Chapter 3 about Draven's pain

Chapter 3

Mj cried when I finished telling the story. I sighed and suddenly he cried.

"Are you okay?" I asked him but he just gave a bad look.

"Omg! You ugly?! Didn't you say it?!" he asked and started to cry even more.

I laughed. Because I didn't say anything about Draven's pain. All they know is that I got pregnant and went to New Zealand, especially Mother. But does my story really make you cry? I guess so? My past was horrible and a nightmare but I couldn't believe just by telling Mj, the heartache I was feeling disappeared.

"It hurts so much remembering my sufferings from the past... That's why I can't tell you"

He stood up and took the knife from the table. "What are you gonna do with that?" I asked him when he suddenly stood up from the table and shouted

"What am I going to do here? I'm going to kill that damned person?! He's an idiot?! He has no right. What?! I'm going to cut him off?!"

I just laughed and laughed. He was really angry, it was like Draven was in front of him and he wanted to fuck him. It's a good feeling to have a friend like Mj. The heavy and painful weight I've been carrying since then is slowly disappearing. Would it have been better if I had told him everything then?

We have started work, and maybe we will be scolded. The flight was so tiring. My schedule today was tight.

6:00 am to 7:00 am Korea

7:00 am to 8:00 am Japan

8:00 am to 10:00 am hawaii

1:00 am to 3:00 am Indonesia

3:00 am to 4:00 am Philippines.

I finished work and went home, but I went to our boss to ask for permission to take my son to work.

"Your fired?!" shouted my boss in his office.

A woman and a man came out with slumped shoulders because of our boss' dismissal. Yes, our boss is ruthless, I don't know. I still haven't seen the boss

Just now

Boss?" I knocked on the door.

"come in"

"Boss?" I knocked on the door.

"Come in" his voice is calm, this voice is so familiar. When I opened the door I was slightly surprised to see Derek in the office.

"Derek?!" he winked at me and i winced.

"Oh, Ferry... How's work?" he smiled and leaned his body on the chair.

"It's okay." I shook my head. "I'm here to ask permission to bring my son. Is it okay to bring him here?"

It nodded. "Really?!" nod again.

I am very thankful because I can take baby with me on my flight. He won't even be able to board at home.

The next day I got ready for our flight because now I can take my son with me. "Baby? Are you done?"

He nodded and smiled. "Winter is excited mommy!" he jumped. Awww cute

"Let's go?" He nodded and tightened his grip on my hand.

"Mommy?"

"Hmm?"

"Don't ever let go of Winter mommy" I smiled when he said that. I hugged him tight,

"Of course baby" even if I give my life I will protect you baby. I will not let them take you.

"Gay?! Omg?! Hi baby Winter?!" Mj shouted as Winter waved.

"Hi auntie Mj!" Mj smiled because she was called aunt. he pinched his cheek then spoke.

"Aunt will give you candies after this"

"Really?!" Mj nodded, he patted Winters head before going inside the airplane.

When the plane landed, baby got off immediately because he was so excited. We were in Japan my baby's favorite country.

"Let's shop baby?" I asked him and he nodded. We walked around the shops and entered them one by one.

I had fun, we had fun. This day is very happy for me because this is the time we bond for the longest time. Sometimes I can't pay attention to the baby because I'm at work. But if I have time I can have fun with my baby but not every time.

"Baby stay here okay? Don't go away again okay?"

"Baby stay here okay? Don't go away again okay?" I asked him and he smiled then nodded.

"Yes mommy!" I sighed and left the shop. I looked into the shop and saw Winter waving, I laughed a little and waved.

"Hello?"

"Ferry is this you?"

"Yes why Drake?"

"Because it's a festival the next day in Zumaragga, maybe you want to include Winter in the celebration of the hacienda?"

"Alright! I'll come, will I skip the Zumaragga festival?"

"Thank you Ferry!"

"Alright, let's know first"

"alright"

I hung up and went back to the shop. I saw Winter talking to someone? I frowned.! Maybe that's a kidnapper? I ran to where Winter was and heard what they were talking about.

"Hey kiddo, where's your mom?" her voice is soft. But I was more likely surprised when I realized it was Draven?!

"Mommy... Talks to someone in the phone call!" Winter smiled.

"Oh really?" Winter nodded. "Talk about a reckless mother" he hissed.

Am I reckless?! Well, he is my point. I hope I don't leave him.

"No!! Mommy is not! Mommy loves me. I respect mommy, mommy had work to do?! That is why I stay in here! Besides Winter is a grown up?!" Winter was getting angry at that tone. I smiled baby fought me..

I heard Draven sighed. "Do you think your Mommy isn't lying?"

Baby shook his head. "No! I know mommy is not a liar, mommy tells me everything from her morning works and until she is done working! And she tells me ofcourse the past but i dont wanna remember the past..." baby's voice was screaming.

"Past?" Draven frowned

"Ahuh. Past! Winter dont like it, because it made mommy cry... And i dont want mommy to be sad" I couldn't stop crying, aww my baby I really loved you.

"But if mommy will lie" he continued. I know baby doesn't like me anymore if I lie. "Winter will forgive mommy!" my eyes widened.

"What?! Why?"

"Because, mommy let me feel all the love, all the care, even she is busy she still loves me. She didn't abandon me! That is why i loved Mommy so much! And i dont want mommy to be sad"

I wiped my own tears and went to them. "Baby?!" I shouted here which caught his attention.

"Mommy!" he gave me a hug. "Mommy look its that stranger who helps me when im lost!"

Yeah right. Stranger, how can I tell you that this stranger is your father. "Let's go?" I turned to Draven. "Good bye sir" I bowed and left there.

Life really is small, are we going to make money that year?! "Mommy can I ask?"

"What is it baby?"

"Where is daddy?"

"Where is daddy?"

"Where is daddy?"

That question keeps coming back to my mind. How can I answer that? It's annoying! Is it because we always make money? Should I run away again? But he has a lot of money, he can turn the world upside down just to get what he wants.

"You look beautiful" Drake said, bringing me back to reality. By the way, I'm coming down the stairs wearing a black satin dress. We are going to the hacienda because it is a festival in Zumaragga. The celebration will be held at the hacienda and there will be a ball gown.

"Baby stay here okay?" I responded softly and he also gave me a smile.

"Yes mommy! Promise me we will visit Zumaragga!" he shouted excitedly and I laughed.

"Yep. Mommy promise" we both made pinky promises, then turned to Nanny Merlyn. "Please take good care of Winter nanny ah. Don't worry I will raise your salary" I replied explaining his face.

"Yes? Go ahead!"

I smiled then waved. I walked to the car parked outside, a Lexus was parked waiting for me.

"Let's go?" he asked more. Well it cannot be denied, Drake is so handsome with his Business Suit Attire. Neat hair that matched his posture, and his aura was intense,

I think women will kneel before him and I mean all.

"Sure" I accepted his hand. The size of Drake's hand, his fingers are so long... Longer than mine. My fingers are not long.

"Are all your siblings going to the party?" I asked him while sitting in the shotgun seat.

"Yes, why? Are you interested in them?" he turned to me while driving with only one hand.

"Huh? What? No?! I was just asking for an apple, of course" I rolled my eyes.

He laughed. "I was just joking, I know no one likes others"

"Yes, nothing" I looked at the road.

"Good"

It took us a few hours to get to the hacienda, the hacienda was already shining in the distance.

I giggled. "They really prepared"

Drake was surprised. "You giggled?" I frowned at that question.

"Why is it not allowed?" I asked with a smiling dog.

"Nope. I'm shocked its the very first time you giggle" I smiled when he said that, and I pinched his cheeks.

"Really? It's because of you! Be happy. It's an honor" I said and placed my hand on my chest. The proud proud, yes that is.

"Ofcourse, its an honor to make you giggle" he bowed. He really looks like a prince. I laughed.

"You look beautiful when you laugh" maybe I'm blushing now because of what he said, I don't know!

"Flattery! Go ahead and make me fall in love with you, you're dead!" I still smirked.

"Then isn't it good to hear?"

"Hear what?"

"My long lost princess falls in love with me" I stopped. Now he's the one with the smirk. I slapped him.

"Are you a princess? I have a child!" I said and walked into the hacienda.

"Then my lovely queen..."

as expected, many people attended. The Yuchenghos are especially rich. Who could not refuse a grand and rich pleasure?

Most of those who attended were those who worked in the hacienda then. I still know them, of course there are new faces here too.

"Iho! How are you?" I suddenly turned to see where it came from. Andoy's face made me smile.

"It's okay! You guys? We're getting weak," I joked to him and he laughed.

"I'm still a buffalo, strong strong!!" I just shook my head. Manong Andoy is old enough to be joking.

"Yes, by the way, how is Angie?" I asked him who put a smile on his face.

"He became a flight attendant in the States iho" I smiled at his answer.

"Good news, I'm leaving first" I waved goodbye.

I see many familiar faces, many greet me because they were worried about me. They say I'm the one with the skin on the onion, that's only because of Draven.

As I walked, I stopped at the Yuchengho family's garden. There was no one there because everyone was inside, however the bulk of the man sitting on the garden swing was never out of my sight.

I heard the cry of a man and what is still surprising is that the one crying is the most positive of all the siblings, Dhanver.

I sat slowly on the swing. "Are you alone?" I asked him softly.

"Ah... Eh.. I just wanna feel the silence? Because it was a very happy day," he answered with a forced smile.

"Happy? Did I hear you moaning?" I asked him more.

"That's tears of joy " he smiled and took the letter from his pocket.

"I have decided, to take my life...." I was surprised by the first statement he said. Why? And what does it mean take away? "I mean.... Im tired of being compared, I don't want Ghail anymore" he replied weakly.

"Compared huh? I've experienced that!" I'm happy to shout. "You know... Instead of taking your life away, why don't you prove to that jerk who is much better?"

"How?" he looked at me. D*mn i never knew Dhanver is handsome, last time we met he is just so cute with his positive vibes...

"Don't rely on someone else." he frowned. "Try relying on yourself, because no one can help you but you. If you can't then survive!"

He cried. I feel like a child humehele now. "Thanks Ghail.... You are really kind"

He stood up from the swing and stood next to me. He leaned his head on my shoulder which made me panic. "D-D-Dhanver.."

"Please just for a minute..." I only smiled and let him cuddle with me. Dhanver is like my brother and I want to comfort him.

And for the two hours of sitting, comforting and cuddling with Dhanver... I felt peace comfort and the cold of the wind blows my mind perspectively....

"Where is daddy?"

To Be Continued...