Chapter 4 Love is fading

"Oh My God! Darling what happened to your lips? Del did something happen darling?" Grandma Quinn always worried about me. If I got hurt she was the first person that always cried for me. She's 65 years old now how can I tell her that her good grandson did this to me. I just can't let her worry about anything.

"Nothing happened grandma, please don't worry. I just fell and that's all." I said while smiling at her.

"Please be careful Del. You can't just hurt yourself like this okay? Please think about yourself sweetie, you're the sweet little princess of mine so you can't let yourself be ugly and hurt. Got it sweetie? See, your face is swollen. If there's anything wrong with your health you should tell me. Grandma worries about you darling." Same lecture but I love her so much. I kissed her cheek as I sat down. I can feel Kayden's eyes are on me but do I have to care? No I don't because he did this to me without a good reason.

"Oh Kayn, tomorrow you have a gala right? Why don't you take Del with you as your date?" Grandma asked Kayden as she turned to me.

"Del, you have to go there too right? You two can go there together because everyone should know that you guys are going to get married next year." What? get married? I would like to do grandma, but I don't think your grandson will agree. Suddenly my heart filled with a bitter feeling. Urgh just forget it.

"I have a date. I can't go with her." As I expected it was Kayden. I just laughed at myself because still there was a little hope that he would agree but not anymore.

"You can't Kayden. How dare you always take decisions without even thinking?" Grandma was angry. She hit the table as she raised her voice at Kayden.

"Grandma it's okay. He can go with his date because I already agreed with James to be his date tomorrow. So don't be angry." As soon as I said James' name Kayden's eyes became bloodshot eyes as he looked at me. If he can go with his woman why can I just go with my best friend.

"Oh James boy. Is he back? It's been one year since I last saw him" Grandma calmed down as she smiled at me and asked.

"Yeah, grandma he came yesterday." I smiled as I looked at her. I know grandma likes James because he's a good guy.

"And about you two. I don't understand you guys. The only thing I know is you two will get married next December. You have one and half years to plan your wedding." Grandma said as she finished her food.

"Del, after you dinner go and rest. As for Kayden I have something to discuss with you come to my room after your dinner." With that grandma left I also finished my food and got up to leave but Kayden grabbed me from my hand and dragged me into my room.

"Ha. Going with James? When did you two become lovers?" He pushed me hard against the wall as I hissed from the pain.

"Kayden please, just don't think about my things. Just enjoy yourself. As for the wedding I will talk to grandma." I said as I looked away from him.

"Wedding? Why? Isn't it what you always wanted? Weren't you happy when grandma talked about our marriage? Why are you acting in front of me like a pure little girl?" My tears started to roll down through my cheeks. What did I do to deserve this ? Why didn't I just die along with my parents. I just want to go to them because I can't go through this pain anymore. It hurts. It hurts like hell. He just caught my face from my chin and made me look at him. It really hurts.

"Let me go Kayden. I know you don't want me to be your wife so I can understand it very well. What made you think that I'll force you to marry me? I don't want Kayden because the love I had for you is really fading. So don't be afraid I won't let this wedding happen. So just let me be. Please, I beg you. I'm just done with your hatred and cruel things Kayden. Just please don't hurt me like this. " I cried and I pushed him away. I just sat down on the floor and cried. I saw the way his eyes became red as I said those things. I knew it wasn't due to sadness it was definitely due to hatred. He suddenly bent down and said against my ear.

"Ha.. Delilah Ellis let me tell you. I won't let you be with any other man apart from me. As for me, you're correct I don't want you to be my wife but that doesn't mean I don't want to fuck you. You'll always be my fuck doll to release my desire and if your James tried to pull you away from me, I will definitely kill him and bring his lifeless body to you. Trust me baby. You know what kind of man I am, more than anyone." He said with an emotionless face. I stared at him with red and tearful eyes .

"I'm also a human. Human with feelings. Not a play toy for you to play Kayden. You have no right to make decisions about my life. Because I never made decisions about your life and I will never do it. So please stop saying those kinds of hurtful words because you'll never know how much those words haunt me. You're just a heartless person Kayden, not for others but for me. It's already enough Kayden, it's time for me to move on. Please go now. I'll talk with grandma about our marriage, I'll explain things to her and I'll fix things as you always wanted." With those words I left him and went into the bathroom. I heard the door closing sound after a few minutes. I knew he left so I stopped crying and came out as I jumped onto bed. Today was a tiring day. Don't think about it, just sleep Delilah everything will be alright.

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~Kayden~

Her words....Her words are killing me. She.. she just said that her love for me is fading. No.. that cannot happen....All of her love and everything should be mine. She didn't want to have a wedding with me anymore, she just wants to move on. How did things become like this? My hatred... yes I hate her, it was because of her, that my parents died. They wanted to save her. She was correct. I was always a heartless bastard when it comes to her but Delilah you never knew the reason behind it. It was because you made me fall in love with you from the beginning. I just don't fucking understand what happened. Her beauty, her eyes, especially her smile made me love her more. That's why I didn't want to see her smile so I brought her pain. I did everything to hurt her. My eyes turned red from the fear of losing her as she said those words and she cried. I wanted to hug her and kiss her tears away. I wanted to tell her that I wanted her to be my wife and I loved her but those actions or words never came out of my mouth or my body. She's not a play toy for me, she's just everything. Everything that I loved and everything that I wanted to have. Today when I saw she was coming out of James apartment while smiling at him made me a so fucking animal so I lost my every bit of my sanity so that made me do that to her. I just raped her while she was crying for me to not do. I'm just so sorry Delilah. I could feel my tears coming out. I went to my room and washed my face before going to grandma's room. I couldn't understand what she wanted to talk with me so suddenly.

"Grandma." I said as I entered her room, before I could say another word, SLAP....a ruthless slap hit across my face. Grandma never hit me before, what happened? I looked at her with a questioning look and I saw tears in her eyes. I could feel something was wrong...

"Kayden.... just how could you?" She asked me with a disappointed and hurt look.

"Wh..what?" I asked as my eyes turned red. I'm just a dead person because just a few minutes ago the woman I loved told me that her love she had for me is fading and she wants to move on and now my grandma is also giving me the same look that Delilah gave me.

FUCK.. WHY DIDN'T I JUST DIE ALONG WITH MY PARENTS...