kitchen passing me, she didn't look too happy, but I hope it wasn't something serious, she was heartbroken, and anything could break her at this point, I didn't knew what to do, but I had to follow my heart. Saying goodbye to my grandparents my siblings stayed down with them, as I asked them too, tonight Chelle and I had a lot to talk about. And I wanted to talk about it, all of it.

Chelle POV

Grandpa Jerald gave me a condom, said to be careful with his grandson, but to be honest even I was agreeing with Jay Jay, if only he loved me, I loved him already, I wanted him to be my first. But how when he never told me he loves me? Maybe if I stay over he will say he does? I was so nervous, what if he was getting tired of me, he is such an attractive guy, he could have anyone, but chooses me over, and over again. His grandpa told me Jay had been waiting for me to come back, my heart felt like it might explode if I didn't hear him say he loves me, going in his room he had the end set we got him the last time, it just suited him, a green olive colored, the pillows I love to cuddle in where in his bed, I wanted to tell my dad I was staying over at Patricia's place, that's Jay's front neighbor, we are good friends, she covers for me, and I cover her when she needs me. I hear a whistle behind me, and a big red shirt is handed to me, my favorite shirt, my Jay's shirt, I see the phone on the living room, changing my clothes quickly, I run to call my dad, after the first two rings my dad picked up, "Chelle? You staying at Pat's? Your sister is staying over at your aunts, while I work tonight okay? I'm sorry for this, I'm trying to make it all work," I heard his sad voice, to which made me feel bad, dad was trying so hard. But I knew he wanted the best things for us, there I replied "okay daddy, I will see you tomorrow? Or on Saturday?" I asked him to which he replied with, "I'll see you here on Sunday night okay? Think that's okay?" I looked to my right were Jay was hearing the entire thing and he nodded with a bright smile, "yes, she said it's fine," we said our goodbyes and hanged up, when Jay took my face in his hands and started making out, I had his favorite shirt on, and I smelled something was being cooked in the kitchen, "go to our room, put the Chanel 6, please?" He kisses me one more time, and I nuzzle him to which he kisses me again, I love these moments, if only they were real, if only he was mine.

Jadiel POV

Saving the pizza from burning was a task, but I was going to make this a perfect date, even if my princess didn't knew it just yet, I was going to confess my feelings to her, I was going to be her first, and hopefully she will stay by my side. I didn't need her to prove to me that she could work, if she wants too than good, but if she just wanted to go shopping and have a good time, I don't mind it either, I was a good kid growing up, straight A's in all my subjects, my dream was to join to force, become a cop. Have a big family with Chelle, as the woman that held my heart, I didn't care if it was through a c-section, I wanted her in my life. Seeing the food was perfect, I hear the opening of the movie and a now hipper Chelle asking for me, "oh! My fuck, it's Moulin Rouge! Hurry Jay!" I walked back to our room to see her hugging her favorite pillow, my heart felt proud to see her comfortable, I knew this was her favorite movie ever.

Placing her plate on front of her, and cup of soda she eats it fairly quickly and gives the plate while I eat standing, cleaning it, I go back to cuddle behind my girl, watching her movie, she sings with the songs, we both do, it was refreshing to be wired together, she was enjoying this movie, and I could understand why, the main character was sick from an old clients STD, and she was wanted by the Duke but fell in love with the writer, building the play the Duke was paying full for, the writer and hore hide their love through the play they make together. I'm the end she dies alone, leaving the Duke and Writer, when the last of the movie was playing, I got the idea from the movie to start signing in her ear, "love is a many splendid thing, all you need is love," she giggled then turned to face me. "What do you mean by that?" I caressed her cheek, "that all you need is love," I saw her eyes lose the light it had from my words but I then understood, "how do you feel about me Chelle?" I asked her straightforward, she looked a bit apprehensive but still replied, "I believe in love Jay, but I also was told that a gentleman sets the reality I live in, and if you don't like me that way than this will just stay at is, just a fun time." Her words confirmed my suspicions, and there I took it to the level that would make or break us forever, "Chelle, as a man that visions his future, I see you as my wife, and mother to our kids, I love you, I have loved for for years but I never took the chance because you proved me that you had been fuming around trying to live, and I accepted that, but I also accept that you might feel we can beat the odds, together." Her eyes where wide after my declaration.