Be mine always and forever
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Chapter 4 Four

Edited

We were already at the third part of the movie when May said she wanted to go to her room.

I wanted to tell her not to go but if I talk now, May will know something is wrong. I don't want her to know I broke up with Connor.

Our friendship will become really weird.

I still love Connor but I won't let him know that.

"Good night guys." She waved before leaving.

"Good night," Connor and I chorused.

Then there was silence. An awkward and uncomfortable silence.

I didn't mean to break up with Connor but I was really scared when I came back from the doctor's. I couldn't bring myself to tell Kara and Connor about my little trip to the hospital.

I don't want them both to treat me like a sick person. That'll be very irritating. I just want to live my life normally.

I had to intentionally cause a fight with Connor to break up with him. I remember how that went.

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Connor and I were sitting on the floor of his house when he talked.

"Kara, let's go out tonight," he proposed, smiling nervously at me. I just came back from the doctor's and I'm really worried.

"Connor, not tonight." I shook my head, causing him to sigh.

"Baby, why not? You'll love it," he persuaded, shifting closer to me.

He placed a kiss on my neck. I let out a soft moan as I leaned back.

"Connor," I said urgently but he continued kissing me.

"Stop!" I almost yelled. He moved back as if I slapped him and stared at me apologetically.

"I'm really sorry, baby," he said, wrapping his hands around me.

I was lost in his embrace for a minute when I realized all this will end once he finds out what's wrong with me.

All his love will vanish. I'm sure of it. I need to break up before he does it.

"You're sorry, Connor? Are you kidding me? You practically just mouth raped me!" I screamed at him.

That's not true but I need to find an excuse to break up with him.

"You kissed me back Kara. Why are you reacting this way?" he asked in confusion.

"You know what? Let's end this."

"What?"His voice was filled with pain, anger and disbelief. It was written all across his face.

"What did I do wrong, Kara? Fine. Let's fix whatever is going on," he said.

We can't, Connor. Once you know why I'm doing this, you will thank me.

"We can't," I whispered.

"We promised each other, Kara. You promised to tell me whatever is going on and you're breaking that promise right now." Hurt laced his voice.

"No, I'm not," I tried to deny his words but I know how true every one of them was.

"Kara, tell me what's wrong," he demanded.

"We make promises we can't keep and this is one of them."

"I won't let you go without an explanation," he said.

"You can't make me!" I shouted.

He is really making this hard for me.

-

I left his house and here we are in the sitting room.

Silence.

I didn't want Connor to find out so I decided to break up with him in the stupidest way I could think of.

I didn't know it was going to be this hard.

I really miss my boyfriend but I was convinced that once he knew what was wrong, he would stop loving me.

There was nothing I could do about it. Until then, I don't think I can face Connor.

He keeps asking me why I broke up with him but I couldn't tell him and I won't anytime soon. I stood up and went to the kitchen because I knew the longer I spent with him, the higher the chances of me breaking down. I didn't want him to see how weak I was.

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Connor

I hated seeing Kara with other guys. That pizza guy is not an exception.

When she broke up with me I knew she wasn't angry. She just wanted to and she used that situation as an opportunity.

I must find out whatever is wrong with her. I need to know why she broke up with me.

She stood up and went to the kitchen. She was taking a long time.

I had to go and check on her. Even if she broke up with me for no reason, I will protect her no matter what.

I love her. Whatever made her break up with me, I will make her tell me so we could settle things between us.

I really miss the way we used

to be. I really do. Whatever that was going on had to be taken care of. I met her stretching to get something from the top shelf and I offered to help.

"Do you need help?"

-

Kara

"Do you need help?" I heard Connor ask and I turned around quickly.

"No," I made sure the shelf was closed.

"What are you hiding from me Kara?"

"N-Nothing," I stuttered, shaking my head.

"You're lying," he said and started walking towards me.

I put my hand on his chest, almost forgetting how much I miss him. I needed to stop him to keep some distance between us.

"No, I'm not," I lied. Again.

"Tell me what you're hiding or I'll open the shelf for myself," he said in a serious tone.

Oh God, I never wanted him to find out. At least, not like this.

            
            

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