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4 Chapters
Chapter 6 SIXTH img
Chapter 7 SEVENTH img
Chapter 8 EIGHT img
Chapter 9 NINTH img
Chapter 10 TENTH img
Chapter 11 ELEVENTH img
Chapter 12 TWELVE img
Chapter 13 THIRTEEN img
Chapter 14 FOURTEEN img
Chapter 15 FIFTEEN img
Chapter 16 SIXTEEN img
Chapter 17 SEVENTEEN img
Chapter 18 EIGHTEEN img
Chapter 19 NINETEEN img
Chapter 20 TWENTY img
Chapter 21 TWENTY-ONE img
Chapter 22 TWENTY-TWO img
Chapter 23 TWENTY-THREE img
Chapter 24 TWENTY-FOUR: Last Affection img
Chapter 25 TWENTY-FIVE img
Chapter 26 TWENTY-SIX img
Chapter 27 TWENTY-SEVEN img
Chapter 28 TWENTY-EIGHT img
Chapter 29 TWENTY-NINE img
Chapter 30 THIRTY: Thoughts img
Chapter 31 THIRTY-ONE: Engagement img
Chapter 32 THIRTY-TWO: Drank or Drunk img
Chapter 33 THIRTY-THREE: I found You img
Chapter 34 THIRTY-FOUR: Dripping intention img
Chapter 35 THIRTY-FIVE: A devil's wrath img
Chapter 36 THIRTY-SIX: Bad temper img
Chapter 37 THIRTY-SEVEN: Taste of vengeance img
Chapter 38 THIRTY-EIGHT: Worse than a beast img
Chapter 39 THIRTY-NINE: My time will come! img
Chapter 40 FORTY: A Devil's game img
Chapter 41 FORTY-ONE: No Choice img
Chapter 42 FORTY-TWO: Lost in emotion img
Chapter 43 FORTY-THREE: Her identity img
Chapter 44 FORTY-FOUR: Unforgettable experience img
Chapter 45 FORTY-FIVE: My tasty breakfast img
Chapter 46 FORTY-SIX: Disturbing call img
Chapter 47 FORTY-SEVEN: His annoyance img
Chapter 48 FORTY-EIGHT: A confession img
Chapter 49 FORTY-NINE: Drowning in your love img
Chapter 50 FIFTY: The care I need img
Chapter 51 FIFTY-ONE: One of greatest desire img
Chapter 52 FIFTY-TWO: A surprise visit img
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Chapter 4 FOURTH

STANDING in front of the morgue and secretly grinning from ear to ear. At last, my day comes. I came not because I am sympathizing with what happened to my stepdad, I just really came to see in my two eyes what exactly Brent's situation is.

"What are you still doing there, Celes? Come here and check on your dad," mom said while crying, arms wrapping the lifeless body of my stepdad. How pathetic my mom could be?

Am I heartless? I don't think so. Being lying, cold and lifeless Brent isn't enough for my victory. If I could kill him numerously, I will. I was cursing him to death with a feeling of infinite sorrow and suffering as I held my fisting hands.

Overall mom is right. At least pay some respect. I wanted to cry but not because of losing him. Painstaking of his fault on what he did to me. I even fake a weep, seems like no teardrops are coming from my eyes.

I flick one of my eyebrows. I pity mom for knowing nothing about everything. Been blind of all these years. Doing nothing, thinking anything but only about the money.

Yeah, mom doesn't have any, bigger things than that lousy ugly man that my Mom married just to get some luxurious life that money can offer. I don't even have plenty of money compares to Brent and I can't even pull my mom up from poverty to rich heaven life as this old man did.

What else am I be to help? I have nothing. I can't even compare myself with my stepfather that completed mom because of the things he can give. I can't even make a better life for my mom as he did for her.

Even if I am fuming mad right now, all I can do is to hide my crippling emotions, a will to spit on his grave, and the unlucky days I had with him. I will make sure that my victorious day will come by doing that. Even when he will not ask forgiveness but I will do all my might that he will do that in the afterlife while his body is burning to hell.

And if we're going to meet again in my next life, I will surely kill him again and again. This is how big my anger to my stepdad. Yes, I made him like my dad as if that's the biggest mistake I did for the past ten years of my life. That I could crash Brent in my hand.

My teeth clattered with the thought that I wanted to vomit whenever I called him Dad.

I walk forward closely to my mom still sitting on the cold floor of the morgue, while she's still crying and hugging that disgusting dead body of him. I lean closer, put my two hands on each side of her shoulder and hug her from behind.

"Your Daddy Brent is gone. How are we going to survive?" mom said while heavy tears kept running down her face while looking at Brent's body.

I circled my eyeball and not making mom notice it. If I have the heart to shout, I could shout at my mom right now. She's still thinking that her world only evolves at Brent but I didn't yell at mom, I can't do that.

"We can still leave without her, mom," I said making her stop crying. "We'll do everything to cope up. We can still survive even without him around, mom," I said between gritted teeth as emphasizing every word I said, and drastically look at me, eyes are dark and cloudy. I can feel that I sounded like a rude person from what I said even if I didn't mean it. "Did you tell me all of that after all? When all we have now is your Daddy Brent? How dare you're saying it in front of his corpse!"

She stood up, eyes are heavy and tears streaming down her face. I stand and trying to ask forgiveness. "I-I'm sorry, Mom. I'm not supposed to say that," I said while I am facing down. I only wanted her to be strong, to be independent, and not depend on everything with Brent. She shouldn't cry and mourn for a person that doesn't deserve to cry for.

"You should be Celestine. He's still your Dad after all," she said with her voice full of emotions and walk towards the door and leave me blankly.

How would I want to say that Brent is not my Dad, nor my biological father? He is nothing but garbage that even flies will get disgusted.

I went outside too. I can't help myself looking at his disgusting and loathing corpse. I felt that at any time he will move, stand, and will pull me in no time. Feeling dreadful from that wide imagination of mine. Oh! What am I thinking?

I saw mom talking to a taller man, he's wearing a silver badge engraving his name and position from this hospital, pinned on the right side of his chest from his uniform.

"We'll do everything and handle until his last burial, Mrs. Echavez. Don't worry, we'll handle and surely assist you with whatever you need. You know how Brent has been a good part of this Hospital. He's a good investor and a good man of course," the man said, painting a smile on his face while talking to my mom. Why did it feel he has an ulterior motive for the reason of helping my mom?

My face crumpled hearing from what he said. How I wanted to puke but not in front of them, of course. Because I can't help to accept how my g*d*amn stepfather making a good impression on everyone when he's a villain here. Did they know that Brent is never been a saint? Course not! They're blinded by money.

"Come here, Celes." I did what mom told and walk near to them. "We're no longer thinking and worried. Let's try to go home."

"Okay, mom."

Why I can't even force any smile right now? Something is suspicious so do that guy who helped my mom.

I should have warned her before anything happens because for sure mom will take all the risk just for the sake of money.

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