Chapter 5 V

-What a lack of delicacy, little one! "You didn't wake me up," comments Hernan, when he gets up and sees me awake.

-After last night's party you just wanted to sleep, that's all. You drank too much, so I left you alone.

-I don't deserve so much consideration, next time you wake me up. Promise? I have to take good care of you.

-Of course, you're in charge. You are the boss.

"How wonderful that you say that to me, it makes me laugh," he tells me, as he brings me closer to his bare chest. You take advantage of the fact that I'm dead because otherwise...

- We will have breakfast. -I said, to change the subject. I'm very hungry naughty girl.

-Today I thought I would please you with whatever you want. I take a shower and we leave. Then a friend arrives who sells imported clothes, so you can choose what you want.

-Thank you, Hernan. I need everything. I don't have anything nice to wear and the atmosphere here is high class.

-Baby, if you behave, I'll buy whatever you ask for. You will see! Whatever.

I couldn't help but smile and I'm not faking it. I like his way, I hope it continues like this because what we have to live through is already quite difficult. As if that made everything difficult for me. I need to have new things to stimulate me.

Breakfast is in the pool area. The party continues because I see some Germans in the water. These guys are kind of weird. Hernan sits next to me and we start eating. I drink two orange juices, one after the other. I'm dead of thirst.

There is so much variety that I opt for a yellow cheese arepa with spicy shredded meat. The hairy one as they call her, my favorite. I open my mouth wide and take the first bite.

-What good thing! -I exclaim, without thinking.

-He laughs a lot because of my funny expression.

-We're confident, aren't we? -I tell him, looking him in the eyes.

-Yes, of course, my jojoto. Feel free. You can say anything that makes you feel good.

What's left, I have to keep the party peaceful until I find something. With everything I've been through in life, I'm learning to detect when I have a chance and when I don't. And this isn't exactly my moment to hit back. I must gain ground.

The rest of the group is still a little drunk. The one I haven't seen is Mateo , where is he? He probably went shopping. I have a feeling he's involved with that woman, the employee. But I'm not the jealous girlfriend, I'm interested in having him by my side. No fight.

It's clear to me that in order not to turn people against me, I have to support them. At least I have Yuraima. Even though I'm part of this whole mess, I can't deny that it helped me adapt.

There is also what we share, none of this is out of commitment, far from it. I think she feels alone. If it weren't for Mateo and her, my life would be pure hell. In addition, speaking of hell, who is the person on the video call? That doesn't inspire confidence in me. I'll consult Hernan.

The fear that gives me is that he is planning to sell me, I will not allow that. I, despite the mess I'm in, dream of getting married in the future.

-What a lack of masculinity! It's all his fault - interrupts Mateo , referring to some gossip that is on the lips of the women in the center. This guy is an idiot, I'm not letting her under the same roof. I throw her out on the street for being a criminal.

After the misfortune that happened with Martin, she is already flirting with the boys in town. Yes, she didn't mourn her own husband, she was there looking for dick, after the males.

-And why doesn't her husband shoot her between the eyebrows? When a woman reaches this level of disrespect. The best thing to do is cut corners. Otherwise, all the shit will go to you, my little brother", emphasized Hernan.

-You already know boss that that one is very sexist. But when you come into contact with a woman, it's very hot. There's no way anyone is going to leave.

I almost died hearing that, thank God he didn't have the courage to look at me. I swear I'm going to faint now.

-Hey advice, if this happens to you one day, you kill her without thinking twice. If your lover has to cry, you cry. What you can't do is lose respect for yourself because things really get complicated there.

-In the neighborhood they talk about poor things and such. And they don't know that the woman he had before was a real witch. The girl was tough with the tarot and they looked for her a lot because she did all kinds of work. Even to kill people, that's what they say... who cares if they did something wrong?

-Now, apparently, scabies tastes good, it doesn't itch, as the saying goes. I'd rather have one or two besides the cool one. Most of those who fall for this business are bitten by girls. The girls sell them or, even worse, the jealous wife gives them away. There is nothing more dangerous than an injured woman. God saved me!

What I like most about being quiet is that it went unnoticed and even naive. They themselves give me the data to know what to do and how. So you like tarot, one of these nights I'm going to surprise you by reading your future. I have to seek, please them and, above all, make myself indispensable with the weapons I possess.

- Mateo tonight I need to meet the boss and I want you to accompany me. You come with the bugs, you know. I bought the new ones from the gun dealer. All predictions are not superfluous.

-What about the boss, boss? You don't have a dog that barks at you, as far as I know.

-Don't ask too much, kid. That we all have someone at the top, to whom we are accountable. Even Satan himself, no one is saved. I'm going to talk to the spokesman for the olives, one of the suns, don't make me talk too much, well, do you understand or not?

Mateo , be careful, he told him silently, with a penetrating gaze. And hell see and wink at me. He's a crazy man on the loose. He's not afraid of bullets.

I'm calm because Hernan will be late, that's depressing. When he leaves for his meetings he shows up early in the morning. I'll be able to sleep in peace at least.

As for Mateo , we'll be together again at any moment. I'll never forget the way he holds me in his arms, nor the way he makes me tremble with pleasure. The perfect lover, I want him so much.