Chapter 4 Cameron Greyson

I can't believe he stood there watching her, my angel. Tiara. I'd claimed her since day one she was a short girl back then, she was shy and didn't make friends that easily as I understand her best friend was at a different high school to her, god she's in so much trouble. I know what my friends are like. I'll try and protect her and her time here. Her blue eyes sparkled in the morning sun. I smiled, looking at her. Little did I know back then she was going to be the target of my friends' bullying.

I tried so hard to protect her, but my friends noticed I was into her and made sure I involved myself in her bullying. I didn't want to, but I had no choice. She was my angel, one I swore to protect, and now I was becoming like them, her bully too.

As she grew older, the more attracted I got to her. The more my friends noticed I was in love with this girl, and they made it top priority for me to bully her to knock some sense into me. She was no virgin when I finished with her. I felt so disgusted with myself. I'd beaten her up pretty badly before I fucked her.

My life is so fucked up. My friends and I were always together roaming the corridors, she tried to avoid us as much as possible. '"Hey, it's sugar Tits."

She ignored us.

"How about a feel?"

My friends laughed.

"I'll get you all wet for me baby and spread all my cum all over your 30 A's how's about it?"

She showed her middle finger. She just didn't do that?

"I'll put all my fingers in you, and you'll be screaming out my name to stop."

"Fuck You!"

Oh she did.

She surprised us all and ran away down the corridor, but we were on her trail. She slipped into the girls' toilets, but that wasn't going to stop us. She emerged out of one of the toilets washing her hands, drying them, turning back to the door. The punch broke her nose. She stumbled back, the second dropped her to the floor. They were all kicking and punching her. I wanted to do something. I wanted to stop them. But I couldn't because they'd beat on me too, my poor angel. "You're nothing special Tiara, you need to be taught a lesson."

They moved away, nodding at me. I leaned down to her talking into her ear. "You're worthless Tiara. No one will ever want you. Just look at you. You're so fucking ugly."

God, I hated the words I said to her. I looked at my friends. They nodded and walked out. She tried to get up. I pushed her down. "Please Cameron, please let me go. I know you're not like them."

"How wrong you are, angel."

I went to touch her. She suddenly turned, catching me off guard. I landed on the floor with a thud. Fuck that hurt. She ran to the door, but I grabbed out at her leg, pulling at it. She fell to the floor. I pulled myself onto top of her. "You know nothing about me, angel, nothing."

"Please Cameron." She begged, tears rolling down her face.

God did she have to cry. I already felt guilty enough. I leaned over her, pulling her skit up. I'm going to regret this. She was so sweet she didn't deserve any of this. I was supposed to be protecting her, but I was being what my friends wanted me to be. "You're nothing angel, nothing."

I slammed into her. She screamed. I placed my hand over her mouth, pounding into her. Her warm tears hitting my hand, I leaned over to her ear. "You're pathetic, angel. Just look at you. You should be enjoying me fucking you, but you're crying like a two-year-old." My hand went over her breasts. "And... these are not even something to go mad over. I've seemed and felt bigger and better." I continued, my hand, sliding down her body to her private parts. "And you haven't even reached puberty yet? You're not even a grown-ass woman yet. There are no pubes. So soft. Do you wax or are you delayed?"

Her tears kept coming. I didn't care, I just kept slamming into her until I cummed inside her. I pulled away, getting up and looking at her distraught face. God, what have I done? I looked at her disgusted with myself, but I couldn't stop the words that fell out of my mouth. "This isn't over angel Til the next time." I said before opening the door and walking out.

I can't believe I just took her virginity. I should've pulled out, shit. I don't want to be a dad. I had to do something the guys thought I was going to torture her a little more, but I went too far. I walked up to her the following day with a box which held a pill in it. I told her to take it and forget what had happened. She took it from me and hid it in her bag. I wasn't sure if she ever took it, but I know two things. It never happened again and she never got pregnant. Now here he was staring at her, my angel. I wanted to punch him in the face, but what could I do but sit back and watch.

When I saw them together during break, I wondered why he'd dragged her to us when we had been bullying her for the last three years, and we had all seen it in his eyes. She was his target. I couldn't get in the way, or he'd start asking questions, ones I couldn't answer. I just couldn't believe he gave her drugs. She wasn't that kind of person, and we could all tell she was stoned. Please forgive me, angel, because I have sinned. I'll make it up to you, I promise. Even if I don't know how I will.