I went to the bathroom and put the clothes on and lay on the stretcher Bn faced me understanding nothing
" Do you know how long you are ? "
The doctor asked and I denied
" Great, let's do a transvaginal to get to know everything right "
I spread my legs as he ordered
he stuck the business inside me and already took it out fast
"ours is too big we will have to do the obstetric "
I looked at him without understanding
"Okay, I'm nervous "
I said
" stay calm "
the doctor spoke and put the gel on my belly and started to run the business on it and soon I saw the television screen he started talking a lot of things and put the heart for me to listen and then wiped my belly
" Go change and Jajá we talk "
The doctor helped me up I went to change clothes, left the bathroom and sat on the chair next to the bn that just looked at me
" Well, do you want to know the sex ?"
the doctor asked
" but have you seen it ? because it takes, right ? "
I asked confused
" so you are seventeen weeks and two days "
The doctor spoke and I rolled my eyes
" this means that you are almost four months old The baby is 340gm, you will have to do the exams that I will pass and start prenatal care soon , can i talk about sex ?"
I only managed to confirm with my head
"It's a girl, papal congratulations "
when he spoke i started to cry he said but some things gave me the exam requests and the prescription of the medicines
"Wow, you're pregnant and didn't even warn anything" bn He said when we left the clinic
" I thought you knew, but I thought I was two months old" I replied
"Are you almost giving birth to a girl like you didn't feel anything ?"
he asked
" I swear I don't feel her moving "
I said
"well he said he was a girl, our liz "
I said smiling
" Go shopping for things I'll be right back" bn didn't even wait for me to answer and left
I went to the stores to buy things and I couldn't buy anything just a little outfit for Liz, I went to the food court and waited for hours for Bn and nothing for him to come back , I decided to leave when I got to the point a car stopped and the windows went down, it was two men, my heart accelerated
"Come in now "
I denied it with my head, what was on the ride went down and threw me in the back seat, I started to struggle
"Be still mine "
the driver shouted and accelerated the car
Afraid of them hitting me I was quiet, The car drove for hours and then stopped facing an apartment, I thought it was strange but I didn't say anything
"Go to the tenth floor apartment 310" the driver spoke and I confirmed with my head and went down
" Don't try to run away, we're watching you "
I kept walking
I arrived in front of the apartment door and was afraid to enter but I had no choices and I pressed the bell and a woman answered me
"Until the end you have come "
the woman spoke and pulled me into the apartment
" Did someone hurt you?"
Bn asked as soon as he saw me and I denied
"Your things are ready give me the cell phone and card "
" What's going on? why did you leave me alone at the mall? "
I asked him
"I'm doing this for your good "
answered
" Doing what ? "
I screamed
" Was it the pt who sent you to the favela ? " I was silent
" This is all a plan, don't you think everything is very easy, do you? "
Bn asked me
" What plan? what are you talking about ?"
I didn't understand anything
" I can't tell you much, but pt and ph are just using you, I wouldn't tell you anything else you're pregnant and I won't let this child suffer in their hand , take that money and disappear from here it goes a long way and I don't want to know the destination "
Bn walked around nervous
" My name and Amanda are Bruno's wife and he called me desperate to help you and of course I helped, do you really want to know what they intend with you ? "
asked worried and nervous
"I do want to know "
Bn denied with his head
" Please, I promise to go far "
"Your father is very strong, there are many slums here in São Paulo and they will use you to get his slums, I can't tell you but nothing just takes things and leaves"
bn spoke
" I'm leaving, thanks for helping me "
He gave me a backpack and a handbag
" in this bag there is money and a card, every month I will deposit a amount for you in that account "
when i was going to talk he cut me
" There is no point in denying, Accept you will need"
Bn insisted that I accept
" I don't know how to thank you" I gave him a hug
"You are my angel "
He smiled blandly
" We will always be here to help you, May God bless you and give you wisdom to follow face" Amanda spoke and gave me a hug
" Thank you very much "
thanked and left the apartment
I took a taxi and went to the bus station
bn didn't want to know the place I chose
go, he just said he will always be taking care of me from afar, I don't know why he is doing this but I just have to thank
I decided that I will forget my past, I did not suffer much, but just knowing that people who saw me grow up wanted to hurt me, I feel terrible , I really wanted to know how everyone got my departure, especially my grandmother, I really wanted to have her with me at that moment, I don't know what awaits me in the future , Bn I make it clear that I better not have contact with anyone, I don't know who can be behind me is why, he talked about my father didn't give me much details, at least I have
a clue is one day i will go after him ......