Chapter 4 Satisfying desires

"Good morning Sir." I greeted as soon as I entered his office.

"Good morning Zendaya." He replied.

A look passed between us, just as it had been for the past few days ever since that make out session. And the look I saw in his, reflected within me. We were both torn between satisfying desires as humans and respecting boundaries as professionals in a company. And ever since we've had a taste of each other, we wanted the whole meal. I could see it clearly in his stare, we wanted each other. I'd had dreams of him doing things I could only dream about to me.

Breaking eye contact, I cleared my throat. "Sir this is the file containing the details of the sales of gas to the Russian client. I have looked into it and done all the..." The rest of my words were cut short by the sudden claim of my lips by his.

"I could not help myself." He said after a while, my lower lip was swollen as was his. The kiss had been demanding and filled with hunger. Hunger to go beyond the lips and explore more of each other.

"This is hard sir." I told him honestly.

"Yes it is." He trailed a finger along the bridge of my nose. "What is it about you that makes it hard for me to control myself?"

I blinked, trying to fight the sensual tingle across my skin. It was same for me but I did not tell him that. "This could ruin our work relationship sir."

He drew back and grunted in frustration. "Don't I know that, but I can't control myself."

"Maybe I should not come in anymore." Ignoring the disappointing kick in my stomach, I continued. "Maybe you call me only when you need me and not all the time. If we probably try to stay away from each other, give space, everything will be fine." Liar Zendaya, you're such a big fat liar! I screamed in my head, knowing my desire for my boss could not be contained. It was haunting, following me everywhere. Even when he was not there, I was haunted. Staying away would not help but I swatted those buzzing thoughts flying around my head and maintained a calm exterior.

"You think that will work? Let's see how far that takes us. You can go." He said dismissively and went back to his seat.

I walked out of his office and slumped into my seat as soon as I was in. I made sure to lock the door. What was happening? How had things happen this fast? I didn't know how long I had sat there but I jolted when my phone rang, I looked at the caller and smiled.

"Hey Valerie." I greeted. Pushing the thoughts of my boss and his wonderful hands out of my mind to focus on the call my new friend. I never really had any friends growing up and when the receptionist and I moved from cheerful greetings to minor talks and then some gossips, I knew she was the friend any lonely, friendless person like me would enjoy plus she was funny too.

"Hey. Its lunch time, you're not coming down?"

I glanced at the slim watch adorning my wrist, with more salary now, I could afford some good stuff. "Already? Where has the time gone? I'm coming right away."

"Meet me at our usual spot." She said.

"Alright. I'll be there." I ended the call, took my purse and proceeded to the door, I was just unlocking it when it flew open in my face, I moved back quite startled. It was my boss. "Do you want anything sir?"

"You." Then he locked the door and jammed his lips into mine. Every thought of lunch and Valerie cleared and he took over. His touch was messing with my head, but I had to fight it.

"Sir, let's not..."

"Tell me you don't want this." He whispered close to my ears, his hands roaming everywhere on me, one of his hands slipped beneath my shirt, my breath hitched, my pulse sprinted. "Tell me." He urged as he seduced me with his hands.

"I...I..." I could not form words. His hands beneath my shirt made my insides soar. Passion pinched my stomach and tingled my skin. My bare skin was fire under his touch.

"Let's do this. Don't you want to find out? Don't you want to quench this crazy desire?" He lifted my chin as my phone buzzed, it was possibly Valerie.

"My phone, sir."

"Tell me dammit!" He cursed under his breath as he grabbed me for another mind-numbing kiss. "Let's go right now, Zendaya. Let's go find out."

I read and understood the meaning of his words and I was sorely tempted. I could not resist him anymore, his seduction was overwhelming. Moreover, I had an embarrassingly huge crush on him. Maybe he likes me. Through our time together, I had never seen him with any woman or answer the call of any.

I moaned when I felt a soft brush against the bra. "Yes. Let's go find out." I replied breathlessly.

"Meet me downstairs?" He asked.

I nodded. "Yes, I will."

He left and I picked my phone that had started buzzing again. "Hello Valerie."

"Where are you?"

"I'm sorry. My boss just informed me of a business meeting he wants us to go for."

"Oh okay. I'll just eat alone then."

I felt guilty. "I'm so sorry, Val."

"It's okay. You're just doing your job. Take care bye."

Then the line went dead. I took my purse and went downstairs to meet my boss. I could not believe I was excited and already anticipating his hands on me. I wondered where he was taking us to. Was it a hotel? Or his house? Wherever he decides, I don't mind. I just wanted to be with him.

He smiled as soon as he saw me step outside the building, my heart melted. This crush was becoming more than a crush.