Chapter 4 Besides virginity

Chapter 4

"Your drama!" He exclaimed, holding my face at the same time. "This is what will-"

"You can't benefit from me! I'll die, and you won't be able to benefit from me!" I felt my cheek hurt again because of his slap.

"You don't have that thing, Sai, it's mine! So if you don't want more trouble, follow!"

"I'm sure you'll kill me too! So why should I do what you say?!" His face suddenly softened.

"Sai, if you don't do this, they'll kill us. Along with my whole family! Do you agree?"

Besides, virginity doesn't matter

"anymore! That's good and they'll pay us. I'm ready Sai! Get settled! Don't embarrass me!" I can hear him explain more.

"Just kill me!" I screamed while crying.

And he has tweaked me. "You can't die! You're the lifeblood of us all, so you can't die, you understand?! And you can't escape from us because no matter where the hell you go, we'll hunt you down!"

Even though I couldn't see anything, I looked at him intently, "remember this day, every drop of tears I shed today, that will double what you get! I will not silence you even in the next life!!!!" I said nervously. I feel so much anger and hatred.

He threw me on the bed at the same time, "fix him! You, you are the one who will explain that nonsense! Maybe what else I can do!"

"Ma'am, you have to obey. You'll just have sex, that's all," he explained further, but that didn't enter my mind anymore. Have sex... That's all I understood...

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"I lost all my strength and my remaining resistance. I felt like they were dressing me. Then I was guided somewhere. Upon entering the room, I heard people talking. I believe there were many of them.

One of them said, 'Sai, what else are you afraid of? This is your life. You have no choice.'

'Just calm down. This night will end,' a woman replied as she removed my clothes, and I heard others screaming. 'Lie down, so you can relax. Just follow along. It's only a matter of time, and you'll be lucky with your partner.'

I just sat there and pulled the blanket to cover myself, but they took it away. When I heard the door open, there was someone crying in the room. 'He's already here.'

I felt especially nervous. I sensed that the two women had already left. I was engulfed in great fear. What if they torture me? What else will they do to me? My earlier courage had all but disappeared. I felt someone standing next to me, so I huddled against the bed headboard."

"Don't... Don't come near... It's like pity... You're just there..." I pleaded with the person I could see, covering my body with my hands.

"Get close to him! Hurry up!" I ordered the man in front of me.

"You're the same, you're not clear to me either," I shuddered at his deep voice while clutching my arm. I immediately moved away from him. "We are both slaves here. If we don't do this, we will both perish," he whispered to me. And that's when my tears started to flow.

'What is happening to me? How did I end up in this situation?'

"Undress her," another command followed, and that's when every part of my body weakened. No way, I don't know this person! They can't do this to me!

"It's been a long time!" a bystander moaned.

"Don't you want? We can tell them..." He said to me.

I felt my tears flowing. "Let's get this over with. Do it!" I ordered shakily. I could feel his hands trembling as he removed my strap and unhooked my bra.

"I felt that my chest was exposed. Next, he removed the rest of my cover. After leaving, then I felt my hopelessness. I'm all naked in front of people I don't even know. How pathetic, Sai."

"I'm sorry," he said. He brought his mouth to me. "I feel that you are not into this. Same as you, this will also be my first experience."

"Why are you saying this?"

"I did not want this. But if we complain, they will push us to our limits. Let's just enjoy this moment and pretend that they are not around. That we are truly in love with each other. In that way, we can assume that we are the winners in their game."

The person bowed down and started crying again.

"Boy, we're both naked!" I could see that's what he was doing. He laid me down, and I felt his gentle touch.

"This is my fate. Why?" I wondered aloud.

"Start with foreplay, people," someone ordered from us again.

"Stop commanding us! Or we'll stop what we're doing!" He shouted.

It was as if everyone suddenly became silent and followed his lead.

I closed my eyes, contemplating the terrible fate I had, knowing that I had to do things I didn't want to just to survive... and keep on living

"How do you want me to call you?" I said firmly, "None."

"Let me call you, Alteza..." When he whispered that in my ear, fear surged through me. But there was something in his voice that oddly made me feel safe.

"No!" I protested.

"Please... Let us pretend, Alteza... Because for me, you are my highness," he pleaded.

After saying that, he kissed me, my first kiss. I didn't want to respond; anger and hatred consumed me, keeping my lips sealed.

"Your lips are so good. Please respond, Alteza... Let's work this out, please," he implored in a sweet tone, and his lips met mine again. "Do you want this to stop?" he asked, concerned, starting to stand up. But I grabbed his arm at the same time.

"No... No, please. I'll be next. I'll be next," I whispered, bowing my head to contain my grief.

"Please, Alteza..." His voice was terrifying, persuasive, and he pressed another kiss onto me, something I had already begun to accept.

"I promise to find you. We will see each other again, someday..."

"Don't say anything nonsense! Let's finish this nonsense! And make love to me!" And I was the one who kissed him passionately. I ran my hands over his body, searching for possible identifiers. And I wasn't disappointed; on his left hip, there was a tickling mark. It looked like an X. While we continued to kiss passionately, I explored with my hands, trying to memorize what I could discern.

Next, I caressed his face. His nose was pointed. I paused for a moment and touched his lips; they were thin, and I felt his stubble. It was coarse. Moving my touch downward, I felt his strong physique. His shoulders were broad, and he leaned towards me, indicating that he was a tall man.

"What's the point of what I'm doing? I have no intention of finding him."

I could already taste the salty tears in our kisses. They were his tears, which made me cry too.

"I don't want to hurt anyone. And I know you shouldn't be treated like this."

And my sobs just stayed in my throat. "Stop! Do whatever they told you so! Surely, this memory will fade with time."

"Alteza.. From the moment I will find you again, promise, I will never let you go, Alteza.."

"Hurry up!" One hit.

"We are alone here. Don't listen to them. Focus on me, ok? Understood?"

I just nodded, suppressing the pain I was feeling. He kissed me again.

"You are worth this moment. And I will treasure this my whole life. Tell me you feel the same way."

"What I feel means nothing." I could feel his eyes on me.

"No, Alteza, your feeling means so much to me. Tell me you also want this. I love you, Alteza. My highness. Please, My highness.. Say it.." He begged.

I stared at him, "I want you too.. Take me, my Primo..."

"I felt him stop, 'What did you call me?'"

"'Primo, My first, My Uno, My Primero...'"

"I heard his childish laugh, 'and I will be your last! Keep that in mind!' Then he pressed me with a kiss. Passionate, persistent, and possessive."

"'I love you, Alteza...'"

"'I love you, my cousin...'"

"And I followed what he said, we were the only two people here. No one else... We love each other..."

I felt his kisses descend

"Go to my chest while one hand plays with the other. I was shocked, and the next thing he lowered his hand. When I felt his finger inside me, I gasped. His mouth returned to mine, and he kissed me violently while his hand was doing something else.

"You are ready to take me now." He stopped." kissing us

"And I could feel him entering her in my mouth. I looked at him out of nervousness. I could tell it wasn't small. I held onto his back to support him.

That's when our union occurred. I struggled to stifle a moan as I felt the intense pain it caused. I sensed a liquid flow, perhaps it was my own blood. He paused for a moment and faced me.

"Are you hurt?"

Instead of answering, I embraced him and concealed my tears behind him. When I laid back down, he gently held my face with his hand and, upon feeling it was wet, he wiped it with his thumb. I gazed at him while sensing his breath and the deep breaths of those around us."

has been replaced by desire. It's not bad that this year I gave myself. Because if it wasn't for him, maybe someone with a stronger gut would have gotten me.

We are also shouting in our solitude as if there is no one around us. We are already moaning from each other's mouths. Just us, just me and my friend. When I felt that I was about to get pregnant, I hugged her even more and she hugged me. After a few more strokes, I felt his juice in my courtyard. I stared at him even though I couldn't see anything. I touched his face again hoping that through that, I would recognize him.

"There are many things given to us in this life for no reason. But let us live and wait for what life should offer. I know that we are soon to be blessed with so much to offer. Be strong, Alteza," he breathlessly stated. "I would risk everything for you. Continue to live, Alteza, until then..." And he hugged me tightly, to which I responded, 'For the first time in my life, I feel safe...'

That was it, and someone pulled me upright and covered me with a cloth. I chased after his tight grip on my hand, but the person pulling me was much stronger. They dressed me and supported me until boarding. I'm not bound, but I can't see anything either. They didn't want to take it off, I tried to take it off, but it just broke my hand, and my Aunt slapped me. That part hurt me, but I couldn't help but obey.

sat hugging my knees. At that moment, the unknown person had already taken my virginity.

"At that moment, for money, for other people, is this the beginning of my being let go? I feel like my dirt is dirt. I just cried and cried there. Is it true that he will find me? Do I have to live and wait for that person, for him? Right, he will find me. He will save me. I have to believe and live. 'Till we meet again, My Primo.' - Daisy's POV

"Sai, wake up! It's me, Brother Pepe," I woke up as someone shook me. When I saw that it was Brother Pepe, I got up immediately. "Brother? Brother..." And I hugged him. I have been waiting for him for a long time. "Where did you go?"

"I'm going to run away from you. I'm sorry it took me so long. Come quickly!" He pulled me at the same time, and I quickly agreed with him. I got up and didn't know what to do. "Brother..."

"Hurry up and act!"

We looked outside when we heard footsteps, and my door opened.

"Brother Pepe? Is that you? What are you doing with Sai?" Sister Ingrid was very angry. Shit!

"Don't make a noise! Let's let him go, Ingrid!" He pulled Ate and pulled me to get out. I moved quickly and got down.

"No way! Ma!!!! Hurry up, Ma, Sai is running away!" He shouted, so I sped up even more. But Tiya caught up with me immediately.

"What nonsense is this?! Where do you think you're going?"

"Ma, Kuya ran away from Sai!"

"What?!" And she held me by the arm tightly.

"Ma... Let's let Sai go! You're torturing him too much!"

"Are you crazy? We've only just begun to get rich! Why are you stopping me?! If only I was that beautiful, I'd be the only one! Even if it's your brother. Be patient, he's the one the patrons want!" And she dragged me back to my room. I was crying from the pain of her holding me.

I can only think of one thing.

"You just go home once, you're still a pervert!-----"

While they were waiting, I quietly retrieved a pair of scissors from my drawer. They were so engrossed in staring that they didn't notice me.

"It's my face's fault, man, it's going to lose its beauty!" I thought.

I proceeded to cut my face multiple times. Once satisfied that there were a few cuts, I continued to trim my hair, one strand at a time.

"W-What are you doing? You sneaky girl!"

"Say!!!" Brother Pepe ran alongside me.

I smiled despite the pain, saying, "You won't be able to take care of me anymore. Isn't this the reason? It's gone, it's broken!" I teased.

"You shameless woman!" Aunt immediately dragged me, pushed Brother and Sister out of the room, and locked the door.

"Mom!!!"

Slaps, slaps, kicks, and when I hit the floor, I was kicked. "What did you do!!!" She scolded while hitting me at the same time. "Alright, this is what you want, right? Take it! I'll give it to you!!" And she continued to beat me even more. I felt pain in different parts of my body.

"Mom, open the door, Mom!!!" Big brother knocked.

"Puyeta!!! You'll only serve me here!!! Ano Sai stand up!!! You're crazy!!! You're a mother!!" But I feel like I'm going to lose consciousness from the constant pain I feel.

"Ingrid, step aside!" And I heard the door being forced open.

Brother immediately came between us. "Sai... Sai, that's right Ma! Let's take him to the hospital, quick!!."

"Leave that bitch alone! Motherfucker!!! How about today? How about tomorrow Sir!!!!" When he asked that question I was happy.

I was immediately put into Brother Pepe's tricycle.

To Be Continued....