Chapter 8 the Past

Chapter 8

Xaxiara/April Pov

"Greetings Father, It's my pleasure to you to pay a visit for me"

"Greetings to you emperor"

"Greetings to the sun of the Empire"

"My daughter, how are you?" Why is he suddenly asking me that?

"I-im fine father-"

"Leave us be" Rui and Craine and the servants left which means that father and I will be alone.

"Xaxiara tell me the truth"

"I'm telling the truth your highness- I mean Father"

"Sighs you don't look well, since the day that you and lurther got divorced, lurther may hurt you so much, but he is still a kind man-"

"Father, I do not wish to talk with Lurther, I have moved on, there's nothing between us anymore, instead we are just strangers now"

"Lurther isn't the great choice for you, I still remember the day that you two met each other, You were such a cheerful girl at that time, you always talked about Lurther and us, you even wanted to see him everyday, and at your 18th birthday, the day that lurther proposed to you, was your best day ever, and the age of 21 you were coming home to your mansion, with all of your stuff, with a teary eyes you were even sick that time, but lurther didn't bother to visit you. My Daughter, I know how much pain you received everyday, but still you keep quiet. Your mother and I have decided to....Remarry you to someone better, cause you deserve better"

What!!?

"b-but father. Is that against the rules?!"

"It is, but it won't happen once you have the permission of the high priest, and they agreed"

Nooooo

"B-but father, Im already enjoying my life alone-"

"I already, selected a candidates for you-"

"Father! I don't want to get married again....please"

"It's for your own good"

According to this novel, The author hasn't mentioned that Xaxiara will remarry, what is happening?

"Now then, my daughter make sure to come home, since your older brother is coming home" older brother?

"excuse me?"

"Yes, your older brother is coming home, he will be so happy to see you" what!?

Does Xaxiara have an older brother? But the story said that Xaxiara is the only child!?

"Y-yes father"

"Then I shall take my leave, and oh btw my daughter, say hello to Craine for me, I already knew that you adopted, what A good lady you are, and also say hello to Rui for me too, it's been a while since I saw him" Rui and father are close?

"I understood father, Have a nice trip and I return safely father, say Hello to mother for me too"

"Smile I will"

ok sent help!!

What's happening right now!! my journey to this novel isn't the right plot! Rui and Father have a bad relationship, they don't usually communicate with each other from the novel, but unexpectedly father is regarding Rui? And then Father should take Rui away from me earlier!

And for Crane! Father doesn't know anything from me, I mean Xaxiara, the plot is changing. is it because of me?

Am I changing the original plot of this story?

No! No!! I know that I should be the one to continue this, but not like this! I should stick to the original plot of this,, but I don't know what will happen, lot of male characters is appearing on me

No girls! All men!!

I made a big problem today, and I must fix it, I will stop fooling around and do what my father says, in order to. Cooperate this original story...

But really send help!

3 days had passed since dad came here

And I got a sense that Craine has been inactive for these past 3 days, he doesn't feel like playing games or eating, maybe he has a problem.... He's already big and I gotta say that you and I are the same height, he really grew up so fast

And my problem is with him, he isn't fully trained to be one of a noble boy's, I've been thinking to let Craine go, there at the Training Academy since Jera( Jera Dregel A 46 years old lady, who is the head of the academy) Offered me to let Craine be trained

"Ahem Craine is there something a problem?" We ate today but Craine didn't eat, maybe he wasn't hungry

"A-ahh, u-uhmm... m-master is it t-true?" What true?

"What true?"

"T-that you're going to r-remarry" how did he know?

"W-what!?"

"S-so i-it's true....haha m-master is g-going to Remarry someone dumb founded" his voice is shaking of anger and fear?

"C-craine I'm sorry, I can't do anything it's the Emperor orders, my father's order, I can't go against them, since they are who they are" It's true though

"B-but can you w-wait?, C-can you wait for me?"

"Wait for you?"

"A-ahh i-it's nothing my apologies* avoid eye contact".....

And Rui as well, he never spoke to me since that day too, I'm sure something really happened

"ahh, master I don't have an appetite right now, I shall excuse my self" is he distancing himself from me? It hurts a lot

"ah, is that so"

"Excuse me master"

his distancing himself from me, for sure. But why?

"Butler rui, do you also have a problem-"

"Your majesty, I don't have any problem" his tone is colder than Craine

Are they avoiding me!?

Days had passed again, they are still avoiding me

And I already knew the reasons

"Craine do you want to go to a walk-"

"I don't have the spirit master maybe next time, and excuse me I'm kinda tired" is it always? Next time² Can't do it

"Uhmm... butler rui how about yo-"

"I also don't have the spirit your majesty" see?

"A-ahh is that it....uhmm..I need to be alone now, you can also leave the servants and the guards, I need to be alone"

"Understand your majesty, let's go"

That's it!!! Don't ask me why I want to be with Isa!

They really avoided me maybe because they're against my father's decision, and so do I

And there is one thing that keeps bothering me, how long do I have to act as Xaxiara, how will I tell going to tell them that I'm not the actual Xaxiara...

How long do I have to act?

How long do I have to keep this secret of them?

How long will I live as Xaxiara?

When will I be dead?

When will my head be cut off?

I miss my actual family, my older brother, mom and dad I miss them....

What can my body be made of now.....?

The one I love will slowly be leaving at my side..

say I haven't introduced my self, the one I'm telling the truth...it's me...

F L A S H B A C K

Modern world

Sobbing..

the pain....the pain really continue sobbing

How long do I have to act that I'm ok? Because I can't seem to handle it anymore

Pot the pain!! why do every time I simp for my favorite Character animal they will Always die

There's no shame in doing this because when I fall in love with an anime character, they die immediately, it makes me lose my appetite.

Yayyy!!

Odette April Lavegene a 22 yrs old woman, A simp for her Baby Levi, Addiction of Anime and Manga. Complete and have a happy family at the same time

so yeh dats meeeeeee

I'm lazy right?

I miss my old me, now this is not me anymore, A fancy dress with lots of pearl or beads, a remarkable hair, a heavy earrings, three pears of diamond necklaces, and a light touch of a make up on the face i now This is what I wear everyday, it's heavy

I usually don't wear any make up on my past life though, because my face is thick hahaha charr

How can I communicate with Rui and Craine?

"Excuse me your majesty for my interruption, someone wants to give you this letter, and I don't know who was that person your majesty"

A letter? From whom?

"Bring it to me"

"Yes your majesty, here it is"

An ordinary stump? Nothing says "from:" or "Sincerely your:" like that

I read the letter and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah-

'the one you love the most will disappear any moment. The most trusted person that you trust the most will betray you. All the love one you love, will have to die. And last and at least your body will be covered lot of blood of your love ones"

what? Oh my gosh!!!! Is this a death treat? I'm not sure

Who is this!!?

"W-who...ahem..who sent this?"

"I'm sorry your majesty, but I didn't barely see the face of that person who gave you this, that person was kinda suspicious though" who the hell is this?

"Ahh I see"

I've had so many problems, it's added to this!

Lord! Just take me, oh wait no! Don't by the way

I may have died to my past life and I was given a second chance to live again, so I waist this life, I have to survive even if I will face some difficulties and I will continue this story

But wait, what if I'm done? What can I do? Will I die again...? Will I finally disappear?

But I don't want that!

"Excuse me your majesty, Craine left just a minute ago, he said that he is going somewhere, and he will be back at sunset, should we follow him?" Craine...he's really avoiding me, but where does he go? He is still a child and it's forbidden to let a child go outside without a guardian by their side, maybe he wants to be alone for now. I will let him be

"Ah no, leave him be, he will come home safely....I'm sure of it, and where is butler rui? I haven't seen him for these days?"

"A-ah...about that your majesty, B-butler R-rui was......"

Rui's lost yesterday was a terrible news for all of us...I still can't accept that Rui is gone, I can still feel that his out there, somewhere...

I don't have a time for drama, cause Rui's death is still a mystery, because why is he suddenly gone? And I know it has a good solution, I just need to find out

"My lady, you maybe forgot that tomorrow is the return of your older brother" Well, dead! I forgot!

"A-ahh right, thank you Sasha for informing me" Sasha is one f my loyal servants, means we are really close

Speaking of where is Craine? Seriously, he didn't show me, even though Rui is patsy, he hasn't come out yet?! Why? I'm sure you'll be fine

"R-right, uhmm Sasha kindly tell Craine later that we will be going to my father's palace" You leave me no choice Craine

"Understood my lady, do excuse us"

"And oh btw, tell Sir Roko to prepare a special gown for me tomorrow, it's a big day tomorrow, for my brother returning home"

"I shall obey your command my lady"

The novel didn't mention that Xaxiara has an older brother, I thought he was the only child, or maybe because the author didn't mention yet because his off to war, what is happening

Moan softly

Ughh I slept well last night, but I kinda felt that someone kissed my cheek then hugged me and etc, I can't recall it what it happened last night, ehh I need to get ready now, I don't want to be late

"Good morning my lady, we already prepared your morning bath my lady" is their morning, right?

"Oh thank you, also tell Craine to get ready"

"Uhmm....my lady, it may be a bad news for you...but Craine wasn't here" huh?

"What?"

"I sent five knights to search Craine all over to this mansion, he wasn't at his bedroom, kitchen, basement, garden, nor the dining room I'm afraid Craine left"

W-what?

"N-no not a-again....let them search a-again teary eyes" no not again please

Rui is gone, now is Craine? No not again!!!

To Be Continued..