Chapter 2 our situation

Chapter 2

And in our situation now? All I can say is that he is the one who is suffering because of me.

"Aya?.."

I looked at maya and quickly wiped my tears, she was already awake.

"U did you cry?..." his voice trembled when he asked that

mine

"Um... Is that so?" He said it a bit softly, I looked away to avoid his curious look.

Because I can't look at him, I feel guilty. I was able to lie to my brother because of his kindness.

I know she'll understand me in the end.

"Uhm... Go to sleep later, I know if you're still tired" I said, before fixing his blanket.

"Ok, keep an eye on me, ah, and don't leave me alone"

I looked away from his eyes, I suddenly smiled and nodded "I won't leave you later, promise."

I'll do everything just for you.

I'm looking around now, you know, Maybe someone will suddenly chase me again.

I looked up at the building in front of me, am I right to do this?

Once I enter there? I know if I get out my life will be hell But what should I do? It's not just for me, but also for my brother.

I can do everything just for her, even if in the end it might hurt me.

When I went inside, I seemed to be stuck in my place, there were a lot of people here, I think they are the so-called fans?

To be honest, I grew up not caring about that Social or gadgets thing because earning money was more important than just sitting around.

"Ok, I can't do it" I turned around while walking towards the entrance and then, stopped again while walking back. Wrong! I have to do it. I firmly held my hat and adjusted the hood of my jacket.

I walked straight to the main, and of course I bowed. Why is it so high to walk here, right?

I was startled suddenly when someone suddenly grabbed my arm, nervously I turned to look at her and a woman who seemed to be my age but her face looked like it had been dipped in flour appeared.

"Are you also a fan of BP's?"

I frowned at what he said but also nodded. "Ah.. Yes?"

I don't understand them, does everyone here have to be called fans? Can't it just be an electric fan?

Like, hello, I have a name. So why call me 'Fans' are they crazy?

"Then you should know our golden rules, how come you don't know that?" she asked.

Golden rule? What's that? Do I still need to know that? In our house when you enter there is nothing like that, like that.

What will I do? Should I pay gold? Where do I get it?

Meh, I don't have a peso.

Can you excuse me first? Or is that just the fashion for candy? If there is no sign in the store.

"Huh?"

He patted my shoulder while sniffing at the height where there was a 'Fans area' sign "If your one of us, you should know that we are not allowed to cross the other side"

"Do you know what the punishment is? What will happen to you once you enter there?"

"That golden rule came from BP's, they made it so that the fans don't mess up and don't spread out, that's how much they love us."

"Who do you think you are? To get into that habit? Do you have an appointment? Are you famous? Are you a manager? Or don't tell me you're a janitor."

"If you're none of those, you broke our golden rule. The BP's rules!" they yelled at me. What's with that attitude?

Ok, what should I do? It's like I'm pissing myself because of the bad looks they have on me now.

I didn't even understand them, why would they be angry with me? Are they like that with newbies?

"Ah- because..." I was not able to continue what I was going to say when someone suddenly approached me.

"She has her appointment, She's with me. Don't blame my Girlfriend, She doesn't even know it. So, excuse us."

Seeing her like this? It's killing me.

"Hmm? No, I just went to bed" I lied, knowing that was bad but I didn't want Maya to worry about me.

Especially in his current condition, if possible I don't want to add more.

"What are we doing here at the hospital?"

"Uhm.. Because.. You lost consciousness earlier so.. Uhm.. Which merna brought you here"

"Ah, is that so, what did the doctor say?"

I clung tightly to the hem of my dress and tried to smile at him.

"The doctor said you're fine, it's just heat and exhaustion that's why you suddenly passed out earlier." when I lie

Yes, I know it's really bad to lie, but I don't want Maya to know the truth, because I'm afraid that if she finds out, her pain will get worse. If possible Until I find a solution to this, it's better that he doesn't know for now.

She had a Rheumatic heart disease it's a condition in which permanent damage to heart valves is caused by rheumatic fever.

The doctor said, he needs to be operated on as soon as possible. But the problem is, I don't have much money. I can't afford the money for his operation.

Even if I'm sure, I still can't see it.

so for now? It's better that I hide it from him first, knowing that I'm doing it wrong especially since I'm not really telling his true condition.

It's her rights, to know the truth but I think? This is not the right time, maybe his condition will get worse, I also don't want him to worry too much about me especially about himself.

I know Maya, she prefers to own everything rather than make it difficult for me.

But I think this is the best for us. I don't want anything bad to happen to Maya because I love her so much and I will do everything just for her.

Aya's pov

"What were you talking about earlier?" I ask him, I haven't agreed yet, have I?

"Just save your words. Your here b'cuz of that, right?" he asked without expression.

It's embarrassing, but I just nodded in response and then I was knocked out by the impact of placing a thick set of papers in front of me?

Fuck! Does he not know how to signal? That he will land that? It's terrible, I feel like I'm going to have a heartache because of what he's doing.

I frowned and looked at him "what for?" I ask Him once again. He looked at me with almost no expression in his eyes.

"Don't ask me, just read it. idiot"

Alas! shit ah, just to ask, It's ugly right away. Is there a period?

I just found out that men also menstruate? Is that possible?

"If you've any question about that, just ask jaze about it" after he said that? he turned his back at me, he really doesn't care about this Right? and me? It's okay, I'm not very judgmental, but all I can say is? his attitude is bad.

They were asking for such a favor, can't he be polite for once? How rude. I can see now, his rude attitude.

"Glad we meet again Ms. Fenchen"

I turned to the person who spoke, it was sister Jaze. I'm embarrassed to smile here together. "h-hello?" I greeted her awkwardly, I also scratched my head because of shame.

"Have a sit, Did you already read the contract?" she asked, I nodded and then she just smiled at me. "Will, if that's so? How about signing it right now?"

Are they that big?

But still I nodded, then faced the paper to sign, while writing I couldn't help but think about everything I said.

I thought, I won't do it ever But I think I ate every word I said before.

As in I couldn't stand up to him.

But even so, I know the day might come when every word that was released and seemingly without conviction that I swallowed before will be spit out by me at the end of it.

My dignity was crushed too much, but for the good of my brother? I am ready to do anything.

"You did a great thing, Ms. Fenchen" She said, before I finally handed her our contract.

"There's a few rules in each of you while being on play, which is the couple thing and eaze will discuss it later on you."

I looked at the man with the horn on his head, he was sitting on the side with his head phone still in his ear, his eyes were also closed, as if he was resting.

He looks like an angel with horns when he sleeps, when he's awake he looks like a horned angel.

"So, Ms. Fenchen, as you can see it will be the main big hits. That's why we decided for your own safety, that you'll live with him and to avoid trouble between you and his fans" ate jaze was explaining the things between me and him while pointing in Eaze's direction.

"Okay, wait? What?!" Apparently out of my mind, I screamed at what I heard, causing the person I was talking to to cover his ears, because I just now realized what he said.

"Fuck! Your making such a big noise. Didn't you hear her? Are you deaf?" I shyly turned to the man beside me, his expression seems irritated by me? I guess.

Will what should I react about it? Can't he just understand that I'm still in a shock situation that's why I made such an expression? The man's behavior is really bad.

"No, that.. that's all of a sudden" I said in a low tone, just want to explain myself. "Tsk, then no need to yell!" he suddenly shouted at me then ignored me at once, again.

They say don't yell, but he's yelling? Unfair! I just bent down and bitten and closed my eyes. Am I doing it right?

Should I do it? I think I'm sorry right now But... I can't give up, this is not about me, this is for Maya, so why am I whining, right? If the opportunity to help my brother is the one that comes forward voluntarily? Right?

Even if I suffer,

at least I do things just for her.

"In ten seconds, you two will be the spot lights in social. So, please act like a real couple on camera." Jaze said while reminding a few things about us.

I'm almost restless because of how nervous I feel right now, I think my heart is almost bursting out of my chest because it's beating so hard.

I have never experienced this little piece of technology showing itself.

While tukmol was just sitting idly, on my sofa. How is he able to calm down in this situation? God, I'm ashamed because I'm the only one who's sloppy here and I haven't done everything right yet.

"Uhm...I-I don't know how to pose" I said while facing the floor, to be honest I don't know if I can handle this scene and make our photo in such a great posture.

It's not like my face is pictorial, every time I post I don't look sexy or something, I look more like an old man who lost his cane in the middle of the road.

"I looked up as I seemed to notice the restrained laughter of one and the end suddenly laughed as well.

Hmp, I feel out of place here, will he still laugh at me? Does he have no feeling? It's numb.

He almost fainted because of the shock when sister Jaze suddenly poked the magazine that Eaze had rolled up on his head.

"Fuck! What was that for?" Eaze suddenly got irritated then shouted at sister Jaze's face. He acted too tough, and sis Jaze kept her calm expression about it.

"You should guide her, don't just sit there!" And later on? I guess Ate jaze just lost her temper and got along with the behavior of the other, I just keep shaking my head at what I see.

To Be Continued...