Chapter 2 " The Beginning "

Demonise POV:

" You want this right? Then face the consequences! " He tightened his grip on my wrist and dragged me to bed. Anger was visible at his well-dimmed eyes, like fireworks in the night.

" I'm begging you Fergus! Don't do this to me! " I shouted and tried to ran away from his torture but he's too strong. He easily torn my clothes then climbed up on top of me.

" Don't do this. P-please don't! " I begged for his mercy but he didn't listen. Instead, he bit my neck and put hickeys on it. " Don't! " I begged once again but still no response.

" You want me right? You want money and my fame! You ruined my happiness Demonise! " Anger was there with a hint of disgust. I scramble as much as I can but my strength can't be compared to his.

From another time around, he ruined my innocence and purity. One night isn't enough to settle his anger towards me. For three years, I've been in hell with his punishments. All I could do was to cry at a dark corner and wished for him to love me back, but even the stars at night were not so kind enough to grant my desired wish.

After he reached his satisfaction, he then walked towards the white door and I guess, his gonna take a bath to wash away my dirt in his body. Should I call myself 'lucky' to marry the person I love but have loved someone else? I slowly move my body and I can feel the aches in it. I've been bearing lots of beating from my husband. My husband who doesn't even look at me as his wife.

" I'm going out. Don't expect me to come home, not even tomorrow. " I was lost in my painful thoughts when I heard his arrogant tone of voice. I was about to say something when I saw him closing the door with a bang.

" W-why? What did I do to deserve this? " I whispered as if he's still with me. We're married but he treated me as a toy. I'm worst than his maids. All I did was loving him and giving everything for him, but I don't know why he keeps on saying that I'm disgusting. Like I'm a pathetic woman in his eyes.

" Cheer up Demonise! " I want to comfort myself. I'm always an independent girl that men would look up to, but Fergus is like a thorn in the rose. Deadly and painful. However, no one can blame me for loving a person like him.

After thinking about the pain that I had received from the past three years, I decided to take a bath and fix myself. I washed my body and my hair. The hickeys were too revealed. I brushed my teeth and wrapped my body with a white towel. I walked towards my closet and grabbed my red pajamas.

I blowed my hair using a blower subsequently then jump onto my bed. Oh! Before I forgot, this is my room while his room is next to mine. Even If we've been together for years, I still don't know about how his room looks-like. He doesn't want me to be there and I didn't try to sneak, not even once.

*BUZZZZ.... *BUZZZZ... *BUZZZ...

I reached my phone above the desk at my bedside. I looked at the caller and was hoping that it was him, but my excitements turned to disappointments. I pressed the answer button and waited for him to speak.

" How are you Dem? " I smiled because of his worried voice. Even if the whole world is against me, he would stood up for me and will always do.

" Still breathing Tim. How 'bout you? Still single? Hahaha... " I said to him then laugh. I always love teasing him because he's like a dragon ready to blow fire when pissed off. I wrapped the blanket around me while still talking to him.

" As always. You know that I already have someone in my heart Dem. " I stopped for awhile after hearing his voice. It felt weird to me. I don't know why but there's something telling me that I know who it was.

" Then tell me so that I can fix your problem. " I snapped out the weird feeling and tried to asked him about her. I heard a deep sighed on the other line of the phone. Well, we're somewhat like in the same boat right now.

" I can't. " He pauses. " I'm still not ready to tell her about my emotional agendas. I'm not ready yet Dem. " It seems like his tone was a little bit heavy yet, it felt weird again. Maybe it's just my imagination.

" Ok! Whenever you're ready, you can always talk to me. " I want to comfort him but I can't even comfort myself. " I'll hang up the phone then. " Hearing him said yes, I ended the call and lay down in bed.

I was just humming around until the darkness consumed me. I'm sleepy and I need to rest. My body needs to rest, so was my mind and my heart. I feel pity for them, they're the one who's been broken all these years.