My eyes were focused on what was above me, a fucking glass was hung on the ceiling. I blinked a few times as I kept on looking at my naked body. My hair was also over the place- and not in an attractive way. My neck, hips and thighs were covered with hickeys and I sighed before tearing my gaze away from my reflection.
Getting up and gathering my red gown and belongings from the floor, I quickly put on the dress then brush my hands through my tangled hair. I cast a quick glance to the door on my left and I guessed it's the bathroom.
I quickly got into the bathroom and I splash some water on my face.
"You're so fucking dumb Amanda" I said aloud while staring at myself in the mirror.
I quickly take out some foundation and covered the hickeys that are visible. I went back to the room and bent down to look for my heels.
"Where the fuck are they?" I mumbled to myself, getting on my knees with my ass sticking up and checking under the bed I found them.
I debated with myself if I should put them on now or wear them when I'm out. I decided to go with the later. Opening the door of the bedroom with a squeak, I looked at the hall before closing it behind me then make my way downstairs. When I was in the living room, I sighed when there was no one there.
"Leaving so soon?" Someone asked behind me and I jumped in fright before turning around to see who it was.
"Jesus Christ" I mumbled when I saw it was just mr 'dig bick'.
He's pitting on only a sweatpant that sits on his hips showing his V line. His abs are so toned and frim that all i could do was stare.
"My eyes are up here" He mumbled amused while bringing the cup of coffee he's holding to his lips and taking a sip.
"Yea-h. I should be going" I murmured shifting from on foot to the other uncomfortably as i pointed with my thumb finger towards the door.
"Okay" Jack said with a shrug then turned his back to me as he walked towards what seems to be the kitchen.
I scowl and gave him the middle finger knowing he can't see me as his back was turned to me before making my way to the door. I opened it with a click then closed it behind me before putting on my heels.
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I got home not bothering to check on mothers room knowing she'll be inside, passed out from drinking too many alcohol or too high on drugs. I quickly showered and put on a new pair of clothes which was a black skinny jean with a white cropped top. On my way out, I took my brown coat and put it on followed by my black boots. It's been getting chilly lately, followed with constant rain.
It's been two days since last I visited my little sister Anita in the hospital and i felt bad about it because she was all alone. She was diagnosed withAcute Lymphoblastic Leukemia about six months ago and has practically been living there since her illness.
I haven't had enough money for her operation but I have been saving and hopefully, before the ending of this year she'll have her operation and get better.
I made sure to stop at a store close to the hospital and pick out Ani favorite gift.
With a sigh, I entered the hospital and greet the kind receptionist.
"Morning Amanda!" She chipped with a warm smile on her face. I gave her a small wave before walking futher down the hall.
"Hey Ani" I said when I opened the door to my little sister's room. She was sitting with her back resting on her pillow reading a book.
A big smile formed on her lips when she saw it was me. "Amanda" She mumbled dropping the book she was reading next to her on the bed.
I walked towards her with a smile on my lips as she opened her hands like that of a bird waiting for me to hug her and I chuckled.
"Missed you" I groaned into her multicolored hat and kissed it Ani giggled and pushed me away from her and I sat on the bed next to her.
Anita looked at the door with a smile and I knew what she was about to ask. "Where's mom?"
My heart broke from hearing her ask the question. Ani knew the type of mother we had.
A drug addict who doesn't give two fucks about her children but yet, she keeps on asking the same question whenever I come here.
The smile on my lips flattered and I clicked my tongue against the roof of my mouth. I had to tell Ani the truth- the truth that she already knows.
"She isn't coming"
Ani released a sigh and gave me a smile. I moved from her bed and sat on the chair next to the bed.
I bought out the new Elephant stuffed toy that I bought on my way to the hospital and Ani beamed at me and added it to her growing collections of stuffed toys. Every weekends, Ani and I moved around the hospital and shares them with the other.
On a norms, I wouldn't care about sharing toys with the people here but the smile I see on my little sisters face whenever she gifts others is priceless and I want to keep it that way.