Chapter 2 Pregnant

"You shouldn't think that man again!" Camille said while looking at me. I told her what happened to me and Harrison last night. What the fuck? I don't know that I'm going to take a risk by giving my virginity to that man. What the hell was I thinking last night? Or it because of alcohol? Damn it.

"I don't know."

"Shiela you know that he's a playboy."

I sipped my coffee and remarked, "Yeah, just like your lover."

She shouted, "He changed, he's now a good boy!"

"Okay, whatever." I said. As if, I believe her. But to my observation, I can see that her boyfriend is really changed but the friends of Kiven was so playboy and I can't believe that I had sex with one of his friends. I don't know that it's going to happened. I didn't know that. I noticed that Camille kept on looking at me, maybe she's observing me.

"What? It still hurts?"

"Camille!" I said to her. She just chuckled and tap my shoulder. "What the hell Camille?"

I didn't say anything because I know she will tease me again. Damn it. It's really hurts and I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't even walk properly and I can't believe that I lost my virginity to that man. Damn it.

I have no idea why I'm acting strangely now when I haven't seen the man in weeks. I shook my head, telling myself to get back to work. We currently have a large customer base.

"Please, two caramel macchiato," the girl said. When I finished preparing her order, I gave it to her. When I observed the girl approaching the well-known man, my heart did indeed swell even more, and my forehead wrinkled. Harrison's here! God, oh God.

He's here!

I turned to one of my employees when she asked me, "Ma'am, are you okay?" I nodded in response. Once more, I noticed that they were conversing; perhaps they were siblings or friends?

"Shieladine!" I turned to face the person who had called me, and Camille was there.

"What?"

She taunted and chuckled, "Wow! What a grouchy boss." I couldn't help rolling my eyes at her. I don't want to see anyone since I'm so irritable right now. I'm not sure why, but I felt like I needed some alone time.

I asked, raising an eyebrow, "Why are you here? I thought you were going to be with Kiven."

She remarked, "He have a vital meeting that's why I'm here," and I nodded at her before turning my gaze away from them. Now, all I want is some solitude.

She looked at me and said, "You looked pale." My forehead furrowed. I felt like I was going to pass out these past several days since I've been so weak and didn't know what was going on with me.

I told her, "I'm just tired." It's true that during the past few days, I've been quite exhausted and unsure of what to do.

I told myself I shouldn't be with a man because I know I lose control when I'm intoxicated, and I've been thinking about that man ever since. What on earth is this? I shouldn't believe him because Camille already told me he was a playboy, and I also know that she was the one who introduced me to him.

After finishing my lunch, I made the decision to go see my parents. Camille and her boyfriend went on a date. She even asked me to join them, but I insisted that I wasn't going to. I don't want to be the third wheel.

As soon as I got there, I went to my parents' grave and gave them flowers. If I had known that was the last day I would see my parents, I would have told them how much I loved them both. I really missed them both. I find it difficult to accept that I am now alone.

When I was with Camille at the party, my parents told me they were just going to the mall to buy something. However, I wasn't with them because I had already gone to the party with Camille. When Camille introduced us to her guy, I was enjoying our night out with our friends. That evening and right before I left for home, it was incredibly enjoyable. My phone fell on my palms as I was astonished to learn that someone had contacted me.

I even recalled Camille approaching me and asking what had occurred. When I learned that my parents were in the hospital as a result of the car accident, I was utterly devastated. However, when we got to the hospital, the doctor informed me that they had passed away. That evening, I was unsure of what to do because I felt as though I hadn't had any alcohol despite the fact that I felt like I had. I was crying and in such shock. asking myself why it occurred to me. Why are my parents now deceased? What will I do now that I'm by myself?

I wiped tears on my eyes as I remembered all of those. I really can't hold back my tears when it comes to my parents. I didn't tell them how they're so important to me and how much I love them. They sacrificed a lot for me, to build my own coffee shop and when I'm still in college.

"Mom, I know you're watching me. You and Dad are always be in my heart. Don't worry about me, I'm okay here. I'm so sorry because I didn't make my promise to the both of you, that I'm still virgin until I'm going to marry the man I love." I laughed when I realized what I said. I'm so dumb for doing it to that man and he's a playboy.

I said and smiled before I placed the flowers, "I'm truly sorry Mom and Dad. I'm really okay here, don't worry about me. I know that you're both okay wherever you are. I missed you so much." I spotted something as I turned to head toward my car and glanced up towards the sky. I'm not sure why, but my heart missed a beat. Something curled like a fetus that I saw in the sky. Even after I opened my eyes to see whether it was real or just my imagination, the object was still visible in the sky.

What is this?

I shrugged and walked over to my car. I went to the church after seeing my parents and noticed that it was packed. I lit one candle at a time. I prayed while averting my eyes. When a baby cried, I heard it but didn't bother to look because I was in the middle of praying. After I was done praying, I opened my eyes and looked to see the baby. The infant was staring at me as I watched the girl with her spouse. My heart began to skip once more as I smiled at the infant.

This is so weird.

After two months, I was still experiencing daily weakness despite consuming mango and grapes. Camille seems really interested in what is happening to me, but I don't know why. I don't know what's going on, but despite the fact that I haven't done anything, I already feel sleepy. Every day, I want to cry and just sleep. Camille wanted me to go to the hospital for a checkup, but I told her I was well. She can tell I'm not okay, therefore she's not believing me either.

When Camille said, "You know what, I think you need to buy a pregnancy test," my eyes widened. We're in my coffee shop, and I just finished throwing up; I have no idea why I'm acting this way. I don't consume anything that will make me feel like this, as I just realized.

I asked Camille, "What are you talking about?" She gave me another look while supporting her chin with her hand. She seems to be reading my thoughts right now. I gave her a headshake. I find that to be unfathomable.

I'm not pregnant!

She continued to stare at me and exclaimed, "Just to be sure!" That is crazy. We're not yet certain, but I'm not sure that will happen. I'm not pregnant, but I will go locate the man if I am because he deserves to be informed that he will be a parent.

"Hom many pregnancy test?" I asked. Camille didn't say anything and just called one of my staff to buy PT, I was so nervous while waiting for it and Camille is calming me. What if it's true? What will I do? I'm not prepared for this and I certainly don't anticipate it.

"Here, Ma'am."

"Thank you." Camille looked at me and we went to the bathroom so I can take pregnancy test. "I'm here, okay?" She said to me and I went inside in the bathroom to take some pregnancy test. After I take it, I went outside and I didn't looked at the PT because my heart is beating so fast and my hand is shaking because of the nervousness.

My friend took a peek at the PT after I gave it to her. Her eyes widened before she smiled at me. I am aware of the smile, and I must admit that I was really anxious.

"It's positive," she declared. I noticed two red lines on each of the four pregnancy tests when I looked at them. I had no idea how I was feeling right now. What I'm going to do is a mystery to me. He genuinely didn't use a condom, and I wasn't sure if he was aware of it or not.

I visited the OB after learning I was pregnant so they could examine myself and the baby. According to the doctor, I am 12 weeks pregnant. I find it difficult to accept that it is actually happening. I don't anticipate this because that night was so unsatisfactory to me and I gave that man my all. I still find it hard to believe that I will soon become a mother. Camille was really protective to me and even suggested that I speak with the man. She is aware of the man's address, but I'm too afraid to go see him. What am I going to tell him? Will he remember me or will he think I'm lying? I'm not sure how to begin telling him that we're expecting a child. I'm hoping that he'll be pleased with my news and the impending birth of our child.

While getting dressed, I told myself, "You can do it." I even felt and glanced at my stomach. Is this a fact, or what? that I am expecting? I'm currently very happy, yet I'm also anxious. I smiled as I entered the living room and viewed the photo of our family. I smiled at my parents.

I turned to face them and stated, "You two are going to be grandparents. I hope both of you are here because I really missed you both. I know you're happy right there."

I once more wiped my tears. My mother and father cause me a lot of emotion, perhaps because I miss them so much. I rubbed my stomach once more. I am confident that my parents will be overjoyed to learn that I am expecting. Mom has been asking me when I can be married, but I've been telling her that I won't get married and now I'm already pregnant. I'm getting so emotional again. Is my recent bout of emotional outbursts related to the fact that I've been pregnant?

I walked towards to the kitchen so I can cook my breakfast. I'm craving for a pancake now, I touched my tummy and smiled.

"Baby, we're going to be alright."