Chapter 2 Annoyed

~Freda's POV~

"Are you done with the food you lazy pig?!" Of course who else if not mum.

"Uhmm... I just... I just... need to dish the food and set the table that's all mum." I say

Well... Seems I got carried away with my thoughts once again.

So, all I have left to do is wash the toilets and take my shower. I am so exhausted. What kinda family treats their only daughter like shit.

"Uhh... Is that even a question? Your family of course" these are times I speak to myself like i am some freak.

I left the dining room for the bedroom because my brothers are always there. Yeah, I have three brothers. The eldest is Jack. He can be annoying as hell, supports my mom most of the times, but I know he still loves me. Then my second brother, whose name is Precious. Like yeah, my mom gave him a girlish name because she said he looked like a girl and according to her, he suffered a lot when he was little. He always had illnesses and shit. Ohh and am older than he is. Then we have the last born, Jake.... He is stupid, arrogant, selfish, can be so loving only when he wants to put you in trouble or when he wants something from you. So you see brothers.

Boys are nothing but trouble and disaster.

"Hey, are you bunch of shits gonna come to eat or what 'cuz I see no reason as to why I would be the only one cleaning the entire house on my own every Saturday. Like bloody hell!" I ranted.

Let me tell you that before I said this, I actually thought about it twice.

Here comes nothing.....

"Actually that's because ya stupid" the first sentence was made. I don't even have to turn my head to ask or know who said that.

"You just kill your self over nothing Freda and you rant like a fool at times. If you need help you have the young rats to help you out. Anything out of the ordinary that they can't do then you push ya dull bones to the limit and there you get it done. Don't you listen to motivational speakers. I could give you a list of them if you want. Ohh ohh I just remembered... No matter how much you listen to it or watch the videos... Ya still dumb that ya brain can't decipher shit" Jack laughed.

Well... I did say there goes nothing.

I know on a normal day most people will take that as a joke and truly I used to take it as a joke but then the insults became persistent and there was no end to it. It's either I was insulted by my mom or my brothers basically rendered me unfit or useless for the day.

"Just go and eat your food before it gets cold or before mom comes here and says I didn't tell you guys breakfast was ready" I said with a little smile but I was hurt.

Just as I was about to leave the room my elder brother stopped me by placing his hand on my shoulder,

"We both know I was joking when I said all those things you know right?"

"Yeah right" I replied and moved to the kitchen.

~hours later~

Mmm.. yummy.

I had no damn idea I was this hungry. My love for food is undeniable. I would go to the moon and come back to earth just for food. I would kill anybody that touches my damn food.

I was on my bed with my plate by my side and my spoon in my mouth look at the ceiling. I smiled.

On my way to serving my self for the second time I remembered that I served my brothers first and this is already afternoon. So this means there is definitely nothing left for me to eat. So, I dropped my plate and spoon at the sink and hurriedly left to my room because I left my phone alone. My mom had already left for her saloon after calling me a pig.

I looked at my phone several times waiting for him to call me and tell me he was gonna come around today. I missed him so much that it made me wanna cry so bad but I just had a feeling he wouldn't call.

He was never there so why would he be today, what difference does it make. I just have to be alone, learn to live with it.

I waited. Checked the time and it was 1pm. I sighed because I was already feeling sleepy.

By the time I had awaken, it was 5pm. I was really that exhausted. I did not bother looking at my phone because I was just feeling empty already. I left for the kitchen.

I loved cooking with music blasting through my speakers. So I connected my phone to my speaker and boom the song, "Fine line" by Eminem!!

Music brought nothing but joy to my heart, after food then music or let's just say they are both topping the list.

I decided to prepare pasta and sauce with meatballs for dinner.

I did have some very interesting part of me that weren't interesting at all, because many people found it displeasing because am a girl.

When I was done preparing dinner and getting ready to eat 'cuz I couldn't wait for my mom or dad to get back from work, my speaker which was still playing songs from my playlist only happened to stop and then start saying numbers.

I recognized the number from the very first 4 digits. I knew who it was but I was too annoyed to pick.

So... Trust me, I let it ring. Actually for two reasons

1. Was actually because my ringtone was "venom by Eminem" to which I was already rapping and of course I said shit....

2. Was because... Like I said I was annoyed.

Just as the call was about to end. I decided to pick.

"The person you are trying to call is as annoyed as someone in prison and if you know you don't wanna die by her hands please do try to explain yourself as quickly as possible because this call ain't gonna last" I said in an automated angry voice.

I am very sure he would be able to tell that if I was close to him I would have strangled him to death.

The next thing I heard hit me like a missile. It was his laughter. I was about to hang up when I heard when he said, "I am sorry ok? Am so sorry. I should have called you and told you that something came up. My mom asked me to follow her to the mall and after that she asked for assistance with her work as we both know she has both morning and night shifts".

I signed, "You should have just texted me or something. What's so hard in doing that... After promising that you were gonna make it today. It's fine though... I'm glad you helped her to finish up. Hope you eat dinner peacefully. Good night Marcus" And with that I hung up.

I know... I know... Any sane girl would love to hear what he had to say properly and tell him to elaborate and bullshit like that but I wasn't up for that. I was pissed.

I looked at my food and definitely I was at a loss of appetite but I had to force myself to eat.

I barely spoke to anybody today and I wasn't really feeling like I wanted to communicate or anything. I wasn't feeling it. The usual 'me' after these kind of things happen with Marcus. I ended up on my bed and I opened my VLC player to watch my animes. I am currently on Vinland Saga now. Brutality and Violence were two things that fascinated me when it comes to movies and animes.

Several hours have passed of me watching anime when I decided to open my WhatsApp. I knew what was about to come but ohh well... And I was not surprised with the very first message of Marcus. Clearly stated I did not even have to open the message I could already read the outline. Fucker was pissed.

The only thing I did was just laugh.

Who wouldn't??. I closed the app and I went to bed smiling happily clearly waiting for what would happen next.