Chapter 4 4

He just snorted before letting out a deep breath.

"I'm going to sleep inside." that's all he said. He didn't wait for my answer before he went inside.

I was left dumbstruck by his position earlier. I thought about the situation that happened to me while enjoying the cool air. I don't want Trixie to feel my coldness, I don't want to hurt her either. But how do I feel about winter?

I can't replace my feelings.

I can't stop it because I feel you on my own.

I close my eyes before brushing my hair. Just then a car stopped in front of the house so I turned around.

Lola Perla went down there with an unfamiliar man. I was waiting for winter to follow but the car left and I didn't see the girl I was waiting for.

"Why are you still here?" that was Lola Perla's question that I did not immediately answer.

"Where is winter?"

"Calix is ​​with it, they just went somewhere.."

"Where did they go?" I couldn't believe what I heard. Where will that man take winter?

"I didn't ask anymore. But I guess that was a surprise to calix because it's now their third month with winter.."

"Why didn't you come?"

"That's just for the two of them, son. Besides, calix won't do anything to my grandson. I've known that boy for a long time.."

"How can you be sure?" grandma laughed at my reaction. He grabbed my shoulder before tapping it.

"Calix is ​​a good boy. That will be respected and I have a lot of confidence in it.."

I didn't answer Lola Perla anymore. If they have confidence, I don't have anything!

That man's appearance! Maybe what will he do with winter while they're just the two of them?

Sh*t. How can I calm myself down?

"Come in son, winter will come home too.."

I nodded. "I'm just here for now, rest now.."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes grandma. Get some rest.." grandma smiled at me.

"All right. I'll leave you there.." grandma walked in. Again I was left almost restless. Jealousy is rising in me because I think winter is with another man. I want to mess up, but I don't know how! I'm disgusted, I'm disgusted with myself because why do I feel this way!

I want these feelings. But i don't want this d*mn jealousy! Its going to kill me hardyl!

Fvck!

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It was past ten o'clock when I heard an engine outside the house. I was in the living room with Uncle Henry. Even he has not slept because he is also waiting for his son.

While the others were sleeping soundly because they were also preparing for tomorrow when they left with Aunt Raquel.

Uncle Henry sat beside me before he placed the cup of coffee in the center table.

"Have a coffee first.." i grab the coffee he made for me. It feels different to me. I never experienced this with daddy, but I don't need to compare them. Since daddy is big in a rich family, I don't need to expect uncle henry to do this.

"Why isn't that boy there yet? I let him go but it was late.."

I immediately responded to uncle's anger. "You should get mad at her uncle, she is a human being and it shouldn't go past this hour of the night with her boyfriend..."

"I really don't know why he is not there. He didn't do it before.."

"It's good that we call calix.."

"You thought that was good.." I held out the cellphone to him so he could call Calix. He took Calix's number from his cell phone before typing it into my phone for him to call.

"Hello calix, it's me.." I listen to their conversation. But it is not clear because the cellphone is not on loud speaker. "Is that so? Be careful.." he ended the call. I looked in wonder before uncle handed the cellphone back to me.

"Where are they now?"

"They say they are on their way home.."

"Really? is it close?"

"Yes, they just went to the other town to go on a date.." I was speechless at what uncle said. My head is getting hot even though it shouldn't be.

I took a deep breath. I sipped my coffee and waited for calix and winter to arrive.

Half an hour before I heard the car engine in front of the house. My uncle and I stood up to take a look to see if it was them, at the door opening I saw winter getting out of the car.

calix opened her. It holds gifts even flowers that are sure to come from calix.

I frowned as I stood near the door. Uncle came out and met his son. Calix asked for a dispensation which was favored by the uncle.

I was shaking. Calix got into the car and left immediately. Uncle is holding his son while winter is wearing a long jacket.

"Calix will be home tomorrow, I just let him go for a walk.." my eyes rolled at winter's words. I didn't even wait for him to enter.

I walked up to my room to rest. I don't want to feel this, but I can't stop being angry just because she dated that guy.

I collapsed on the bed. My forehead was wrinkled as I looked at the ceiling. I'm not sleepy yet, I want to enter winter's room to ask what they did, where exactly did calix go. But I washed my face, why did I have to do that!

"Sh*t. I'm ruined!" I messed up my hair. I also got up because I really couldn't sleep. I left the room and passed by winter's room. It's closed and quiet, is he sleeping? Is it tired?

I shook my head. Am I still feeling this normal? Isn't it and I think I'm too much.

This is not normal.

I went down the stairs while massaging my forehead. I went straight to the kitchen and immediately opened the fridge. I saw some juice there which I immediately took. I gulped its contents down before closing the fridge, but I was startled to see who the person was on the edge of the fridge standing and looking at me.

"Why are you surprising me?"

Winter didn't move me. He approached the refrigerator without saying a word. He opened it while looking at the juice cans lined up.

"Where did you and Calix go?" he did not turn to me. He grabbed a drink and immediately closed the refrigerator door. "Why do you spend so much time together?"

He looked at me. "We are lovers, no matter how long we spend together there is no problem."

"Is it normal for your intercourse to last this late at night?"

"That's normal for lovers."

"But you are a very feminine person. That is not normal."

"You don't have to worry about that. Ash. I know you've had a lot of girls, calix told me you can handle three at the same time in a month. so don't include me in your collection anymore.." he managed to pass me after saying that. But it hadn't even gone completely away when I pulled his hand back to me.

"Yes. Im collecting girls before, you know that. I admitted that to you before I met trixie. But that changed, especially when I met you. I don't want to collect another woman, because I intend to claim you.."

I saw her expression change. Even if he tries to harden himself, I manage to soften him. I get all his weaknesses, I know he is affected by me. I know that because I feel it.

"I can have you even your calix property, winter.."

I grinned before bowing to the girl I liked.

"Because I don't want to be a collector of girls now. Because the villapania girl is what I want.."

***

Winter Pov.

I didn't ask for my life to be luxurious like others. It is enough for me that I have a happy family and loving parents. I am satisfied with the life I have.

I can study in a good university that most people want to go to. I eat enough for a day, someone takes care of me and looks after me.

I just want a simple life. Just like I grew up in the province that my mother has made me aware of.

But as simple and peaceful as my life is, the trend of my love is the opposite.

It was normal for me to have an admirer, a crush as young people call it. I didn't aspire to have a handsome boyfriend either. All I want is someone as loving as Erpats.

But the past few days have been very chaotic. I can say everything if Calix makes me feel his feelings. But for me that has no impact on my heart. I'm annoyed, I want to revenge myself because why should I bother?

Ashong himself is messing with my mind. I know it's wrong, It's not right because we both have boyfriends. We can't hurt these two because trixie and calix are important to me.

I sighed as I walked downstairs to the cafeteria. I went in early because I didn't want to be late for the first class. It was only half past six when I was here with Calix.

He went home early earlier. I'm already cooking so I can leave grandma.

Everything is back to normal. Both aunt Raquel and uncle Frank are in another country. Grandma came with me again because we discussed that I will finish here at Fatima. Mama and Erpats also agreed that this house will be sold by the time I pass the bar exam.

"What time is your first class?" calix placed a drink in front of me after he asked. There are not many students here because most of them are already in their rooms.

"Seven o'clock. I'll just finish it before I go up.."

Calix nodded. "I'm sure we'll both be busy with lessons this month. Especially since Fatima and Holycross will have finals.."

I'm drinking while listening to it. I'm also not interested in their varsity finals. I'm just annoyed because I'm still involved in cheering, I don't want to anymore.

"I won't join anymore.."

"Why?" I looked up at it. Maybe that's possible, I just don't want to waste time just to go to that university's anniversary. I don't even want to wear that uniform anymore.

"I just do not like. I will not cooperate anymore. You're not part of the team anymore, are you?"

"Coach talked to me, maybe I'll join.." he sighed. "I just didn't want Philip and I to argue anymore so I quit the group then. But you seem to be fine.."

I looked away because of what he said. For me, what I'm doing is a lie. Ashong and I are fine, because he likes me.

I can't say that to calix.

He didn't want to know more about that.

"Join too, wen. Do not go.."

I didn't answer it. I just finished my drink before looking at the woman sitting just in front of Calix and me.

Her hair is neat and often tied up. It fell and became even more shiny in its black hair. She applied a slight blush on. She has pink lipstick and her eyelashes are curly.

"Hi, winter. How was your vacation?" I can't smile at Deborah. It seems that he treated me suddenly differently. The last time we met, he didn't talk to me properly because of how I treated Calix.

"Oh, what? Is it not your fashion to answer?" he laughed at our reaction. Calix didn't move either but just stared blankly at Deborah.

"I saw calix post last Christmas. It looks like you guys really enjoy it. Are you with Philip?"

I nodded. "Tita Raquel, Trixie's mommy, invited him.."

"Ow. Really? I thought you were the reason why he was there.." I frowned at what Deborah said. "Because you and Philip are closer than your cousin's girlfriend.."

"What are you saying, Deborah?" Calix.

I looked at Calix as she said Deborah's name hard. He frowned at the woman who raised her eyebrows.

"I just want to say that she and Philip are closer. Isn't it winter?"

I just stared at Deborah. I didn't plan to answer this because he seemed to know something I couldn't.

"Winter and Philip are already friends now. Philip asked for forgiveness for what he did to my girlfriend.." calix said with emphasis on the last word. Deborah didn't say a word anymore, instead she just stared back at Calix.

calix faced me and ignored deborah's presence. I don't even know how to act because I feel that Deborah is looking at my boyfriend.

"I'll take you?"

"Deborah and I are just together.." I noticed Calix was stunned by what I said. I can also feel Deborah turning to me, obviously shocked. "Be first, you might be late for your first class.."

"Are you sure?"

"Of course. Deborah is often with me, isn't she?"

"Yes but.." he turned to Deborah. I don't know what really happened to the two of them because of the sudden change in their behavior.

"What?" Deborah laughed because she thought she was facing me. "I won't do anything bad to winter. We were friends right?" deborah looked at me. I don't feel like we're friends anymore. But was he really my friend?

"Text me after your class, I might be able to join you for lunch.."

I just nodded to what Calix said. We also stood up, Deborah went along before she finally approached us.

I was still a little stunned because of the uniform he was wearing. It was brand new, he had it tailored to fit our normal skirt. Her cycling is almost showing up, you can see that. Especially its longsleeve that comes closer to his body.

Her upper button is half open. Its middle chest peeks out slightly.

"Let's go?" he held me by the hand. I couldn't say no more before he asked me to leave. I saw her smirked at Calix. I didn't give that any more meaning because of his hand on my arm.

"How was your first boyfriend winter?" we walk to the room. I looked at him, he was waiting for my answer as our walk became gentler.

"It's fine, nothing has changed.."

"What do you mean nothing has changed?"

he laughs.

"Calix and I have a normal relationship. Nothing has changed in its treatment of me.."

He nodded. "So, you haven't kissed yet?" I didn't answer, causing him to laugh even more. "You've been together for more than three months, that'll be four, but you still haven't had a kissing scene?"

I looked away. Calix never tries to kiss me, He respects me like her mom. He does not exceed its limits. But I don't know what to do when he asks for it.

"My god, winter. By the way, it turns out that Philip was your first kiss.." My eyes rolled at Deborah. I felt like a bomb exploded in my chest because of what I heard.