Chapter 5 Juan's Mates

MYRTLE's POV

The alarm went off for the third time today and I finally jumped out of bed. I threw it across the room to see if that would make it stop buzzing, but it ended up on the floor instead. The events of the previous day involving Alpha and Beta were running through my head as I got out of bed and groggily rubbed my eyes. What they meant by that was unclear, but I knew I'd find out in an hour and a half when I meet with them.

After forcing myself to the restroom, I saw that my pink nightgown had hitched up, exposing my midsection. Oh no, I really need to clean up my act. The dark hair that had fallen to my back was combed, and I washed my teeth before I got started. I quickly hopped in the shower, not wanting to get late and insult someone who was a higher rank than me, which was relatively easy for me being an omega as practically everyone had a higher position than me.

After I was done, I hurried off to change. Since meeting with the Alpha and Beta was such a rare opportunity, it was appropriate to dress formally. Brown slacks and a white button-down shirt were the only things in my closet that weren't pink, a dress, a nightgown, or something my parents would consider indecent, so I threw them on as quickly as possible.

Yesterday, I broke the news to my parents, and they were so startled that they insisted I wear a proper outfit. Being an omega sucked, but since the rest of my family was high-ranked, it wasn't as horrible for me as it could've been; I was well-supplied for and had a loving family.

As the final step in my preparations, I fashioned a low bun out of my hair. After making my way downstairs, I found my family already seated at the dinner table. I got a little lecture on how important it is to respect those in authority positions, and then I was free to go. I made my way to the packhouse and into the Alpha's office.

I skipped there with music playing in my ears and kicking pebbles out of the way. It was only a little distance to go. As soon as I was close to the packhouse, I "propered" up and marched to the unreasonably big dark wood doors.

I unlocked the door and entered cautiously, making sure to keep my bearings and go directly to my destination. Due to the early hour, the packhouse was relatively deserted. As soon as I stepped outside the Alpha's office, my pulse quickened.

Fear of what may happen in the office prevented me from knocking. What a beautiful mansion! A minor panic attack had begun. Fear of what might happen when I finally meet the Alpha caused my heart rate to increase and my knees to weaken. I sat down in the guest chairs immediately to compose myself, but it didn't help.

It seemed as if every last breath on Earth had been used up, and here I was, gasping for air. Oh, God, I should have kept taking my pills. This happened right when I was starting to feel better. I felt tears coming to my eyes as I heard the sound of approaching footsteps and quickly tried to compose myself so as not to appear weak in front of my pack mates. I didn't want anyone to know that I suffered from chronic anxiety, save my close friends and family and my doctors.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the figure approach me, so I forced a grin for the sake of my honor. Concerning anxiousness, I refuse to be labeled as the weak omega.

"What's wrong, Myrtle? I hope you're doing fine." Beta Hadeth got down on one knee before me. "Are you hurt?" he asked. His voice was filled with worry and I was taken aback because I had assumed I had everything under control.

"Yes, Beta, I'm fine here." I excused myself from my seat and looked away to avoid making eye contact as I stood and walked rapidly toward the door leading to Alpha's office.

"Are you sure, Myrtle?" queried the Beta, rising up, and I quickly nodded. Not wanting to allow any opportunity for any conduct that could be considered disrespectful. Strangely, his presence helped me relax. Only my dad has the skills necessary to do that.

"You're going to the Alpha's office?" he asked and I nodded in response. "Well, let's go then," said the Beta and stuck out his hand for me.

I was extended a hand by him. Still reeling from the mini-attack that had occurred mere seconds before, my heart rate increased, and my throat dried out once again. Was he looking for me to hold it? He did if he stretched out his hand, but I was too shy to shake it. When I asked him directly if it was okay if I did that, the expression in his blue eyes settled the question. I followed orders and clasped my partner's hand. Having someone's hand on mine has a strangely calming effect.

He took me to the office and barged right in without knocking. The Alpha caught my attention as he sorted through paperwork. When we barged in unexpectedly, his eyes narrowed and fixed on us with hostility. I felt unease rising and tried to pull away, but the Beta's grip on my hand was too firm. As his brain digested us, his hostile expression softened into a friendly visage and a tepid smile.

With a deep and velvety voice, the Alpha greeted me.

I averted my eyes after saying my greetings back.

The Alpha and the Beta stared at me with such menacing intensity that it did little to calm my nerves. Had I done something wrong?

The Beta's hand suddenly left mine and pulled my chin up, making me look at him directly. Once again, the dryness in my throat felt like a desert, and I found myself gulping uncontrollably.

"Relax, please, Myrtle. I've already told you you're not in trouble at all, quite the opposite," the Beta stated and I believed him. I gave a tiny nod and a fake smile, and he gave me a much bigger one in reply.

Alpha motioned to a couch in the corner of the room. "Why don't you take a seat, Myrtle?" I did as I was told.

They both got closer and for some reason, the Alpha put his arm over the Beta's waist.

Alpha smiled at the Beta and me. "Myrtle, Beta Hade here is my mate, and so are you." he explained to me so casually.

My vision became gray, and I felt like throwing up from shock. A and B: what do they stand for? What about my pals? My moon queen, how lovely you are. Can you believe this? That's not going to happen! Where does the omega fit in a relationship with the Alpha and the Beta?

Is this really happening to me right now?