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I comb through my long hair, letting it hang down my back.
Working against the clock, I throw on a pair of dark jeans, leather
boots, a white t-shirt, and a black jacket. He said to wear
something expensive, but this event can be called a high class
cook out at best.
Technically, it's a bonding ceremony, which is the equivalent of a
wedding to humans except without all of the elegance, fancy
clothes, and decor.
Just like Nathan said, I find him waiting for me in the living room
of the pack house. He stops his pacing in order to look me over
from head to toe.
"How much did that cost?"
"Enough," I answer as I walk past him.
"Is it designer?" He asks, coming up beside me.
"It is for tonight."
He makes a disapproving grunt. "We'll go shopping later. You look
good though."
I stop dead in my tracks, stiffening.
Did he... Did he just compliment me?
He offers me his arm, as if nothing out of ordinary had just
happened. "Wouldn't wanna be late."
I wipe the petrification off my face and force myself to take the
arm he's offering. It's an internal fight to keep myself from pulling
away from him. Something about having any sort of contact with
him seems wrong and stomach-churningly unappealing.
When we walk up to the open forested area that the party is set up
in, everyone's eyes turn on us. The urge to shrink down and out of
their sight is crippling, but there's nowhere to go. Plus I have too
much pride to even attempt to hide against Nathan's side. Public
shame can only go so far and that would be on an entirely new
level.
There's no doubt in my mind that this is the latest gossip of the
pack. The oh so beloved Nathan Swelter- soon to be Alpha of the
Visari pack- is claiming a mate who isn't his.
He leads us past a towering bonfire whose flames reach high into
the dark sky and to a long table set on a wooden platform which
acts as a makeshift stage. There are four seats at the table, all at
one side so that the occupants would all face the crowd.
Alpha Andre and his Luna, Nathan's mother, sit together at one
end. I break away from Nathan and go past them, planting myself
at the furthest end, as far away from them as I can be. To my
misfortune, Nathan sits down next to me, far closer than I'd prefer.
No more than half a minute passes before he places his hand on
my knee and starts tugging at my leg. I shoot him a burning glare
so heated that he should burst into flames on the spot.
"Seriously?!" I snap, keeping it at a whisper.
He growls lowly, leaning closer. "You're mine now. Show it."
I clench my canines together so hard that my jaw aches. I roll my
eyes and huff before throwing away my dignity and following his
orders, lifting my legs so that they're in his lap.
It's a Visarian display of ownership. While sitting, the female would
position herself so that the back of her thighs touch the top of the
male's, though her butt stays in her own seat. In intimate cases,
only between true mates, the male would wrap his arm around the
female, her head resting on his shoulder.
However, that's not the case for us.
I put my thighs on top of his, but other than that, I keep as much
distance as possible. It wouldn't be hard for someone to figure out
that we're not mates. The stiff body language, the tense and
mechanical movements, and not to mention my obvious
disgruntlement; it's enough to make any spectator cringe with
second hand embarrassment.
And of course, there's plenty of them to do so. Practically the
entire pack is staring at us from below, unblinking. Despite the cold
winter air, my face is on fire.
"Act natural," Nathan scolds in my ear.
"Maybe if I weren't being blackmailed I could," I hiss back.
Alpha Andre stands up, clearing his throat and sending us both a
scolding look. He then slaps on a pleasant smile and faces
forward to address the pack.
"Wolves of Visari, may I introduce to you to your soon to be Alpha
and Luna," he announces, making a grand gesture towards us.
His speech goes on after that. Most of it, if not all of it, is him
rambling on about Nathan's childhood and his meager yet
exaggerated achievements.
Not a single thing is said about me. It's almost like he completely
forgot that I could've been considered his daughter at one point.
I'm not surprised though.
Nearly half an hour of empty words and transparent compliments
later, he concludes his speech with something along the lines of
"may he reign long and prosper with this pack."
Applause bursts from the crowd when Alpha Andre sits back
down. Although I tuned out the majority of his speech, I highly
doubt the applause is sincere.
When the clapping starts to fade, a single hand in the middle of the
sea of people pops up.
"Nathan and Adrienne aren't mates. What happens when she finds
her mate? Will Nathan then find a new Luna?"
I perk up upon hearing my name. But Nathan opens his mouth
first.
"There will be no other Luna," he answers. My brow furrows when I
realize his tone is almost... defensive? Who knew he was such a
good actor.
He continues, and slowly the defensiveness dissipates into
professionalism. "I chose Adrienne. The ceremony will bind us.
And if her mate has a problem with it, he can either get over it or
take it up with me."
I shiver. There's something about talking about my hypothetical
mate that seems unnatural. Wrong even, and I don't like it.
There were no more questions after that. I was beyond thankful.
The sooner this torture is over, the better.
Pack members begin passing out the food, giving me the dreadful
cue to talk to the Alpha's asshole-ish offspring.
"When did you turn into plastic?" I ask him.
He looks at me, confused. "What?"
"You're fake, Nathan. Just like your little declaration of caring
about me."
His gaze hardens and his jaw tightens, like I've hit a nerve. That's
good though. Because I'd sever it if I could.
"I'd watch your fucking attitude if I were you," he warns
dismissively.
I glance down at his palm resting right above my neck, then back
up to him. "And I'd watch your hand if I were you, " I growl, my
teeth turning to canines.
Various dishes are sat down in front of me, all of them fresh and
steaming. But none of them are bribing enough to make me stay.
"Where are you going?" Nathan asks as I abruptly stand up, having
not even touched my a single morsel of food.
I mumble a bitter retort, one I'm sure he can hear, "For a walk, get
off my back."
I don't look back, not even after hearing the rattling of silverware
when a palm slams down on the table. Growling follows, low and
provoked.
I guess now we both know what it's like to be inconvenienced by
someone else.
"Let her go," Alpha Andre orders. I can just imagine him grabbing
his son's wrist and pulling him back down before he can even get
up. He's controlling like that. Except this time, I'm thankful for it.