Chapter 2 Second

Alicia's pov

I can't believe I'm getting married in a week to someone I absolutely despise . I mean who wouldn't?he is a total whore so disgusting and now I have to marry him just to save mum and dad from going bankrupt.

My phone rings bringing me out of my world of thinking so I rush towards it only t find out that it's my bestie calling.

"Hello?"I say immediately the call connects.

"Hey babygirl."his deep voice says in the phone.yup you heard me it's a guy. I am Derick have been best friends since like forever we did everything together that some people even got jealous. We were literally inseparably and at a point I actually fell Inlove with derick,but I'm still afraid to tell him till date. He was literally my first crush but he didn't like me back.....well not in the way I wanted since he saw me as a younger sister.

Derick had a black hair with black eyes a pout lip and a jawline to kill for,he was also quite built and tall too. This always made me feel kinda weird around him because he was so hot he made my imaginations run wild but j couldn't do anything about it.

"whatsup with you?"I asked weakly.

"I'm cool baby girl whatsup with you?why you sounding so down?"he asked concerned.

"It's my parents."I say quickly,this is always how I am I couldn't hide any shit from Derick even if I wanted too.

"what did they do?"he asked quickly.

"They want to get me married to some jerk I hate in a week."I say sadly.

"Wait what the hell...." Derick swore angrily.

"I know right? it's so messed up shit and I can't do anything about it."I said sadly.

"shit...sorry baby girl"he said sorry for me.

"yeahs I'm sorry for myself too"I said quite sad

"Well at least he has to be hot and cute cause I know that's what you like."Derick said in a teasing voice.

"oh he is very hot that's one of the reasons I hate him."I said immediately.

"Well that's good that his hot not the hate part at least you could get your first time with him."Derick said in a teasing voice,I was sure their would be a stupid smirk on his face right now . Well he is correct I hadn't had my first anything,no first kisses or first sex either. I was basically just a noobie when it came to such things.

"You disgust me,I'm never having sex with that man."I said irritated.

"Well it's not really your decision to make baby girl."Derick said.

"What's that supposed to mean?"I asked getting nervous.

"Well I meant if your getting married to him. then he has every right to have sex with you whether you want it or not."he said.

"Well he doesn't have a right to me because I hate him so much."I said with finality.

"okay baby girl whatever you say just don't get hurt in the process of hating him so much."he said as if he knew something.

"whatever you say. so tell me whatsup with you huh?"I asked in my gossip tone trying to distract him from the previous topic.

"Well I have a girlfriend now is whatsup,I finally asked her out."he said with so much Jo in his voice.

"wow you did? I'm so happy for you."I say with fake joy as tears fill my eyes.

"yeah I did I'm also so happy thanks though."he says.

"it's cool,well I have somethings that I need to do now so we will speak later okay?"I said trying to hang up as quickly as I could so I could cry well.

"Yeah sure babygirl laters babe"he says and I hang up and fall on my bed crying.

I didn't know why I was this unlucky, firstly my crush didn't like me and has a girlfriend now and my parents are going bankrupt if I don't marry some man that I hated. I just wanted to disappear from the earth right now and hide somewhere maybe under a stone and cry my eyes out.