Chapter 5 5

Everyone that was dancing all over the place stopped, and Alpha Jaime took his stand. I looked at my gold watch to see it's 11:58, almost time for the big reunion. I actually bounce my feet up and make a little happy dance, Kia smiles and laughs at my silly happy dance.

"Pack members who will receive their wolves by the end of tonight's full moon, please step outside to welcome your wolf, everyone else can walk to the front of the cement area, once we have our newest members and they have sworn their alliance, we will have our pack run. Thank you all, for your attendance.

This is it! I am finally going to have my wolf, my wolf is so close by, I hold on tight to Kia who is now nervous, ou no. I hope she doesn't get a small panic attack, Alpha Lame is always being strict with Omegas, Kia is no exception, I walk holding hands with her to feel a bit calm.

Once we are outside the clouds above are hiding the moon, wired. The moon is usually visible in the time of the change, I stand next to my girl, hugging her tight. I look around to see if Mykel is near to have a small pep talk, but I don't see him.

I see my mom from afar waving as Samie jogs to us, Kia is now shivering and my head starts to hurt even worse than when I talked about that kids story, it feels like a migraine but twice as worse. Samie pulls my hand and I see her hand has a swirling thing around it, I look at it mezmerised not paying attention to my surroundings.

Then I feel it the moon's shining light, I look behind me and the head hack gets even worse, I hold on to my head from exploding, not seeing Kia is shifting to her wolf, all omegas are your typical gray wolf, none of them are of another color, unless they are mated to another class.

Kia actually shifted to a beautiful sandy colored wolf, she howled when she shifted, but I didn't shift at all. I look at Samie and neither does she. I look around to see my mom but she is being held by Dante and I try to see Mykel but have no luck.

All the other people here also shift into their respected wolves, I hug myself as I hold on my tears, I have no wolf. "It's okay Sue mom did say this might happen, don't feel bad", I nod at Sam so I don't feel even more stupid.

I stay still but then other wolves come around snickering and pushing me till I fall on the ground. Really? Pushing a wolfless she wolf after one's first shift? I broke crying on the floor, nobody, not a single person cares that I have no wolf.

I cry hard and Kia places herself to protect me seeing that the others want to make fun of me. I then see Callum jog to Kia, "Hey shhh easy Susie won't get hurt sweetheart I promise, I knew you were my mate." he tells Kia who purrs at his sweet words.

I clean my tears from having them ruin my makeup, I doubt I did a good job at that, "congratulations to you Kia and Callum, you two make a happy couple." I say with envy and cold words still on the floor when Samie comes near me.

"Hey you don't get to act so bi**** with us, wolves" those words hurt more then I wanted to admit. It was just the Beta but that hurt so much, I am a Gamma and Luna's daughter with no wolf.

I see a pair of shoes walk towards me and I can see they belong to none other then Alpha Jaime, please no more. I get it I am a nobody, I have no right to be here just make it quick, make it quick Alpha. I repeat to myself.

My mother walks up to me with Alpha Dante, "Sue are you okay?" my mom asks as if she doesn't know how hurt I am that everyone but me got their wolves, I can't hide my pain and start to cry all over again, my mom hugs me as I keep crying.

"Where is Mykel?" I ask her now, slowly giving up on the idea that I am going to be happy with my new best friend. "I'm not sure we haven't seen him since the rays of the moon came out and Kia shifted first then anyone." awesome, so everyone's attention was towards me either way.

He didn't leave me did he? My eyes start to get a fresh pair of tears as it hits the idea that can only fit my pathetic moment right now, I have no wolf, my boyfriend left me and now I have to be rejected as an outsider member for not having a wolf, please just end me now.

Alpha Dante comes near us and I am a bit scared as to what is going on. I look at my hands covered in my dark makeup, I try to clean my hands in something and Alpha Dante gives me his front pocket handkerchief, I use it and keep it.

"Well I will start the initiations first and then when Miss Drama Queen is over and done we will follow as the pack laws are well known to follow." he says in a really annoyed voice, greate I have him on my case already.

"Callum, congratulations on finding your mate, Kilala Emerys, are you ready?" the Alpha asks her, she nods with her ears down, she shifts back to finalize her initiation, Callum gives her his jacket as soon as she shifts. I stand to watch as my friend gets to have everything I won't be getting, I don't hate her but it hurts me to know I won't be a part of this.

"I, Alpha Jaime Larson of the Small Moon Pack, welcome you Kilala Emerys as my Betas mate." He slices his hand with a silver and gold knife, it looks Victorian and then he slices her hand, shaking their hands.

I feel a power course from Alpha Jaime to Kia, she looks more fit, stronger even. She looks at Callum who is smiling like a fool in love and she has a new aura around her, I can feel her strength from my standing.

He goes a bit back and waits for the rest of the wolves to be welcomed and initiated, Kia and Callum leave to head inside. I stand there looking at their direction, knowing I will never have that.

Crying my eyes out gave me puffy red eyes, still looking at the direction Kia and Callum went, Mykel didn't even say he wanted to end things with me, he just dropped out and left. I hear Alpha Dante clearing his throat, I move my eyes to him as Jaime also walks to us, it feels like only a minute passed when I look at my clock it says 2am, greate.

"Seeing as you will be put to outcast but staying as part of the pack, would you rather come live with us?" He asks in a really gentle voice and for a split second I felt I was important to someone but he is just my step dad. What the hell does he know about how I feel.

"Sue my little baby girl, I am here you know I will never leave you hunny." My mom tells me to soothe my hand. I hate being pitied because my dad, in this I know I'm like my dad, he doesn't say anything but he also doesn't make it worse, when I am sad and stuff like that I hold it. I don't like showing others they got me but this one is very hard to hold.

I look at my dad with broken eyes, "If you want to go, you can Sue, I will be here if you ever need me." I lick my lips and taste the salt of my tears, nobody gives me a moment to answer as Alpha Jaime arrives with his own answer.

"Since you have chosen to accept being part of The Green Pack of Alpha Dante then I will transfer you to him. Easier for me and a much calmer mind that my pack won't have a weakness like you." He says in front of my parents and everyone in my pack house.

I have no words of my own from how much I regret having to stand here alone. I snap, "Fine, Alpha Dante I accept to move to your pack." As soon as my words left me the last one hit my head and my heart heavy enough to make me hold on to my mom a bit tighter.

"I Alpha Jaime Larson, Reject you Susie Brown as my Mate and Luna of the Small Moon Pack." I felt my heart being shot and plunged into pure cruel pain, Jaime was my mate... my mate?

A cloud of green dust covers Alpha Dante, my mom, myself and then I see it to be Samie, all of this while my heart is slowly becoming ashes from my humiliating rejection.

3 years later