Chapter 9 You will see

"Rick, I refuse to join this mission. I'm okay here.You still have a lot of work to do, so I'd better just stay here to assistant you." I said.

I don't want to see people there. I was not ready to face them and talk to them. Yes, I miss my friend Sandy, but is that reason enough for me to come back and face Sebastian, the man who reject me?

He looked at Joe, Mia and Cam, "You guys can leave but Lana and Lenny need to stay, we still have something to talk about." The others got up and left.

"What the fuck, I can't go back there, you know what my life was like there. I hate there. " I lashed.

"This is your chance to show them that you are no longer the former woman they despise and insult. You are strong and powerful. You can now face your brother who has abandoned you and you can even reject your worthless mate. Don't be a coward. " Rick said.

"Rick's right. You become a different person. Show those bastards. The most importantly, show the stupid Sebastian what he missed." Lenny told me.

"But...... do you think I can?"

"No, you can't!!! because WE CAN." Chelsea emphasized the last two words. 'We can all do it as long as we are together. There a lot people love and protect us now. They can no longer hurt us, one more thing. I am not ashamed by myself. They can't hurt me again.'

"Rick, I'm in. When are we leaving?"

Rick was excited to hear me say that. "We will leave 6 in the morning tomorrow. You can pack your thing tonight." He hugged me and said " Lana, I am so proud of you."

Lenny hugged me, too. " Don't worry, We're all here for you."

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"Are you really okay?" Lenny asked after we left Rick's office and are now arranging things for our departure tomorrow.

"Lenny, to be honest. I don't think I can see them."

"Them or him?"

"Sebastian is mean, cruel and selfish. I don't give a fuck about him. I just can't stop thinking about how he rejected me in front of all those people and how the pain he left me when he kissed his that bitch, Julie. You know, there's nothing I can do about this pain. Even when I join a new pack. The link between me and my mate is still not broken. I can feel that pain from time to time, especially at night."

Hearing this, Lenny can't help laughing.

"Why are you laughing? Lenny."

"Seems like your mate is not a strong and horny man. I mean, your pain is from time to time? Not all the time?"

"Lenny, you are bored!"

Lenny always know how to make me happy. He and Rick are very dear to me. They are like the brother and parent I never have since my brother James have never spoken to me after my parents died because of me.

"Thanks, Lenny. You really are good friend."I hugged him

"Okay. Go to bed early so you can wake up early tomorrow. We both know that you're a heavy sleeper. Don't over think and Let the problem, problem you." He said before he leaves.

"How will James react when he sees me again?"

"Let's think more about how Sebastian will react when he sees us again. I tell you this in advance, I will not let him hurt us again. Even if we mate him, I might kill him.' Chelsea said.

"Dear Chelsea, your head is full of killing. We're not like that. You should know we are not go back to kill Sebastian. We are go back to show him he is an idiot to reject me."

"By how?"

"You will see."