Seeing Violet breaks down every single day, how she lashes out at everyone, and not being able to comfort her, hurts so much.
I want to stand by her in these difficult segments of her life but how can I do that when she's completely labeled me 'An enemy'
"Violet I am begging you please rethink your decision and come perform please" my ears twitched to the sound of voices in our living room.
I was heading to the kitchen but those voices in the living room sound like they are discussing something serious.
Once I had approached the living room, I perched by a corner listening to whoever was speaking. It was Oscar, violet's personal photographer. He was speaking with violet. Violet had her arms folded and she shook her head repeatedly.
"I am not singing for anybody!" she yelled in exasperation. I have never seen violet this rude. This past couple of days had brought out a side of her that I didn't like.
"But the mayor is the one requesting for you to sing at the opening of his new house. Would you refuse the mayor?" He pushed further.
"Yes, I'll. It's my voice" she sharply retorted back. I can't have violet behave like this. Especially not to poor Oscar. "Violet please don't do this." I interceeded, stepping into the living room.
"You would be turning down the mayor's offer please" Violet seemed surprised by my sudden intrusion and so did Oscar.
"Were you eavesdropping?" She spat at me.
"That's not the point violet. Please listen to Oscar. You need this sort of gig so that it can get the media of your break-up story" aside from that, I really want Violet back to her feet and I strongly believe singing would do that magic.
But my efforts to persuade Violet proved abortive not until an idea niggled at me and I didn't waste time in shooting
"You know what? I'll help you get your revenge if and only if you go to the show" Call it crazy but maybe I was really letting my guilt feeling intercedes for me. I'm tired of seeing my sister breaking down every nanosecond and If getting close to that Rowan will be the price I'll pay, then I want to pay it.
However, Violet was taken aback by my offer. Browse sprung up, her green eyes emitting Amazement, she muffled an "Are you serious?"
"Yes," I gave a nod. In a flash, a bright smile walked to her face and she embraced me in a tight hug.
****
"...I refuse to let you break me
You may think you broke me
But boy you woke me
Oh! To your face
I forbid to cryyyyyyy
Fuck you if you ever think
I'm gonna cry
Scratch that
Real girls don't cryyyy"
I'd always loved violet songs but this latest song of hers just gives me different vibes. It's not just the melody but the lyrics that make me see a girl who had dashed out the 'fuck you' finger to her adversaries and now has the world under her feet, of course, she does.
Her new song is making fame in the media.
I've been on my phone reading the comments from all her fans.
"You know you should give that song a break or you'll get bored of it. Pfff" violet scoffed playfully, rolling her eyes as she lands on my bed.
She'd just walked into my room and met me singing those lines from her song. I didn't hear her enter the first time as I was lost in my headphone not until she hit me.
"Well, I just can't get enough of it. Have you seen the media? You rock girl. You are all over the place. I'm so so proud of you" I gave her a bone-crushing side hug, kissing her all over her face. My smiles were all over the place.
"As if you've not always been" she rolled her eyes playfully. "I have but I'm super proud of you this time. You see you'll always listen to me now. If you haven't gone to that show, you wouldn't be in limelight and definitely would still be sucking somewhere for that brute. Now he will know, he doesn't worth your tears and that Nikki too. That bitch thought you left the number one spot for her. Well, I guess she never saw this coming haha" violet just watch me ramble on and on.
The silence was still in the air for a while as I and violet were giving me a skeptical look. I was going to ask her what it is before she spoke "You remember our deal right?" She began.
"I've kept to my end of it so I'm here for us to discuss yours" it didn't take time for the realization to hit me.
Shoot!
"Right..." I mumbled, swallowing lumps.
She adjusted her sitting posture, so she could be facing me directly. "I have an idea... How about sneaking into his Rowan through the club? You know Rowan is a sucker for clubs so there's no easy place to hook him up than a club. And I was thinking too you'll have to fake some Rich girl profile because It's absurd to think Rowan will want to have an affair with some low class. Even middle class."
right.
More reasons I despise that brute! Remember what I say about him parading himself like a God?
The world doesn't need much enlightenment about Rowan's level of prejudice against the lower class. I mean he'd never dated any girl who isn't a top model, Actress, singer, or just too famous a rich girl.
"And especially since no one knows your true identity makes it more of an advantage. You just have to dress sultry, meet him in a club, and boom!" Violet snapped her finger in the air, her smile was all over the place.
I pulled my lower lips into my mouth, chewing it as I dwelled on all violet'd spewed.
"What?" Violet's once bright face crumpled into a frown
"don't tell me you are backing out" Hmm! Well, maybe I just might.
Hell, I can't even see myself with that...that... whatever. I've made a promise to violet. I have to keep it but thinking about the club?
"That doesn't just sound like a good idea."
"What?" Violet arched her brow frowning harder in bewilderment. "I mean since Rowan's best place to fish is clubs, he met all his flings in clubs."
I could remember that's where he met violet too. She sang in some club that day and Rowan happened to be there so... "what I'm saying is this. Since Rowan meets his girls in clubs it'll only be natural for him to see me as the rest of the girls and easily dump me before I even get my paws on him." "Yeah.. thinking about that... it's true," violet muttered and swipe her tongue over her lower lips
"but..."
"I have got a suggestion," I smirked.
Violet instantly came to life, she gave me her full attention, curiosity glistening in her eyes. "How about a slow romantic drama huh? Like that pervert of a male lead who thinks he's every woman's dream until he meets this female lead who makes him play chaser and in the long run, his lustful desires toss into the abyss and replaced with that of love.
Likewise, I'll become just whatever Rowan desires in a girl. Instead of throwing myself at him, I'll let my grooming to that job of entrancing him that he'll so crave to get in my pant.
But I'll play hard to get and while he'll play chaser cause he won't stop till he gets in my pant, he'll slowly get tangled in the ropes of love then I'll play along but just when he'd become so addicted to me, I'll break his heart if he has any.
Just like he did to you my dear sister, I'll not only break up with him, I'll humiliate him to the world in the most horrible way.
Hell, I'll make sure it breaks him." Spite and venom dripped in every word I said. I was ignorant of the cuts my fingers has done on my palm until violet squealed, bringing me back to the moment
"Woooow! You are the real deal hazel. How the hell did you come up with such a magnificent plot on just short notice?" I didn't need her to tell me she approved of my idea, it was in her eyes.
"Well, I'm not a sucker for romance movies and books for nothing" I rolled my eyes.
"Like hell, we are surely exploring that" she bubbled but suddenly frowned "But how are we going to come into his life?"
Exactly what I was going to Ask.
Humph!!