Chapter 3 Three

JEAN'S POV

The fire in me needed to be tamed before it ran wild. I walked over to Calvin as he sat on the kitchen counter. He was the perfect boyfriend every parent would want. Beautiful with a boyish look, a pale skin which often made me wonder the reason he wasn't tanned as he was always out in the sun. His broad shoulders were to die for and I loved it when he wrapped his strong arms around me as I felt secure with me. Lastly, he was of average height but he still towers over my 5ft 6 inches.

I wish he would stop all the innocent gentleman's attitude he always put up and be the man I wanted to quench my burning desires. He poured me a glass of juice and I whispered 'thank you before gulping it down.

"What are you thinking about babe?" He asked.

He ruffled my hair and I swatted his hand away.

"Nothing, just wondering where Kiki could be cooped up right now. She might be in Africa or Only God knows where. Well, it's not that I'm complaining or something, I love the fact that she's not all up in my business but at the same time, I wish she was here. I'm weird right?"

Perhaps, I was. I missed my big sister. But, I could never tell her that as it would stroke her ego because she believed I couldn't live without her.

"No, you're not," Calvin said. "What you just said makes perfect sense, and it's normal for you to miss her. Does she call you? To at least check up on you."

"Yes, she does. Once in a while." I shrugged before brushing through my hair with my hand, releasing the knot there.

"Please pour me another cup," I said handing him my empty glass cup

"Alright, babe." He asserted.

I took a long sip of the orange juice, then set the glass down. "That aside, I would love us to go for a movie date. It's been so long since we went out and had fun, all you say is let's hang out indoors."

"I'm sorry for that babe, I promise to treat you to a date soon. Our last date was epic, remember when we went for a bicycle ride around that your in-cavel town." He smiled.

I thought back to that day. It was the most hilarious date I had been on with him.

"Of course, I remember, the old lady kept following us with her four-wheeled bicycles. It took us ten minutes to notice her and when we confronted her she began to scream, ``my lost son where have you been?" I mimicked the woman's voice so well that we burst into laughter.

Everyone could see the horror on our faces as we stood shocked, especially Calvin. He had to calm her down pretending to be her son. And then took her to buy her snacks just to find out later she was a pocket thief that stole his wallet and phone.

We were played but I was glad she was taken by the police after several complaints were laid.

"You look so beautiful when you smile, you know that right?" Calvin tucked a strand of hair beneath my ear.

I flushed, rolling my eyes. "No I don't, you're just pulling my legs. Thousands of girls who are your friends look way better than me. And I try not to be jealous each time I see you with them."

Calvin gagged. "That's absurd. My female friends look weird to me."

He often said that and he told them they look like a male because of how built they were. Hence, he'd never be willing to go to bed with any of them because he imagined them fúcking himself.

"You are the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I don't care if anyone is more appealing. I see you alone."

His words warmed my heart and I giggled. I didn't need him to tell me I looked good, but it was cute to have him say he had eyes for me alone.

Calvin leaned in for a kiss and I returned it placing my hands on his chest. "Babe, I have to hit the gym and see you later. These muscles need to eat their daily food. I love you."

"I love you more," I whispered as he head out the door

As he left, I ran into my room and locked the door as I stripped completely, placing my phone on my bed as I clicked on a porn site.

I was frustrated sexually. And I needed an orgasm to relieve my body of some stress since Calvin didn't want to give that to me.

I needed to get it myself.

I ran a hand on my breast as the lady did in the video. My eyes twitched as I watched her moan but I wasn't feeling anything.

I tried several more videos but I was disappointed as I clicked on the tenth one. I wasn't feeling anything, if someone was watching, he or she would have a good laugh because I was clueless. I didn't know how to please myself.

I groaned and flung my phone to the side of the bed before dashing into my bathroom. Maybe a shower would help calm down my nerves right now because I didn't know what else could.