Chapter 4 4

I end the kiss, when I try to open the door I'm pulled close to him.

"Here, I'm the one who makes the rules, young lady.-she speaks in her husky and sexy voice, I have to resist it, but that makes it difficult and that accent that seems Colombian then... I even lack the air

"I don't want anything to do with you.- I say out of breath

"Serious ? That's not what I'm seeing.- he says getting closer to me, the distance between his mouth and mine is less than 1 cm, my breathing is labored, I'm having the famous butterflies in my stomach, I can't move and he kisses me, gluing his body to mine, I return the kiss, intertwinemy legs around his waist and he holds my butt, walking with me to the couch throwing me on it carefully, he takes off his shirt, opens the button and zipper of my pants, I help him take it off my body, I take off my coat and the crooped , I'm without a bra, I'm only in my panties, he takes off his shortsgetting only in my underwear, I get up and make him sit on the couch, I get on my knees, take off his underwear and grab his big member, making him moan and give my hair a light pull

"No pairs.-he says in his language making it sound even sexier, I don't stop, I keep doing the movements, when I feel he's already reaching the apex, I take off my panties and sit on his member tightly

"Damn sea.- he moans, slapping my ass hard, I speed up the movements and we reach the apex together, I throw myself on his chest and the sound of our panting breaths takes over the room

"Are you Colombian?" I ask, because he has an accent like Colombians

"Yes.-answers

"I have to go.-I say and I notice her furious look, which even scares me.-What happened? I'm married and you know it.-I say getting up and getting dressed

"You're mine now, got it?-I don't say anything, I keep getting ready.-UNDERSTANDING?-she screams, holding my arm, scaring me

"What's wrong with you Leon?- I ask, calling him by his name for the first time, he doesn't say anything, he goes upstairs leaving me here without understanding absolutely anything, I grab my bag and leave his apartment.

In the car I take my cell phone and see a missed call from Robson, it's almost 9 pm, I drive quickly to my house. When I open the door I find the lights off, I go upstairs, open the bedroom door finding Robson sitting on the bed, as soon as he sees me he crosses his arms.

"Hi.- I say

"Where have you been?" he asks

"I was at Manuella's house and I didn't see the time pass.-I lie going into the bathroom and he doesn't say anything else, thank goodness. I turn on the shower, letting the water run over me, I close my eyes and a smile escapes my lips , remembering the moments with Leon.

Ângela, Ângela... I haven't felt this way in a long time, but I didn't understand his attitude when he said that now I'm his, I'm the owner of myself. I finish my shower, moisturize my skin, put on pajamas, pants and a blouse, over a robe, put on my slippers, I'm hungry.

I was leaving the room

"Where are you going?" Robson asks

"Downstairs. By the way, could you drop Clara off at kindergarten tomorrow?- I ask

"Yes, of course.- he says and I thank him, closing the door, then I go down the stairs, go to the kitchen, heat the food and eat while I'm talking to Manuella through WatsApp, she was freaked out about what happened today.

Even I'm freaked out, if they told me a while ago that I would go to a club, that I would have sex with a guy without even knowing him and that I would go to his apartment and have sex with him again, I swear I wouldn't believe it. I don't know what's happening to me, I know it's wrong but I can't resist him.

I don't know how it will be from now on, it's hard to get home and look at Robson's face, then there's a feeling of guilt, even though he doesn't deserve it, because I did everything to make him look at me, I got ready for him and waited for him and he simply said he was very tired, with headaches, alwayshe'd come up with some lame excuse or he'd come back too late and I'd fall asleep waiting for him. And I ended up conforming, because nothing I did was any use. I don't even remember the last time he said I looked beautiful, the last time we went out to have fun as a couple.

I finish eating, I go up to the bedroom, Robson is already sleeping, I go into the bathroom, brush my teeth and lie down on the bed falling asleep right away.

***

I open my eyes slowly, I reach out and grab my cell phone from the bedside table, I turn it on and see that it's 9 am, I get up and go to the bathroom, do my morning hygiene, take off my pajamas and put on a sweatshirt set, I go downstairs.

"Good morning, Joana!" I say, sitting down to drink coffee.

"Good morning lady !

I have my breakfast, take a book and read it in the living room. Time flies by, when I realize it's already 1 o'clock in the afternoon. I put the book away, go up to my room, take a shower, put on a baby pink goat, with "boy friend" blue jeans and baby pink sneakers. I put a necklace around my neck, I just put a gloss on my lips, I grab my purse putting my wallet and cell phone in it and I go down.

"JOANA I'M LEAVING.- I shout as I finish going down the stairs

"OK, LADY.- he shouts from the kitchen, I leave the house towards Clara's school.

I stop the car in front of the school and walk towards her classroom and she comes running towards me

"Mommy!-speaks and I carry her, hugging her and kissing her cheek

"Hi my love!" I say leaving her on the ground, I greet the teacher and we walk to the car, while Clara tells what she did at school today, I help her to get into the car, I put her seat belt on her. We're talking the whole way, I park the car at a restaurant and we go into it, we sit at our tables and I place our order.

We had lunch in a lively conversation, Clara telling me the news about school and the weekend.

"So you had a great time, didn't you?" I ask, placing a spoonful of dessert on the bed.

"Hum hum.-answers excitedly, smearing herself with the strawberry pie."