Chapter 4 4. It's always but never h o e I love you

Edwuard wasn't around while the game was on, but my boys and I had a blast creating the teams; it wasn't news that I loved watching and doing all kinds of sports; I was a born Omega Warrior, my blood begged to be on a regular workout, and sports always did the trick, almost going to the last game a group of warriors entered the game room, Andy, and the rest of my pups moved like a heard to be close to me. A guy said, "Hey, never seen you before; what's your name?" I looked at him like he was an absolute joke, a bold tan guy with a nose piercing, charming.

Rolling my eyes, I said, "Yolanda," that made him grow his eyes, then gulped out loud; he added, "Lu, Luna, I'm sorry; I swear I didn't know you were; I mean, welcome, Luna, please forgive me for making a move on you I swear I didn't mean to be a jerk," not only did I looked at him up then down, I replied with curiosity, "why are you saying you're sorry for being a jerk first?" He looked at his friends, who were staying as still as a statue, when Kendrick broke the silence with his laugh, "No? Are you guys for real? Ma, looks like your boyfriend linked the pack; he told them about you by name," my eyes darted to my second eldest, "he did what!" I shouted when I heard my mate walking as he spoke, directing himself to me, "That's right, I informed my pack to be themselves but to be respectful, and if they act out of place, you will handle them as the true Luna you are," for some reason he made me feel like I was in a wrestling match, granted I always played like a boy but this would be interesting, "tell ya what warrior you beat me, and I won't give you a wedge on the first day of my Luna duty, deal?" He smiled like a kid at Christmas, "Alpha? Can I?" My mate saw me with curious eyes, "Well, my mate isn't shy in the training field; after all, she is a top warrior, so let's see how poor you are, Julio," hearing my mate be on my side was, sweet of him, was he looking forward to getting to know how good of a warrior I am? Or was this the mate bond? I was worried he wouldn't want me if he saw I was weak, "Mom?" I felt Jaime talk to me; turning to see him, I gave my smile; they didn't know I was struggling with the insecurities, or at least that's what I had hoped for, "right then, take us to the training grounds," Julio led us all to the back, where a vast backyard was free to be used, the beach was right there, mixed in the entire thing.

Knowing we would start the minute Julio walked in the back, I remained alert; once Julio touched the backyard ground, I raised my left leg, "Julio!" I kicked him straight in his chest the second he moved my way; my kick was charged with my wolf's strength, and my move was my advantage. I ran at werewolf speed, uniting my hands, I hit his chest to have him hit the ground, to which I then took his legs over my shoulders and swung him over me, having his face down on the dirt, placing my legs crossed on his neck I hold his legs. At the same time, I sit on his back, "Give up, Julio?" Asking him, my pups were cheering like crazy while I saw my mate look at me like I was the c eyes of his world, lost in his loving stare, we heard Julio, "Tap!" There I let him go while I did a back flip, getting as far as possible just in case it was a fake tap, but he didn't move from his position; my boys went to Julio to make fun of him when Edwuard came to me never leaving his stare towards me, "so what do you-" he didn't let me finish as he kissed me right there, I melted in his sweet kiss, fuck was I ready for him, my insides where acting like a volcano was exploding, "have dinner with me, please?" He asked me almost without breath. I smiled, "Well, I'm broke, so you would have to pay?" He kissed me lighter this time and said, "I'll pay for everything, and then some," I giggled, "Well, good, cause my eyes say I'm broke; send me money and not just cause you the fake president of your devoting imaginary only fans account to me," he growled at my words making me weak in my knees, what the hell was this man doing to me? It didn't matter much to me, but I wanted to have him a bit closer.

I wanted to go, and I knew my pups would not be far, but they were young; what kind of mother would put when pups aside to be happy? It's always "how was work" in being a mother, but never "quit, and I'll take care of you" from any man. Here's the thing about me. If I like you, like really like you, I've probably already thought about our lives together, and yet I can't even manage to ask for your number. Yet I was standing before a man I was too scared to even look at like a partner; maybe we should mark each other. I looked straight into his eyes, and there I knew it, "alright, but-" he again didn't let me finish, as I saw his eyes change into a different color, he was mind linking, not two seconds his eyes did it again after a while he came back to normal to say, "I'm aware you want your boys to be involved, I'm more than happy to have you all help your mom get ready, but on our date it's just her and me, it's in three hours from now so please be here by eight okay? It's a romantic dinner, with dancing, and just because I'm aware of the way you all are, I'm trying desperately to mark your mom; I want her to be mine so that I can be hers, forever," my pups didn't miss the underline, and I knew they understood what that meant. Still, I'm hoping they won't try to sabotage my choice, Milo was the very first to jump in, "alright then colors, style, and how far on the base?" I looked at my mate. My pups to them say, "well if it's out marking I'd say kill two stones with one shot?" I looked at my mate, who growled lowly; it wasn't a menacing growl because my ovaries were jumping from excitement to have his puppies fuck. What was happening to me was going to kill me internally. "Well that's that, let's go little lady," I chuckled with the way my son was behaving, always good with his words, such a playful pup of mine, virgin dog of mine, entering the pack house I realized that what I had said was truthful, I had no good money to but new clothes, and until I started to work I wasn't going to be able to get stuff, stopping I felt the sparks hit my back, but I also felt something poke me, it was a bulge that prompted me for sure, looking back was my mate looking at me with hunger, I whimpered at his stare, the strong scent of his arousal was driving me insane, "here, I don't want to hear a damn word from anyone of you, considering what I know, your mother is not only the Luna of my pack, she takes over Julio's position as the top warrior, and will train my warriors as such, a female warrior to train us all in combat will give sus the lead on any fight," my heart was about to explode did my mate gave me the job position I have dreamed about for more than seventeen years? I wanted to jump on my mate, but I had to control myself; I would ravish him the entire fucking night till I was pregnant again, or I entered on my heat; taking the card, he kissed my cheek.

Outside of the mansion, I saw a limo waiting for us; I looked at my pups, who also looked dumbfounded at the site, thinking we were going to be heading alone; the door opened to show a woman walk out of the limo, she gives me a small smile to which I don't reply with instead she follows to say her name, "hello, I'm Morgana, I'm the Beta's Mate, his name is Dane," I stayed still, I knew what a reasonable person was, and I didn't know if she was a good one or not because she wasn't told to me till now, that's not a good start to my confidence, feeling tense, she keeps talking, "I know the Alpha didn't say I was going on, but I told Dane it would be good to get to know my Luna, and especially after you took Julio's job, thanks for that, that ass hole has made fun of she wolves in this pack for the last time," her words had a hidden meaning. My eldest caught on as he asked, "dated?" She bit the inside of her cheek and bingo. "Let's go in the limo; if it's this, then it's semi-personal," Kendrick followed to say to which I smacked his neck for it; he hissed then acted all in pain, little shithead; once inside the lino, she explained everything that happened, and I seriously felt her big time, she lost her virginity to Julio, and during that time of a complicated, toxic relationship she met the Beta, she wasn't from around here, she was a gammas daughter here on business when they met she feared he would reject her for what she did. Still, in turn, he turned around and gave a beating the guy so hard he beat the living daylights out of Julio; good. We talked for a while, and I started to like her. I had few female friends for my life choices, but Morgana was super friendly, made me feel extremely comfortable, and was happy to have someone with a backbone by my side. We arrived at a vast mall that could fit the entire freaking pack if it wanted to. In the mall, I had the pleasure of learning where each thing was pretty quickly; Morgana told me it was okay to use the card for more than just tonight and that my boys could also go shopping, but I had rules for them, they knew what to do to get extra, but considering the fact they had been noticing but loving loyal pups, I caved, after going to Spencer's, a sex shop to which my dogs stayed outside of the store the entire time, I then went to Victoria secrete, to which they also stayed outside, Morgana wanted to have an alone time with her mate too, but she had to plan for another week as he would be babysitting my pups, she said it was okay but when it was her time she would give a rats ass of anyone but her mate, I completely understood her in that aspect, internally I planned the same thing with my mate. My mate. Those words sent delightful shivers up my body, the image of when he pumped behind me returned, and it was becoming a problem to fucking keep myself under control; after getting a ton of stuff, I saw one last thing that wasn't even remotely close to anything I would need now, but for some reason it made me stop as we passed the window.

A small infant girl suit was on the other side of the window. It looked like a princess outfit and made me think about what I was about to do. I had five strong, smart, caring, and magnificent boys, but what if I ended up having a girl this time? If he loved me for my boys, would he love his girl even more? Or would he reject me for telling him a cruel joke like that? I wanted what was in that small display behind the window; it was simply perfect for my little girl; maybe if he didn't want us, then at least I got something that was from his pack on his pup after purchasing what I wanted I turned to see Morgana standing at the door, walking past her I warmed her, "tell anything of this Alpha Edwuard, and I'll break your neck, got it?" She looked fearful at me; as we kept walking, we ended up in the food court; all of us ate our meals in one piece, all but Morgana, and there Milo asked her, "Everything okay there, Beta?" She looked at him a bit annoyed but quickly replied me directly, ""I'm aware you are afraid of being rejected for having a female pup Luna Yolanda, but you have no idea how much Alpha Edwuard has always wanted a big family, granted small minded jokes can be made right now, but talking seriously, he got the biggest family he could have ever prayed for, and if he gets a daughter it's a double blessing cause then he will want more pups, he is in love with you, and I can guarantee you that he will make sure you know my words aren't from a bimbo's point of view," she finished her meal then stood to leave, putting her tray away, I let out a breath, my pups knew I went in that store but not for that reason, they all looked at me like I had over done it, and in a way I might have but I was constantly fighting myself over the freaking answers to the same question, Xander took my hand, and so did Andy, but it was Milo who spoke first, "mom it's okay to feel like this but don't freak like that to someone who you clearly get along with, she is supper awesome with you, and to be fair knows the struggle of what you lived through for years," that made his brother, Kendrick add, "yea mom, loosen up, your starting to stink up the place," I huffed a laugh, "alright time to get you to your nanny, and me to my dinner, I'm still hungry from that fight," I got up with my tray, emptying it I turned to Morgana, "hey, I'm not going to beat around the bushes but you shouldn't have made me feel like shit, cause now I can't stop thinking about the Alpha holding a baby girl in his arms," she smiles brightly at me, then took my hands that held many shopping bags, "he is going to love that little pup more than you will ever know, and if he doesn't I'll punch him square in his face," she replied me, to which I laughed at her assertive actitud. When we arrived, the pack house was quiet; there was a big guy who looked like a bear almost; he made Morgana look tiny, which was hard cause she was of normal height, 5.07, blonde, and had an hourglass body. However, when the guy growled at her with definitely erotic intentions, I quickly spoke, "Minors in the pack house here." I pointed at my pups, who started to silence me, calling me lame and stupid stuff, but to my surprise, the guy laughed to speak then, "it's alright, I'm Beta Dane; I'll be babysitting the pups today; with my mate later on when you two are done getting ready.

My pups walked behind Dane, and Morgana walked with me to what would be my shared room; Alpha Edwuard had a magnificent bedroom, and to my surprise, he had a luxurious vanity on the other wall next to a double door closet, "did he just got me an expensive vanity? And had a closet ready for me?" I asked Morgana, to which she put the bags on the King size bed and then walked to hit a button, "you mean a walk-in closet with a love seat in it, right?" My mouth dropped, shit I was going to give my Alpha the full glory hole at this ducking rate. But before I could look around, Morgana said, "take out the clothes for literary an hour from now, shower, and everything cause you will be meeting the Alpha soon," she walked out to the door, leaving me to get ready, taking out my nude colored dress, I took out the make up I would wear with my dress, my curls Where going to shine today, taking my gold accessories, to match I saw the perfect set of lingerie, a red strapped set that would make him become like a freaking cartoon wolf, I took a nice shower, then motioned my skin to get all good and ready, placing my underwear first, I let my hair dry to then use the blow drier, now my wavy curls where in total volume, I put on my gold high heels, my makeup which consistent of a cat eye, red lips, mascara, full on makeup with gold blush to math my eyeshadow palette, I painted my nails hot red, matching my style I heard a knock on the door, "in a minute" I replied to which I heard, "please let me know when I can come in to meet my mate," Edwuard spoke fondly of me, I got up placed everything in the closet, luckily I had taken everything out I just needed to organize everything, taking my tight fit tub style cocktail nude color dress I realized the straps were visible, "shit" I acted quickly in removing the straps, the dress now looked perfect. Feeling perfect, I replied after putting myself in the picture mode; it felt just like prom night, only I had a way better chance at enjoying myself without feeling guilty; the minute Edwuard opened the door, my heart almost stopped; Edwuard wasn't like any other Alpha I had been with for starters he had on a suit that fits him to a T, he had a freaking body of a god, and his smile could make me a puddle of water in seconds, holding red roses in one hand. The doorknob on the other, he said in a dominant tone, "Mine!" I swear I wanted that Alpha cock like a fucking horn dog. He was so close to losing his calm, but instead, he controlled himself before taking another step. He placed the roses in front of me and said, "I asked your eldest what your favorite roses were. I have a lot of competition from not just one lover of yours, but a total of five," I smiled at his choice of words; I took the roses from him, setting them in a vase that had nothing, and I placed water in them.

Edwuard was raping me with his eyes the entire time; walking outside, he hugged me so tight it was tricky to walk correctly, "Ed hunny, don't you think you're being a bit possessive?" I asked him, and he stopped, "What did you call me?" I realized what I had said to which he tilted my neck to start sucking it; I felt myself get wet from his sucking on where he would mark me; it was no mistake I was the only one moaning in the middle of the stairs down to the main floor, the moment he stopped he kissed my collar bone to say in his raspy voice, "I swear to fuck I'm putting a pup in you before the night ends," I pushed away then started to walk away, "Yolanda?" He asked for me, but I didn't stop; why was I running away from my mate when I had agreed to give him a chance? I couldn't stop fearing his rejection, which made him pin me against the wall. "I will let go of the fact that you failed to obey me when I asked for you, but you are telling me why you ran from me, mate?" His question had me torn; I must have looked like a frightened child; as he placed his hand on my cheek, I leaned in his hand, breathing slowly to relax, "What if we don't have boy pup? Or what if we get into a huge fight for something trivial? Or-" he growled at me, then pressed my forehead to mine, "Yolanda, I gave full permission to Morgana when she told me she would accompany you, what she told you is true, I want a big family, not just your pups but ours, and a girl wouldn't kill my dreams, a princess from my Queen would only boost my fucking love for you," I stayed still with the way he was talking to me, "let's go to our dinner there we will be more open about everything, alright?" I nodded; I was nowhere near available to talk to him after what he said; I lost track of thought when he said I was his Queen; was I really that important to him? Walking to the front doors, I saw a beautiful black Alpine A110; it looked classy but was also full of power. He opened the door for me, and I got in; he spoke, "Did you choose this just to make a point, or am I going to get lucky? Cause if it's both, just cut my balls right now, Yolanda; I'd rather die than not have my mate," I felt like I had to make my point, so I chose to do just that; I unzipped his pants, letting his now full length out, fuck I was going to be a happy little girl at Disney land with this magic Mike cock, feeling my mouth about to drool I started sucking on his cock like I wanted to get the sweet honey out of him, I didn't stop, even when he began to trust his hips in me, not until I heard him groan as he shot his hot cum inside my mouth, I sucked him nice and dry, cleaning his tip, I put my new favorite toy back in his pants, then said as I went to sit around like a lady, "we are going to have a good meal, and then go for the long run, if I'm exactly what you say I am. You will prove it like I just did," he growled at me in a dangerous tone, "I'll fuck you harder then those five alphas could ever fucking dream of," and just like that my jealous cunt let her juices escape, fuck me.