Chapter 3 Running Away Plan

When she woke up her head was pounding and her body was extremely in pain. She was alone, naked under the quilt in a completely silent room.

Her body was very painful, why? She is 25 years old, she knew what sex was all about is and she felt something bad has happened so she checked on the bedsheet. She was shocked and tried to recall what happened last night.

She came to this room because of a headache and her body was too hot. Did Aditya Varman with her last night?

Did he drugged and had forced sex with her? How disgusting he can be?

She was angry when she understood what has happened to her and her body. He has taken her virginity without her concern.

All this while she didn't want this to happen and it happened now without her consciousness.

She slowly walked to the bathroom like a dead body and she sat on the floor while the water fell on her head for very long.

Her world has collapsed and she doesn't know what to do now. She started to cry under the running water.

That bastaxx, he doesn't have the guts even to see my face after what he did to me? Or am I that disgusted in his eyes?

Her body was full of bitten marks and when she looked herself into the big mirror; all the last night's scenes came to her mind.

The moment she closes her eyes she can feel the way he has touched her, kissed her, fondle her, and even how he penetrated in her.

Oh God, what am I suppose to do now?

Enough of the troubles she has to face with her abused family now she is having this. She cannot tell anyone about this.

She wore the dress she was wearing last night and took a cab to go back. She was very calm and pretended nothing has happened.

She checked her phone Benny has called her more than twenty times since last night.

"I am really sorry, I was not well last night so I went to see the in-house doctor and went back home," she texted him as simply as possible.

"I was worried something bad has happened to you, are you okay now?" he replied immediately.

"Yes I am perfectly alright" when she sent the text, her tears were streaming slowly on my cheek.

"Are you okay, miss?" Suddenly the cab driver asked me after watching her from the rear-view mirror.

"Yes mister I am fine, thank you for asking" he nodded while smiling at her from his mirror.

My life will never be fine after this. Everything has gone, collapsed and I don't know how I am going to go through this.

I cannot do a police report because no proof and even I have also he is a bloody rich and powerful man who can escape easily from the law. Am I brave enough to bring this matter to the public?

"JB, can I have a week leave, I have some emergency in my hometown, need to rush back" she texted JB.

"Sure and be safe, don't travel at the night" he replied but there is nothing to be safe anymore.

I am not going anywhere and I don't want to see anyone. I hate all the men in this world. I hate you Aditya Varman.

"Miss we have arrived" she paid the charges and thanked him.

She is staying alone in a studio apartment so nobody will disturb her. She tore off the dress in anger the moment she entered her apartment. She fell on the bed on her stomach and cried her heart out.

That bastaxx has spoilt my life. She was crying for the past two days without food or water.

She kept taking bath whenever she felt his touches, and she felt as though it was dirty.

She cannot live like this; she has to do something about this. What will happen if I confront him?

What is the point if I confront him; if he is a good man will he drug a woman and rape her?

Suddenly her phone rang. The call was from her mother, why she is calling her now?

"Yes maa, anything important?" she pretended as normal, nothing has happened.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, I am maa, why are you asking like this?"

"Last night I had a very weird dream, a man was trying to rape and you were the victim," she told her in a worried tone and Krissy was shocked to hear that.

"It's just a dream maa, don't worry I am perfectly alright. How is everyone at home?" she maintained her tone as relaxing as possible.

"Fine and as usual, so no need to worry about them, you take care of yourself and be careful, okay?"

"Yes maa and you too" she cut the call.

She started to cry again after talking to his mother. Even her mother dreamed she got rape which really happened.

She was crying and crying nonstop. She heard someone knocked on her apartment door.

She grabbed a nighty and checked the peephole. A delivery man was standing there so she opened the door.

"Miss Krisandra?" he asked and she nodded.

"This bouquet is for you, please sign here." She signed and received it with a smiling face.

It was a big bouquet of red roses decorated with baby breath flowers.

She saw the word "Secret admirer" was written on the sender column. Huh! What nonsense is this and since when I had a secret admirer? The flowers made her calm a bit.

She has to decide what to do with her life now. No matter what she will not go to him or her hometown.

She hates this place now; she feels everything is looking at her in disgust.

Almost three days now and she didn't eat anything; she was surviving only by drinking water. She cannot take the hunger anymore she had a few cream crackers with a cup of hot drink which made her felt a little relaxed.

She can see a better picture of what is going to happen in her life. She took a notebook and wrote down all the consequences which will happen now after. In this way, it will be easy for her to sort her life.

What normal things happen after first-time sex?

"First I am very sure he would have worn a condom before he did that to me, so no pregnancy. Huh! That itself is a big relief. Second, if I didn't tell anyone about this nobody will know, right? She smiled a little! Third, I already decided not to get married to anyone so this matter will not have any effect too. Hmmm! Then why I cried so much when this matter actually doesn't affect me in any way?"

"Virginity is important only for a man who wants to marry a virgin woman, not for the woman itself. I was raped so how can it be my fault? I want to go back to my normal life again. Decided!!"

I went back to the office after one week off, the workload was too much. I just took some sandwiches for lunch and continued with my work. I received another bouquet the same as last week with "Secret admirer" in the sender column. Hmmm! My whole office was busy discussing my bouquet since this was the first time I am receiving it.

"So are you in love with someone Krissy darling?" JB teasingly asked me.

"What makes you think like that?" I asked in a little anger tone.

"Then who will send you flowers worth of a few hundred?"

"I don't know and I didn't ask to send!" she continued with her work. It was almost 2 weeks after the incident and there isn't any disturbance from anyone or anything, my life was back to the normal routine.

Aditya Varman, his life was not normal anymore. Whenever he closes his eyes he only can see her sparkling eyes and the words she whispered in his ears, "I trust you".

Past two weeks he was going crazy. He doesn't like to see any woman's face other than hers. What's wrong with me? It was just sex, fine a forced one without her concern so what? Why she has to haunt me so badly?

He cannot touch another woman now; he doesn't have any sexual feelings towards them! Did she curse me for what I did? He sent her flowers past 2 weeks and she simply accepts them without knowing who the sender is.

The powerful Aditya Varnam, where my power has gone? He has no guts to meet her in person. He was a coward who left her suffer alone that night, didn't he?

It was 3rd week and he sent a flower bouquet again and she received it. He only knew that his flower was received but he didn't know she has thrown them into the dustbin.

Her company cleaning lady will pick them up to bring back to her home and made potpourri.

She made it in a big beautiful basket with two babies statue in it, one boy and one girl giving the potpourri bag to Krisandra.

Her heart moved and she accepted the gift just because of the cleaning lady and the two baby statues.

She took it back home that day and she started to vomit which was companioned by a very bad headache.

"JB, I am not well, I will be going to the clinic now," she texted JB in the middle of the night.

She called a cab and went to the nearest 24 hours clinic. The doctor was a lady in mid-forties and she did all the routine check to confirm Krisandra was fine.

"Miss Krisandra, when was your last period?" She told the doctor but immediately her face changed pale.

"What happen?" the doctor was shocked to see her face in a pale color.

"My period delayed by three to four weeks doctor."

"Oh, it's normal unless you are married, are you married?" Her face changed even paler.

"Are you suspecting pregnant?" The lady doctor was stammering when she asked Krisandra. She nodded while her eyes were in red color and full of tears.

"Don't worry, we can make a test and confirm it, who knows it was just a delay, okay?" the doctor tried to console her and she nodded.