Chapter 10 10

Isabella.

" You have to understand that I do this, but I do it because I love you, you know? You and my stench are one and the same, po". - He hugged me and I tried to separate myself. "No, no, andré. I'm going to stay here because I have to. Love is running out, and when it runs out. It's going to be worse." "Are you going crazy Isabella? look what you're saying, be careful with your words, damn it. I'm tired of always trying to be the best for you and you being so fucking ungrateful" - He came at me and I laughed at his face. "Better? beating me, cheating on me. This is better for you? then show your worst side because it must be much better than this one. - he pressed me against the wall and I swore I was going to be punched in the face but he sealed our lips." "I will change, I promise you I will. If I don't change, you can do whatever you want. You can walk away, I'm not going to stall anymore. Just give me that confidence". - he said while kissing and kissing me, an opportunity like this to be a fool? I wouldn't miss it for the world. "If you lay one finger on me, you will never see my face again, do you hear me?" "I love you nega, I have a surprise for you". - he took off his shirt and I started laughing, who has never seen such a dry belly, people. "Your dry belly? I've seen it several times, nigga." " Look at the tattoo I made with your name". - he pointed to the tattoo a little below his chest and I saw the name isabela with a crown next to it, how embarrassing. Ju. I got home very angry after that scene, and to make things better, can you believe that Bernardo is getting sly? The handsome boy was playing in the street with a ball and instead of playing with boys his own age, no, he was playing with the greasy dealer friend of the minor's fdm. I was like that already, I patted him and told him to go home and guess what? He said I did not have to send anything that his father had left. This child is not even three years old. "You don't have to think anything, Bernard. Where is your idiot father, huh?" - I took off his shirt which was black with dirt, the minor does not have full responsibility for Bernardo. " it's at Uncle Oleia's house " - I took him in my lap and went after the father of this child, I even took his dirty shirt to rub in the face of the bum. I arrived in front of the ear's house with a loud fucking sound and all these males in front of the door, he really freaks out. He left the child in the street to have a party? He thinks I'm a sucker. "Hey there, little missy, have you lost something here?" - he looked me up and down and I sighed not to tell this fucker to take it up the ass. "Look here macho, the father of my son is in there and if you don't let me in now I'll set this shit on fire and then tell him it was you and your partners. You don't think he will believe you right?" - I said in the greatest debauchery and Bernard laughed. "go ahead, you're the boss". - he went out the door and I came in, mad at the sight of several males. I looked for him and at that moment my heart squeezed. He was sniffing again. Again. Her. The cocaine. He came back to destroy our family. "Go talk to the ear, mom, go to your father". - I put him on the floor and walked over to him, seeing him looking scared. " Sorry..." "I say that I don't care, but it's all lies, to imagine you in other arms, my mind freaks. When I'm angry I threaten to leave I end up going back, like a curupira. - acoustic poetry 2 "I don't believe this, you're playing with my face?" - He was finished, the house? not to mention. Everything was broken. "I... you don't have to say anything. I'm leaving" - I laugh. The good guy fills his ass with cocaine and I have to clean it? hahahahah, did you call? "You'll clean it if you want to, because I won't do it. You think you're too much, huh? what's wrong, Matthew? do you want to destroy our family again? finish this shit now, you don't have anyone, you think you have friends? the playboy doesn't love anyone but himself. The 22 is with his corre for you. And your girl is sitting for your vapors. But not me and your son, we're here, always caring about you. I never let you go, in your worst phase I helped you, and you're a selfish bitch who only thinks about himself, I love you and I can't stand seeing you in this state, what are you becoming, Matthew?" - I was already crying. I faced him, who looked at me without reaction. "The brightness of the house has arrived". - we heard his voice and he lowered his head and I took a deep breath taking my little one in my arms. "He was dying to see you guys, couldn't hold him for long". - she smiled sympathetically. "Roo, there was a big deal here. I told you something was going on. Mom, are you okay?" - he was so innocent, rosania looked at me already understanding what had happened I just kissed bernardo. "Go to the room with him my child, I'll take care of this" -- I was about to speak, but she interrupted me -- stop it girl, this is bullshit to me. "Thanks Ro, really. That dirty bum should be doing this". - she laughed and I went up to the bedroom with Bernardo, the handsome one was there with his head down.