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"I thought you don't like Mr. Reinherson?" Lia asks while laughing, her eyes are even shining in tears. She was so happy seeing me being upset like this.
"Yeah, I don't like him." I answered while leaning against the table. I rolled my eyes again when an eclipse of the scenes yester night appears again in my mind.
I hate it. I really really hate it! Whenever I have been inside the car and seeing the shotgun seat, I always remember those scenes we just did. Those wild touch. Those hungry kisses. Those loud moans. Those hard thrusts. Those wet connection are all fresh in my mind. Those cannot be disappear in my memories.
Especially, when I am seeing Calix, it always reminds me of that night.
But I admit, he was good, he was so so good. He did make my world turn. He did make me shout so wild. He did punish me in pleasure that much.
What I just hate is... the pride I had been always raising finally received it's downfall. It hits my cherish pride when I exactly gave up my feminity to him. I souly gave up my soul to him. I don't know, I couldn't understand myself either, he was so hard to refuse!
It was just his sensual touch in my body but it immediately makes me wet down me. It seemed like, my libido is so high towards him. And by this moment, even I hated that man, even I was saying this words that I hate him, I admit I am really craving for his touch and body again.
I sighed.
Thinking it would make me feel better.
But just then, few minutes passed, I'm still into thinking of his hunk body.
By now, I could feel my chest burned while imaginaing him.
I slapped my face.
I slapped my face many many times. Just to get back with my senses. What the hell is happening with me? What does Calix made for me not to forget that night? Why? Why I am still salivating for him?
"Hey!" I almost lost my balance when Lia pushed me teasingly. I gritted my teeth and looked at her with sharp eyes. I clenches my fists in annoyance.
"What? Why are you pushing me?" I asked mad.
She rose her brows and sipped onto her drink. "Nothing, I just did it for you to wake up on your illustrations. I guess, you are still thinking of that Calix guy. Am I right? Pleasured much, huh?" She teased before leaving me here in the cafeteria.
I just stared at her walking towards the exit. What a foolish girl. Is she even my friend? Why is she shipping me with that guy? That was just a sex! No strings attached. No big deal. I guess that was just one. It will never even happen again. I swear, even my body is lusting for him, I swear, I will restrained hard myself.
I will never be having a sex with Calix!
"You think too much. What confuses your mind?"
"It's Calix.." I answered out of myself.
I could feel breath on my neck. Am I dreaming? "Oh, you're dreaming of me? Sorry for confusing you, darling. What's with that? Let's talk about it." someone whispered near my ears.
My eyes widened instantly after realizing everything. Fuck like a holyshit!
I slowly turned my gaze back to the guy who just spoken those words. My throat dried easily the moment our eyes met. I'm a bit froze while staring at his face. A small smirk slowly formed around his lips. He chortles sexily while looking at my surprised reaction.
Bullshit.
I sighed heavily and fast to retain the moment.
I gritted my teeth then without saying any words. I pushed Calix face to the side, making him groaned in pain. I laughed with his reaction. I stood up immediately to avoid him and to make out of this cafeteria but he just held my hand for me to stop.
I glared at him. "What? Don't touch me" I shouted.
He stood up straight as he smiles. "Okay, I will touch you later." He said meaningful which made the man he was with laughed like crazy. I glanced at him so he stop himself from laughing. I'm glad.
I once again travelled my eyes back to Calix. "Idiot." I then walk towards the exit.
I was breathing heavily while doing a step out of the cafeteria. I kept on murmuring those words... 'that hoping for Calix not to stop me again'. And yes it works. I finally got out from it without Calix restraining me. I ran fastly the moment my feet reached the corridor.
I badly wanted to escape that place! I'm feeling nervouse while he was talking to me! While that man was talking to me. I could not answer also why. Why I'm always feel so so nervous when he's around. I mean... yeah, that feeling is just normal to all of the people. But, why I am just feeling it when I am with him. I could not even feel it when my dad is going to scold something bad to me.
I stops running as soon as I got far from it.
I rotated my sight and saw myself already at the schools garden. It was so good to be here. I mean, there were a lot of trees and plants. There are also a lot of colorful flowers which make me feel at ease. I love staring at it. I sighed before making a step.
I walked towards the yellow sunflower, I can't take my eyes off from it. I was like so so amaze. I am highly attracted. This is just a sunflower but I could tell that this one is different. I don't know what makes it different.... I can't guess it.
I smiled so wide when I am so near at it.
Just few more steps I could finally pick it.
One...
Two..
Three...
I unbent my arms to reach for the flowers. And when few distances remaining that my hand could reach the flowers... something's stops me from doing it.
*PhoneRings*
"Ahhh!" I shouted with eyes close in too much annoyance. It just disturb me from my wonderful moment! What the fuck!
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket to answered the call. I swiped the scree. "Fuck! Who the hell are you! Gosh! You kept on disturbing me! Please, just don't call if you don't have sometimes important to say so!" I shouted.
"Yeah, I don't. Just.. don't picked flowers... that's against to the school rules." It was a voice from Calix! God! Calix the Jerk! "Five meters. Look back. I'm here." He muttered.
Just then, my eyes grew wider as my heart started pumping so fast.
Fuck, here we go again. Why am I feeling so nervous?
As I looked back, I saw the man I'm expecting to see standing beside a tree. Holding his phone on his right hand, cooly. I slapped myself inside my head. Why I am thinking he is cool?!