Chapter 2 First love 2

I did not answer I got inside the shop thinking as I started this there is no going back I have already fallen for her. As I was entering the shop I got a client she requested I give her what she wanted but I was on panic attack. She texted me again asking what was the problem but I ignored her, she kept texting and finally I told her I will tell her when we are at home. In the evening we bordered a motor vehicle and we went home, when we reached home I made sure no one see her. She looked in my eyes and asked me what was wrong. I got away from her very young. And she said.

And I replied but it's ok, I didn't expect you to be this younger. She felt shy and said am not young, I told you my age stop saying am young. She kissed me and hugged me saying you are perfect with that thick body of yours you are perfect than I expected she kissed me again making me wet. But I never wanted to have sex I wanted to know her better. But on her side she wanted to prove me wrong that she was not young. I cooked food and we ate and time was for sleeping. I wanted her to sleep in the guest room of which she opposed, She said she will not sleep in there because she want to sleep with me if not she will spend a night watching TV. I left her watching TV and I went in my bedroom. Playing game on my phone and thinking of how I will sleep with that young girl. 10 minutes letter she came in my bedroom not saying anything and she put away my phone, like she was possessed kissing me like their's no tomorrow not giving me any gup to say anything. And that night I will never forget in my life, she romanced me on every part of my body. I tried resisting but she was too good and I fall in love with her way of doing sex. She made me think was my age. We made sex all night and I even lost counts. I enjoyed I felt younger. In the morning I got a call from my mom saying she lost her father my grandfather. I suggested for her to stay I will come back but she refused, we went together I didn't even want to look direct in her eyes felt shy. We reached my mother's home and I introduced her as a friend we went in the village were the funeral have to take place but she could only glance at me and I thought what could have happened if my grandfather didn't die. And every time I look at her I think of the happiest moment I got yesterday. That day we spent a night at the funeral place. When time reached for sleep I picked a place near her I wanted to feel her presence. She slept at the corner of the room and I slept next to her. But on my side was my nephew we are the same age. And I thought she was assuming we were lovers because the way she was looking at as God knows. I spent the all night touching sharp every part of the body, I didn't want to know if the room was filled with people. I was in love even I thought of going in the bushes with her. But I remembered we are here for a burial. Here came my younger brother, he is 28 and lives in masaka a place were my Sharp stays they built a connection, he wanted to make his move and I was there watching. What can I do? I their eyes she's just afriend and she was wearing a dress it was hard to know she was a tomboy. When I saw my brother near her I would feel spares reaping out my heart but I couldn't do anything am just afriend in their eyes. On that day I new she was my first love because I have never felt this before. We went back home I wanted her to stay for at least one night but she got a call from her mother. Indicating that she was from the hospital and she have a cervical Cancer, She cried I hugged her hopping she would feel better but she couldn't. She pleaded miller please give me transport money go and stay with my mother. I did not had any cash left but I had money on my credit card I went and withdraw money and called a motor cycle guy to take because it was getting late.The guy took her and she bordered a taxi to the province. She me with spares in my chest but I had nothing to do. I called her and she reached safely. We kept talking for a month and her mother was opareted and she was recovering. But from the last meeting i had with Sharp destroyed everything in my marriage, I started seeing e very mistake my husband was doing he was never at home we had many short comings but I never wanted to know. I knew from the beginning that I never liked men but I decided to marry because of the pressure my family put on me I knew that I never loved my husband. I never liked the sex with him but I endured that and i had no children I didn't know if I wanted to have the but I never put any effort but I tried. One day I asked my husband for me to go and visit my auntie it's a one hour drive and he agreed their I saw another opportunity to see Sharp I was lonely my husband was always late and not being at home. So I made plans to take Sharp on a date after we go at my auntie's place .