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9 Chapters
Chapter 11 Double fuck img
Chapter 12 Before img
Chapter 13 Shit img
Chapter 14 Never img
Chapter 15 Soon img
Chapter 16 Liar img
Chapter 17 Divine img
Chapter 18 Doomed img
Chapter 19 Anything img
Chapter 20 Yearn img
Chapter 21 Wise img
Chapter 22 Taste img
Chapter 23 So good img
Chapter 24 My name img
Chapter 25 Amazing img
Chapter 26 Favorite flavor img
Chapter 27 Friends img
Chapter 28 Bestie img
Chapter 29 Torture img
Chapter 30 Sucker img
Chapter 31 Jerk img
Chapter 32 Smile img
Chapter 33 Alpha dick img
Chapter 34 War img
Chapter 35 The hunt img
Chapter 36 Shane img
Chapter 37 Beast img
Chapter 38 Gorgeous img
Chapter 39 Savior img
Chapter 40 Big bad wolf img
Chapter 41 Always img
Chapter 42 Yours img
Chapter 43 For you img
Chapter 44 Insanity img
Chapter 45 Mind games img
Chapter 46 Where you belong img
Chapter 47 Everything img
Chapter 48 Wolf img
Chapter 49 An end img
Chapter 50 Boobs img
Chapter 51 Third wheel img
Chapter 52 Gross img
Chapter 53 Look img
Chapter 54 Mates img
Chapter 55 Crazy img
Chapter 56 Whatever you want img
Chapter 57 Good girl img
Chapter 58 Six img
Chapter 59 Reunion img
Chapter 60 Demon img
Chapter 61 Good time img
Chapter 62 Juicy img
Chapter 63 Pipe img
Chapter 64 Savages img
Chapter 65 Canines! img
Chapter 66 Lying img
Chapter 67 Debt img
Chapter 68 No promises img
Chapter 69 Hot img
Chapter 70 Grow img
Chapter 71 Fantasy img
Chapter 72 Crave img
Chapter 73 Fishing img
Chapter 74 Obliterated img
Chapter 75 Fairy tale img
Chapter 76 Sandwich img
Chapter 77 Snackies img
Chapter 78 Leaking img
Chapter 79 Unwelcome img
Chapter 80 A moment img
Chapter 81 Joke img
Chapter 82 Another img
Chapter 83 Puzzle pieces img
Chapter 84 My demon img
Chapter 85 Remembered img
Chapter 86 Special img
Chapter 87 Sin img
Chapter 88 The reason img
Chapter 89 Curse img
Chapter 90 Erase img
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Chapter 9 Memories

Shane

I was asked today to share a happy moment spent with my family, when I couldn't think of one, I was asked to share any happy memory I had of my parents. Still, I couldn't name one. Where familial bonds should pull me to them, an emptiness sits. If it weren't for my twin sister I think I would have killed myself long ago.

People think that I would look down on her or want her gone sine we are both technically heirs to the throne, but I would rather slit my own throat than to harm a single hair on her head. Had I been born an only child I firmly believe I would have killed my parents at an early age. Why do I harbor such hate towards them? Why do I not care about their expectations or low opinions of me?

I was born with all of the memories from my previous life.

Every terrible thing, every death, every time she chose him over me, I remember it all. As a child it was hard to sort multiple past lives out, but eventually I got the picture. I was doomed to an eternity of suffering, but I didn't care. I knew deep down that I would never choose differently. It was her and it would always be her.

As for Mavy, I would never admit it out loud, but if it weren't for her I would have been lost to the darkness that was inside of me. When I heard a young girl had been found four years ago, I knew who it was, knew it was her.

It all started when the love of my life found her mate. I thought if I tried harder, fought harder, loved more that she would choose me in the last life. I thought that my love would be enough for her to see me, love me, want me. I remember realizing my fear had come to life when I was forced to stand on the sidelines as she stared up into his eyes.

The love in her eyes was a punch to the gut as she looked at him as if the heavens had planned this and the stars had aligned. When the world 'Mate' slipped from her lips, I wanted to rip him apart. I saw red. The pain was like nothing I've ever felt before. Life after life I bled for her and yet she still picked up that sword and thrust it into my heart.

Fate was relentless with its grudge against me. And yet, as soon as I heard the guards talking about the rogue that had been found I didn't question, didn't wonder about what I would do. One minute I was listening to the guards talking about what my father would do to her and the next, I was running.

My feet wouldn't move fast enough, the wind couldn't carry me further, and my desperation burst from me like water from a damn. I barged into his office and asked him what he would do about the rogue.

Her family had been traveling by car. The Delta that had been near the crash when it happened was present. He had pulled her from the wreck and insisted that she be killed. Rogues aren't allowed near pack because they're known to be wild. Rogues were disgusting and many thought they shouldn't be allowed to live. All because they didn't have a pack or an alpha. What sounded like freedom to me, sounded like filth to the ranked members.

"Please. There must be a reason for her to be here. The crash killed everyone, but her. The Moon Goddess let her live for a reason," I said.

"What do we do with rogues, Son?" My father asked.

I fell to my knees I could feel his gaze on me, but kept my eyes on the ground and my head low. I begged for him to spare her. I was young then and it was the first time I wanted something, it was the first time I begged him for anything.

When I lifted my head, I didn't miss the gleam in his eyes. I knew then that there would be a price to pay. He should have just agreed, but no, he had to have something in return. It didn't matter that the rogue was a child the same age as his daughter. His help came with a price tag.

He agreed to spare her life and in return, I would do as he wanted, follow his rules, and never fight back. I only agreed to his terms after he agreed to give her the care she needed. When he linked the Beta, my shoulders relaxed and it felt as if a crushing weight had been lifted.

We never mentioned what happened after that night. I learned from a young age that my father didn't care about me, nor did he hold any love for me. I was his heir and that's where his feelings and his thoughts for me stopped.

In the beginning I would wonder which face of his was real. Was the cruel father I knew the real version of him, or was the kind man everyone saw the real him? Was he only cruel with me? Was there something about me that made him despise me? After a few years, I stopped caring and held true to the agreement I struck with him that night she was spared.

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