Chapter 2 Nightmare

AMAYA'S VIEW

After I had stopped by the lake, I turned into my human form, knelt down, and began sobbing as I stared at my reflection in the water. I had endured bullying for ten years, endured pain and insults for ten years, been misunderstood for ten years, and worked to survive for ten years.After receiving multiple beatings from the pack, not just from them but also from becoming a training tool for the pack fighters, I question why I'm still alive. the sensation of being loathed, ignored, and being held captive or in bondage.Leave the area. I've given it some thought, but I was unable to leave. I'll go rogue if I leave this place, I mean.I yelled, "Urgh! Never."I cried, yelled, screamed, and shouted. I rose up and wore my nearly torn clothing, which was soiled but who cares, since there were no more tears.I didn't realize I had already arrived at the pack home until I started thinking about the painful prior occurrence as I was moving. As I entered the house, I made the decision to make dinner of scrambled eggs, bacon, and cheese.Well, the pack is to blame for the fact that I'm a great cook. My food ought to be the one thing about which the pack members never gripe. They would initially make it appear as though it had been poorly prepared or that it was overly salty or peppery. But over time, they came to appreciate my food. They become somewhat irritated whenever I wake up later because of this A guard came to tell me that the Alpha had summoned me after I finished preparing dinner.His husky voice rang out as he banged on the door, "Come in.I went in bowing my head.Salutations to you, Alpha. I said "hi."He looked up from his paperwork and said, "I want you to make sure the pack house is very clean and neat because my younger sister does not like dirt. As you know, there will be a homecoming party for her tomorrow." He said as he was filling out paperwork.Alright, Alpha. As I said and turned to go, I heard his voice.She might pass out if she sees your ugly face, so please do not approach her or allow her to see you. In an ironic tone, he said.I won't lose it in front of him because I know I can handle it, survive it, and bore it. As I departed, I continued to repeat in my head.I made the decision to go to my room, which was a little distance from the pack house. For the visitors to the pack to not mention anything unpleasant about the pack, Alpha Clifford made sure it was hidden from view. Our pack's resurgence was the focus of nearly all of Alpha Clifford's efforts.I had a little room with a wooden door, a wooden bed with torn sheets, and a partially broken window. My clothes were placed in a tiny bag that was placed in a corner. I don't have many clothes, and the ones I do have are already damaged from the beatings I've received from the pack members. I used a needle and thread to sew them together.I was lying in bed, looking out the window with my head inclined to the side. I started to close my eyes and drowse slowly, ever slowly.

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They weren't killed by me, I assure you. Please, end your conversation now. I did not. I didn't murder them."Nooooooooooo". I jerked up, drenched in perspiration. The nightmare that won't leave me alone.The day that I lost my closest friends, became an orphan, and was relegated to an omega. I got out of bed and headed to the packing house to tidy. I cleaned up afterward and made pancakes and coffee for brunch. I went out to get ready for school.Ah, why do I have to attend school? Not like I learned anything there, I thought to myself, other than to be bullied by other pupils."In order to not be a dumb, illiterate dunce." My wolf replied in a snarky manner.I see she's awake.I never claimed to be dozing off. She eye-rolled and stated in a dumb tone.Although my wolf has always been a companion, she can be rather bothersome at times. maintaining a constant fight for survival.She is stronger than I am, that much is true."Oh, now that you know, I'm stronger than you." Says she.I was thinking about my partner, just so you know. Dreamily, she spoke.I could see what was going through her thoughts. I mused.When I arrived at school, I was greeted by the taunts of the other pupils. I walked with my head bowed since I'm used to being called names.I didn't go to school yesterday, which helped me feel less discomfort, all because of the Alpha.I probably prayed to the moon goddess today too late to halt bullying.When I was leaving a class, my main bullies, Eva, Delia, and Freya, ran into me.Goddess of the moon!Greetings for the day. I made a bow.Oh, I see you're at class today. Beta Enzo's partner, Delia, spoke while twirling her hair with her finger."Yeah, I was told she was getting punished." Freya said.As Eva continued to glare at me, she moved closer and moved her chewing gum around noisily.Eww!! It was Fiona.I nearly chuckled at her.They each dropped their suitcases to the ground.Pick them up, and come after us. Eva eventually spoke after glancing at me. Because their suitcases were so light, I nearly believed they contained nothing.I followed them, bowing in the back. I was made fun of by some students while we were walking to the lesson, but I refrained from letting it bother me.