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5 Chapters
Chapter 10 NINE img
Chapter 11 TEN img
Chapter 12 ELEVEN img
Chapter 13 TWELVE img
Chapter 14 THIRTEEN img
Chapter 15 FOURTEEN img
Chapter 16 FIFTEEN img
Chapter 17 SIXTEEN img
Chapter 18 SEVENTEEN img
Chapter 19 EIGHTEEN img
Chapter 20 NINETEEN img
Chapter 21 TWENTY img
Chapter 22 TWENTY ONE img
Chapter 23 TWENTY TWO img
Chapter 24 TWENTY THREE img
Chapter 25 TWENTY FOUR img
Chapter 26 TWENTY FIVE img
Chapter 27 TWENTY SIX img
Chapter 28 TWENTY SEVEN img
Chapter 29 TWENTY EIGHT img
Chapter 30 TWENTY NINE img
Chapter 31 THIRTY img
Chapter 32 THIRTY ONE img
Chapter 33 THIRTY TWO img
Chapter 34 THIRTY THREE img
Chapter 35 THIRTY FOUR img
Chapter 36 THIRTY FIVE img
Chapter 37 THIRTY SIX img
Chapter 38 THIRTY SEVEN img
Chapter 39 THIRTY EIGHT img
Chapter 40 THIRTY NINE img
Chapter 41 FORTY img
Chapter 42 FORTY ONE img
Chapter 43 FORTY TWO img
Chapter 44 FORTY THREE img
Chapter 45 FORTY FOUR img
Chapter 46 FORTY FIVE img
Chapter 47 FORTY SIX img
Chapter 48 FORTY SEVEN img
Chapter 49 FORTY EIGHT img
Chapter 50 FORTY NINE img
Chapter 51 FIFTY img
Chapter 52 FIFTY ONE img
Chapter 53 FIFTY TWO img
Chapter 54 FIFTY THREE img
Chapter 55 FIFTY FOUR img
Chapter 56 FIFTY FIVE img
Chapter 57 FIFTY SIX img
Chapter 58 FIFTY SEVEN img
Chapter 59 FIFTY EIGHT img
Chapter 60 FIFTY NINE img
Chapter 61 SIXTY img
Chapter 62 SIXTY ONE img
Chapter 63 SIXTY TWO img
Chapter 64 SIXTY THREE img
Chapter 65 SIXTY FOUR img
Chapter 66 SIXTY FIVE img
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Chapter 5 FOUR

ELOISE

"He is not our fated," I told my wolf out loud as I flagged a taxi down. One stopped and I hopped in. "Take me to Highwynne road," I told the driver.

"Highwynne road..." He mused. "Where is that?"

The bout of the mental torture I was inflicting on myself as a result of the sudden arrival of the voice in my head stopped and I actually made some effort to look around me. The road looked different. Ashlake didn't have bad roads but there was just something more industrial to the road I was staring at. The houses around. They looked expensive and perfect. Nothing like the variety in Ashlake. It made me wonder–Scratch that, it made me fear I was in a different city. Surely Matthann was not sick enough to drive me to a different town just to get laid.

"Where is this?" I asked the driver, reaching into my purse for my phone.

"Marblefay. Why do you ask?"

Marblefay? The city I grew up in. The place of nightmares. I kept my cool and opened my device. Not sure why. Perhaps I hoped the driver was exaggerating to extort a rookie visitor of money. I went to maps and found out just how far from home I was. My fears had been very right. Matthan was sick enough to drive me to his own home which was two towns away just to have sex. I didn't even think about how he did it. I refused to let the man dominate my thoughts. Even if he was cute. I swiped at my notifications only to be blown away at the magnitude of calls and texts my parents had put through. To think I was the sole person to put myself in this sort of compromising position and now I was dead meat. If the cops hadn't been called already.

"Can you drive me to the closest bus stop? I need to get to Ashlake."

"You are quite far from home." The man told me. I noticed a smirk in his mouth. I chose to ignore it because I tended to overthink. Perhaps I was seeing things. Being here could do that, right?

"We are safe Eloise." The voice in my head comforted me as the car started moving. "Papa is dead."

I fixated all my attention on my phone throughout the journey in a bid to avoid looking at something that would trigger another of those repressed memory. It took me work to cope with all that baggage. I was not going to be dealing with another relapse. I was fine now. The past was in the past. After all, it had been nineteen years. I kept my gaze down because the road looked familiar. We lived not too far from the road. It would come as no surprise if our house which burned down years ago still stood as a relic for the people of Marblefay. But even my best wasn't enough. My jittery fingers clicked the Google app and I did it. I searched the Carnation family tragedy. It had been my birth last name. Countless results popped up. I opened a more recent one. It had been years since I looked the case up so seeing that there was something new relating to the tragedy morbidly fascinated me. I will make this tragedy into something of beauty and memories, the header read. The statement was said by some manor renovator. A photo of her was slapped just across the article. I would see through the facade of a smile and kind eyes she gave the camera. She was just like all of them after that tragedy. Plastic fakes who hoped to get a few pity likes and a trial of popularity in complete disregard for the trauma of a child. They all said they sympathized but they weren't there. They didn't know how hot a burning house could get. They had no idea what it was like to breathe in thick black smoke in place of air or see your mother covered in the pool of her own blood. To see your father relish the idea of taking your life. Tremors enveloped my body just thinking about it. I was moments away from having another full blown panic attack. She just had to butt in. My wolf.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?" She asked me.

"I am not doing anything." I retorted, careful not to snap out loud so I would not look crazy.

"But you are." She replied, refusing to be put silent. "You are putting yourself in this horrible situation to get him out of your mind. You would rather torture yourself than reckon about what I said. Matthan is our fated Eloise. I felt it when he kissed you. Our souls, they fit. He can remedy your pain. It is the will of the goddess."

I clutched hard to my phone. I swear that the device was moments away from becoming scrap under the influence of my iron grip. I felt stronger. Now that my wolf was back, it was of no surprise. I stopped clenching and that made the thoughts in my head cascade. I didn't want it to happen. I didn't want Matthan to be my fated or any werewolf at that. My life was perfect just the way it was. Once the time was right, I would find someone. Someone boring. Someone human to settle down with. "I don't need to be remedied," I whispered to my wolf. "Only broken things need that and I am not broken."

"I hear you say that but we both know the only reason you have limited yourself and your life is because of your crippling uncertainty."

"Shut up!" I almost screamed aloud. This was why the thought of having a voice of reason in my head creeped me out. I had lived a good life making my decisions alone. I missed that. My wolf had barely stayed a day and she was already trying to therapize and fix me just like my parents. What did they see exactly? What was so broken about me that they all saw the need to fix it? "I am not uncertain. I don't fear anything. I just don't want to deal with another werewolf. I don't need him to be remedied and fate has absolutely nothing to do with the future I deserve. I am not going to end up like my mother."

"Took the words right out of my mouth. You are afraid Eloise. We are afraid of ending up like her. Because she had something a lot of werewolves coveted. A pairing as rare as the one of fate. But even that wasn't enough. The man she was fated to be with was the same person who took her life. You don't want to end up like mom. Another domestic abuse statistic."

A drop of salty hot tears trickled down my cheek. I wiped it as quickly as I could. But the emotion of despair didn't disappear and I hated that my wolf was right. Was that what they all saw? Prodigy, Eloise Carter was afraid of her future. Was that why everyone was trying so hard to remedy me?

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