Chapter 4 Four

Leia's Pov

25 years later

Wren finally opened the front door of our house and entered inside. She looked extremely tired and I felt really bad, it was a bit difficult for me to ask her for this favor.

"I'm sorry I wasted a lot of time. Your mother insisted I stay longer" she said and I frowned at that.

"Why? How is she?"

"She is good. Your father was absent and so she was alone and so I had to keep her company"

I had not seen mama for over a month now. I had a weird feeling she didn't want to see me and I had no idea why.

"Your mother sent her apologies for not coming to see you," Wren said but I shrugged.

"Whatever, you look tired you should rest," I said to Wren.

"No, I can't rest when you've not fed in days, my princess. Your father will have my head if anything happens to you"

"I'm fine"

"But you are exhausted. I don't want you fainting while we are outside" Wren shook her head

"It's either we got to the brothel tonight or you feed on the man in the dungeon," she said and I cringed.

I would never touch any of the men my father kept in the dungeon of this house. He expected me to keep sleeping with one man until all the life in him was drained out. The guilt was killing me and I felt like a murderer.

Each time any of the men died I felt so guilty and evil. I hated that I was responsible for it, so I decided to go to the brothel and find a man by myself.

My father knew nothing about it, he could never find out, if not he would be very upset and Wren could get into a lot of trouble. I didn't want that for her she had been through a lot already because of me.

"Fine. Get the clothes" I said

Wren brought out the old maid clothes and we changed into them. She wore the colorful clothing while I wore the old and dull ones.

My father had a lot of enemies and although nobody knew exactly what I looked like because I had been hidden my whole life, I still needed to be extremely careful. If anyone got to find out that I visited the brothels or knew about my condition, they would use it against my father and I didn't want that to happen.

My father had made sure he kept that hidden and I didn't want to expose his secret. It hurt that I had to live in secret but that was what life had offered me.

"Remember, you will pay the man to sit in the room with you while I go to feed" I reminded wren and she rolled her eyes.

"We have gone over this a thousand times. I have not forgotten at all. I know the plan and what to do"

"I know. It's just that I want us to be extremely careful" I said and she nodded.

Wren and I set out of the house. The pathway to the brothel was silent and the moon was brightly illuminating the sky. I wished to be out here during the day like this but I didn't have a normal life like others and so I had to stay indoors.

The brothel was finally in view after a not too long walk and we could hear the noise coming from it. We finally got into the brothel and it was filled up as usual. The strong smell of ale and sweat filled the air. We mingled with the crowd and I tried to find a male for the night. I spotted one sitting alone at the bar. He had auburn hair and he looked fit.

He looked out of place as his eyes studied the room. He was a new person, perfect. I walked to the bar, after giving wren a nod.

I swayed my hips and leaned on the counter while I eyed the man. He took a large gulp from his cup and eyed my figure. I twirled my hair in my fingers and gave him a seductive look but he didn't say anything. I had no other choice but to give him a little push.

The desire was swirling in his eyes but he just needed the little push and in a second, his hands grabbed my neck roughly and he kissed me. My skin burned from the touch and I leaned closer. We had to get a room. I tossed a couple of coins on the counter and nodded at the barman before pulling him away to one of the rooms.

As usual, all I already had a name for him in my head.

"My Sora" was the name I called all of them.

When we got into the room, he quickly got out of his robe. He seemed really eager to get this done with. If only he knew what purpose he was serving.

I calmed down a little to study his skin and his glow. He was completely naked now and he jumped into the bed. He kept staying at me lustfully.

My need to feed was always strong and I barely thought of anything else but to gain energy.

I gently pulled off the scraggy clothes I had on, exposing my skin gradually to his eyes. I didn't miss the list in his eyes. He brought out his tongue and licked his lips.

I also noticed his arousal as well. I gently went over to join him on the bed and he was eager to pull me to him. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me till I was right beside him on the bed.

He reaches up and slide his fingers into my hair as he pulled me in for a kiss but I was quick to stop it.

Then he settled his lips by my neck and began dripping little kisses along my neck and chest.